Substitute Mother

Chapters 37. Worries

Dear..had I'm sorry, if the mother's question again hurt your feelings son, mother's sorry, dear" Farah looked at her son's heart, she did not mean to make her daughter back to tears, she said, as a parent, as a mother, she never expected her son's family to be destroyed, she did not want to break up and return to sacrifice Raisa, but in fact the disappointment that Alayya felt was so great in her heart, never did he want his daughter's life to be this ruined, if separation was the best for them, Farah was sincere.

"Al also does not want to be rich gini ma'am, al also does not want to bless the sad rich gini, but Al can what Bu, the more Al survives, the more the wound Al... nor did Nathan get Ma'am, Al was tired, Al was tired of living in Alesha's shadow, because at any time, in Nathan's heart there was only Alesha"

Farah wiped away Alayya's tears, she rubbed the head of her daughter gently.

"yes, son, yes"

"mom want to know how Al can lose Al fetus? Farah just kept quiet, honestly he was curious why and what causes Alayya to experience severe bleeding.

"all because of Nathan's love for Alesha Bu..." Alayya took a breath of tightness, before continuing her sentence.

"Al accidentally fell in Alesha's picture frame, Nathan's beloved picture frame, which Nathan neatly kept in his study, at a time when none of Alayya's picture frames were there, Al is not jealous Mom, Al just felt. why Nathan had to hide the picture frame, Al will not deny him, or angry if the frame is on his desk, Al, but Nathan angrily walks into his study because Alayya went in there without his permission, the picture frame falls and breaks, Nathan with his narik Alayya... Al had trouble continuing his story, it really hurt to remember everything again

"Nathan pulled Al's hand, until Al fell, where Al's position was again sick, Al Bu's stomach ache, Al's been waiting for Nathan's return, Al mau Nathan elus Al's stomach, Al, not the elusan that al got, not the hug that Nathan gave, just the clash of anger that Al saw, Al crashed into the floor, so bad Mom, Al's stomach ache"

"honey, don't follow up, mother please son, yes" said Farah hoping her son stopped the painful story.

"if time can be repeated, mother will never approve of your marriage, forgive mother son, this is also because the mother continues to force, without knowing it will eventually hurt you, dear"

"everything has happened, no one needs to regret it anymore, Al just wants to escape, Al wants to separate, Al wants to start a new life after this, Al also wants to be happy"

"yes son, yes, you must be happy, you must have someone who can accept you for who you are, son" Farah hugged her daughter, they both cried together.

....

"look who, mas"

"oh this is Ma'am, Alayya the same as her parents ?"

"oh Alayya, if Alayya the mother never saw, but yesterday her father came home, said he wanted to take some clothes his son, because his son was sick"

"so Alayya's still in the hospital?"

"it looks like. yes mas"

"which hospital is it, ma'am?"

"oh, if that's mom don't know"

"oh, yes Ma'am, thank you ma'am" Nathan looked at his son who was fast asleep, he wanted to go around looking for the whereabouts of the wife, but he himself could not be selfish, there was Raisa, there was, finally Nathan chose to find a nearby hotel to rest himself and his son.

arriving at the hotel, Nathan pats Raisa's butt, just as Alayya often does to calm her daughter

"Al where are you, Al. You don't miss Raisa, Al. Kesian Raisa Al, in your kangen, I'm wrong Al, don't punish Raisa too, Raisa needs you, Raisa needs her mother..." Nathan looked up, he held it as hard as possible so that his tears would not spill again.

"i'm sorry Al, I'm sorry"

back at the hospital, Aska and Ali have just returned from the religious court office, they file a divorce suit for Nathan, all of which is Alayya's wish.

"thank you, yeah"

"yes son, I'll never let you get sick again because of that jerk guy"

"thank you sa"

Aksa commented a smile, he nodded, and rubbed his best friend's head.

"yes sa, I believe, I trust Lo sincerely same me, Lo best friend and best friend for me"

"but I want to be happyin Lo. more than just Sabahat" Alayya frowned confusedly, as well as his parents.

"gue wants to always be in every Likes and sorrows Lo, more than just a friend or friend, I love Lo, I love Lo Alayya" Suddenly the room that had been boisterous turned silent, Alayya looked at Aksa full of question marks, while Aksa's gaze was full of confidence.

"it's good that we have to get out" Ali put his wife on his shoulder to get out of Alayya's ward, they'll give them time to talk to each other.

"Aksa, don't joke. I don't like "

"gue no Joking Al,gue seriously, I like Lo,gue love Lo, I want Lo so my wife Al "heard it made alayya choke her own saliva, he said, Aksa nimbly helped Alayya drink.

"maybe this is not the right time Al, but I don't want to repeat the same mistake, I don't want because I keep this taste alone, the idea so lose Lo, I don't want to, I think I've saved enough of it myself"

Alayya did not know what to behave like, she turned to the right to the left

"sa, I'm going to sleep, please help me get off the bed" Aksa did what Alayya asked, Aksa also helped Alayya sleep.

"gue knows everything must be surprising to Lo, everything may be too fast for you, but for me. This is not a fast time, I survive - years hold it all, but for me, and I won't waste this opportunity again"

"but, sa---"

"hust, I don't need Lo's answer now, I don't ask Lo to accept me now, which I want Lo to recover first, Lo's healthy, that's the most important thing now, that's the most important thing now, for me just express my feelings have made my heart relieved Al"

"now Lo sleeps, Lo breaks "Aksa justifies the location of his best friend's blanket, he does not take off his grip from Alayya's hands. Their eyes look at each other, both shone different things.

"Thank you, thank you for loving me" Aksa smiled warmly.

....

Nathan is worried because Raisa keeps crying, roaring - Raung is looking for his mother, Nathan has brought Raisa back to Alayya's house, but there is no one there.

"honey, huust, I've been crying, so I'm afraid to hear you cry rich gini son"

"momuu, ibuu, huaaaaaaaa, mahuwu, mahuwu"

"yes baby, yes, this father is also still looking for mother son, cup cup cup cup"

"already crying son, do not make the father more confused"

"arggghh, ibuuu, ibuuuu, Ibuuu, huaaaaaaa, aaaaaaa"

"o God, what should I love, not just you who want to meet mom, dad also love, already yes son, cup, cup cup cup son father"

the cry of the little girl was wheezing, she had trouble regulating her breathing, Nathan rubbed her daughter's back.

"we'll find another mother later, but Raisa's quiet" Nathan keeps circling in his hotel room, with Raisa in a sling.

"ii-mother, hua-huaa, ii-mother, ibuuu"

so continue until no sound of crying again the princess, after checking it turns out Raisa has returned to sleep, maybe the two-year-old baby was exhausted.

Nathan put his baby back on the bed, he wiped Raisa's face wet with sweat mixed with tears, really he did not have the heart to see the condition of his daughter, raisa missed her mother very much.

"You where Al, Raisa nyariin you Al " muttered Nathan alone.