Suicide Notes

Epilogues

Tama ages quickly, while Victor doesn't change in the least. He is also invisible to other creatures. So, other than Life and Death, no one saw Victor's grief during Tama's funeral.

"At least he fought to live to the end," comforted Death.

"When many good men approach him, he may still be waiting for me" Victor said in a trembling voice.

"Come on, you need to stop being sad." Life slaps Victor's shoulder. "Let's find out what energy you can absorb, then have fun!"

"Are you not bored?" said Victor. "What would happen if you didn't absorb any energy? Are you guys going to die? Isn't that a good thing? At least you can escape this boring life."

Victor thinks his mind's fucked. The incident in front of him looks like a movie playing at a very fast tempo. Suddenly he walked in the middle of the forest, then reached the cliff where he tried to commit suicide. His body leaped out uncontrollably, dropping into the sea ahead there. Then the time of the incident returned to normal.

Victor's originally blurry gaze, slowly began to clear. He could see the fish swimming around him. The clear sea water was slightly stained by the blood from his body.

Victor's confused. Either everything that happens is just a hallucination, or maybe the red and blue creatures really exist. All he knew for sure was that there was light ahead. The place he should have been.

Honestly ...

I'm out of words.

There's nothing more I have to say.

By the way, what made you start reading this story? Is it because you want to kill yourself? Are you someone who hates to hear the news about suicide, then reads to the end because of your hatred? I think there are also those who are acquaintances of suicide victims, just like me.

Do you realize that the "Suicide Note" is meant for all of us at once? Tiara explains as best she can how tormented someone is about to commit suicide, also pointing out that there is still a way to every problem.

Even so, this story seemed to be devoted to the latter group. For those who hate the concept of "suicide". You are so holy that you look down on those who died by suicide. You who are so great, to underestimate the problems faced by others.

I think personally, hating suicide is good enough to some degree. Only until you convince yourself not to commit suicide. It would be an exaggeration if you also voiced hate speech to people who said they wanted to kill themselves.

I hope you remember, Victor told me how rotten our society is. When we unconsciously suggest suicide as a solution to people we ourselves do not understand the condition. The excuse is just kidding. Should I joke around saying, "Dead there," frontally?

I won't go any further, because Tiara did it through Victor. I just want to remind you, death is not a joke, not a game. Even if it's just words, you have to consider before you say them.

Finally, for you the family of the suicide victim, or maybe you yourself are thinking about suicide. I'm sure you're carrying a heavy burden on your shoulders. Your heart is so tired, your soul seems to want to give up.

Strengthen yourselves. Solutions will come, sooner or later. There is no guarantee that everything will be okay if you stay alive, but at least you live to know the end.

It is impossible for me to argue about how meaningless life is. Even so, you should know, you can't just do anything about life. Even if you kill yourself, that doesn't mean you're going to die. There have been many cases like Elayne, where their suicide attempts have failed many times.

I'm not Victor who can put his energy into creating a solution, and it seems like after reading this story I won't be able to give you "nonsense" just to calm you down.

Even so, if you run out of places to complain, need someone to just listen, you can look for me. Call me, tell me anything, blow your emotions. Maybe my reaction was passive, but at least I wouldn't say you're stupid for wanting to kill yourself. I won't be bad enough to take your problems down.

I love you, even though we don't know each other. So...

KEEP ALIVE'S.