Substitute Mother
Chaptre 79. Collapses
“I want raw tonne”
Judith opened her eyes. It was still clear how the heavy voice of Jeanno who looked at him was passionate. The man did not joke when he said he wanted ‘eaten it’. Because after returning home from dinner, they ate briefly in the kitchen, continued through adult night activities that passed long. As if Jeanno's energy never runs out, Judith painstakingly compensates even though her body is tired and drowsiness whack violently.
Oh, Jeanno also wants to be unprotected, different from the next night. Fortunately today is not her fertile period, so at least Judith does not need to bother thinking if later she will get pregnant.
The woman turned her head, finding Jeanno who was still sleeping deep. Judging from any angle, the man was extremely handsome. Judith felt both lucky and compassionate at the same time. He was treated sweetly by the first man who managed to make him fall in love, but the treatment was solely due to his resemblance to his late wife.
Nayara's.
The name that Jeanno still said when he had picked up his pleasure while hugging Judith's body tightly. Judith tilted her body, observing Jeanno's peaceful sleeping face. He asked, had Jeanno ever looked upon him as Judith? Not Nayara? Has Jeanno ever thought that he is also an ordinary human being who has feelings?
His hands were outstretched, trailing Jeanno's forehead which was furrowed in response to his touch. Then his fingers went down the man's high nose. Turning down to the pink ranum that somehow rained on him with a melenakan fondle. Judith shifted her body toward Jeanno, taking great care not to wake him up. Jeanno's cheeks were soft.
“Judith. I'm Judith. Say my name, Jeanno.”.
His whisper was full of wounds. Before Judith gave up and fell asleep in a dream, hoping to have a happy ending with Jeanno and Aera even in delusion.
**
Tyona fainted!
The woman's slender body was limp after coming out of the bathroom. Luckily behind her was a nurse who swiftly received Tyona's body before the woman's head touched the floor. Soon the pediatrician was taken to the examination room to find out his condition.
In short, the doctor told Tyona that her blood pressure was very low and her stomach acid was rising. Suggesting him to be infused one or two days, if his condition improves then one day is enough.
And this is where Tyona is now, no longer wearing her maid uniform as a doctor, but wearing an inpatient uniform. The woman looked out the window. The room is located on the top floor makes it able to see flickering lights from skyscrapers out there. Realizing that even though the clock has crept into the night, does not mean that work activities stop.
Tyona tried to close her eyes as her head began to throb when the door of her room opened. His heart rate increased as his sense of smell caught the scent of Jeffrey's perfume. Tyona didn't open her eyes. Once again, afraid if the tears slide carelessly.
“You're making me anxious. How did you pass out?”
“I know you haven't slept. Have you eaten?”
Tyona opened her eyes, choosing to look straight at the ceiling of the room. “Sudah”
“I can't stay tonight. Maybe it will accompany you two hours before I go home”
The woman closed her eyes again. “Ya”
No one's talking. That wrenching silence further left Tyona's head thrashing. He fainted at about five in the afternoon, and he believed his partner had contacted Jeffrey around that hour. But his phone didn't ring, neither a message nor a phone call asked him how he was doing. Jeffrey knew it was coming now, when the clock was showing at 10 p.m. Doesn't he mean anything to Jeffrey? So even though he fell ill, the husband was not worried one bit?
“Tadi Mama called. Blame me why we don't..”.
Still with her eyes closed, Tyona responded. “You think Mama doesn't blame me?”
Jeffrey took a deep breath. “At least lie, Anna. Let's just say you've taken the test but the result is negative”
Tyona opened her eyes, looking at Jeffrey. “Why should I lie? Even if I do that, it makes no difference. Mama still blames me for whatever happens in our household”
Thats enough. Tyona was already very tired of the war of arguments with Jeffrey that were like there was no end.
“Jeff, can you stop bringing Darren into our household? Darren and I have nothing to do with it. Why are you so overwhelmed by your stance?” Tyona was silent for a moment. “Or don't you really want the rumors to be true?”
Jeffrey threw away his face. His hands folded haughtily in front of his chest.
“You know me more than anyone, Jeffrey. Is it that hard for you to trust me?”
Tyona tried to change her position to sit, no matter her body was still limp and her head hurt instead of a bitch. “I don't want to talk about it right now but you're constantly pressuring me with your baseless accusations. Now let me ask you back, what if you're the one who betrayed?”
Jeffrey's jaw is hardened. “You mean?”
“What if in our household there is indeed a traitor, and that is you?”
“No way, Anna” Jeffrey shook his head while smiling dismissively. The arrogance that seemed to slap Tyona even harder. The woman then reached out her hand, making Jeffrey confused about the purpose of his wife's hand. “What?”
“Mobile. If you didn't betray me, I'd like to see your phone. Yesterday I gave you access to see my contents, now it's my turn”
Jeffrey stunned. Of course he didn't think Tyona would push him back. Regarding mobile phones, it still keeps his conversation with Renatta which he has not deleted for a long time. Also a call history with Rena number that he has identified his name.
Tyona pulled his hand. Stiff from continuing to hang without a response from Jeffrey. The woman smiled bitterly at the hesitation of the husband who was reluctant to give up his cell phone. If it was true that he had not betrayed, wouldn't the man cheaply give up his phone, just like Tyona had done before?
“Jeff, may I ask you one thing?”
No need to wait for Jeffrey's approval. Tyona again pressed Jeffrey with one simple question.
“Do you still love me?”
**
One tear Tyona shed, accompanying the silence that smothered her nursery. It had been nearly fifteen minutes since he asked the simplest question Jeffrey should have been able to answer so quickly. But in fact, the man looked like a stone. Her view was full of anxiety, as if Tyona's question was more complicated than any patient's case.
Tyona sighed, wiping her tears violently before returning to her sleeping position. This time lying on his side, turning his back to Jeffrey.
“Go home, Jeff. I know you've had a long day. You need a break” Tyona stopped her sentence when she realized her voice was beginning to shake, as the effect of her tears were increasingly flowing.
“His dirty clothes are put in the basket, tomorrow. If I recover, I will wash them. To eat, order delivery, or eat at your home. The important thing is that you sleep not on an empty stomach”
“Anna”
“I want to rest Jeff. Just sec. So, can you please leave me?”
The mist in Tyona's vision was still able to catch Jeffrey's reflection from the window of her room. The man was still in his place standing, who then approached Tyona's bed as if to say something, but never spoke. Until the husband turned around, choosing to leave Tyona's nursery without a word.
After Jeffrey died, Tyona cried. Realizing how her tightness and heartache were not worth her physical pain right now. The woman was crying until she fell down, until she finally fell asleep from the fatigue of crying.
**
