Substitute Mother
Chapters 29. Silent
Alayya could only rest after the recitation was over, alayya sat down by massaging her temple plan that began to throb.
"Rest in Al's room"
"Hem, Raisa's asleep"
"yes, just now. Yo to the room"
Alayya goes first, as she needs a full break today, all the preparation of their study, Alayya who handles, from dawn until the event is over, while Nathan is more invisible, he said, except when the show starts.
Nathan held Alayya's hand that wanted to open the door of his room, Alayya turned to look at Nathan in surprise.
"why, I'm so tired"
"sleeping in our room, not in the guest room" clearly visible Alayya's forehead shrunk in confusion.
"our room?"
"yes, baby, this is our room" Nathan leads Alayya into his private room..
"Nat" Alayya looked at the contents of the room, it seemed that something was different from before.
"iay now we sleep here, ok"
"but Nat..."
"mayo sleeps" Alayya is led to lie on the bed, usually he will see a picture of Alesha in front there, but now the photo has been changed into a photo of the three of them, Alayya, Alayya, Nathan and Raisa, Alesha's dresser is no longer there, including her books, Alesha's personal makeup kit, all gone, there was nothing about Alesha in that room.
"nathaniel..."
"Hem" Nathan increasingly shifted, he clutched Alayya's body in his arms.
"this room..." Alayya has trouble stringing words to question Nathan's changing room.
"why, something strange, you're right Al, you deserve to question my sincerity, my room is still closed for you, and then I keep asking you to trust my sincerity, she said, I kept saying I wanted to start all over, but the shadow of my Lala time just keeps on being between us.
"Nathan stopped talking, he directed his body to face him" their gaze clashed, Nathan put away the hair covering the face of Indah Alayya behind the ears.
"I'm sorry, because I can't be a good husband to you yet, but I'll try to keep you happy, I love you, alayya" Nathan approached her face, he placed a kiss on the wife's lips, just clinging to nothing more.
"from now on, you will be the goal of my return, from now on you and Risa who are the reason for my happiness, you will be the reason for my loss of fatigue, you will be the reason, I will not let you grieve with my jerk attitude, I am not a perfect man, I have many shortcomings, will you be a perfecter and complement"
Alayya nodded, with eyes that had been creek, lately the woman's feelings were indeed sensitive, she was easier to cry, Alayya hugged Nathan, hid her face in the chest of the husband's field.
"i love you Nat"..
"i love you more Al" Nathan kissed Alayya.
"you don't have to ask where all of Alesha's things are, I don't throw them away, I love people in need "
no answer is just a sound.
"don't cry dear"
"i am moved, but I also never want to throw Alesha out of your life Nat, for how long Alesha has been a part of your life"
"no, it's supposed to be like this, you're my wife, I'm not supposed to keep bringing the past into our lives"
"Nathan..."
"i'm so crybaby, a little cryy"
"that's funny, my wife"
....
They are now at the airport to make a flight to the holy land, Raisa is in Ali's arms, Alayya's father, while Alayya sits between her mother and Nathan's mother.
Farah's hands stretched out the veil she wore.
"mother's son if you wear a veil rich in gini, so more beautiful"
"mom can do it" replied Alayya timidly
"Learning to use her continued Alayya, we as women are obliged to close the aurat properly, do not have returned from the holy land you loose again" now Nathan's mother who said, Nathan continues to pay attention to his mother, Nathan, he said, afraid his mother started another cold war with his wife, and sure enough, it was not legal what her mother was saying, just the way she conveyed that needed to be refined again.
"mother.." Nathan reprimands his mother .
"what the hell Nat, I just tell your wife, what's right and what's wrong" beyond Nathan's expectations, Alayya just the opposite, the woman held her mother-in-law's hand until the master turned his head.
"mah, doain Alayya let Alayya can Istiqomah Makai her, prayer'in us too.. May the three of us be safe and return without any less, pray Alayya, nathan and Raisa's journey in berkahi" said Alayya gently not forgetting her smile.
"i-iya must be mamah will pray you "Alayya hugged his mother Nathan so tightly, reply also by the bayah woman, although he still did not expect the change in attitude of the son-in-law, he said, behind Farah continued to rub the baboons of the child, he was proud of his son.
arriving when they had to enter the plane, Nathan and the family waved at their parents.
"ayo" Nathan asked Alayya, the woman nodded.
After taking about 10 hours of flight, finally the plane that Nathan and his family boarded landed also at the destination.
they are directed to the hotel to rest themselves before doing various kinds of worship later.
....
that was roughly the picture of when they were in the holy land.
In front of the Kaaba Alayya raised both hands, praying quietly before the power.
"If indeed Nathan is someone who is written in a lauhul mahfudz for servants, If indeed it is a man who will be a perfecter of worship, if indeed Nathan will be a heavenly friend with servants... give confidence in the servant to receive it in the life of the servant, trust every word he says to the servant, eliminate doubts to him, the servant loves him so much, but I know, the servant is not the first woman to keep her heart, she is not the first woman to keep it, o Allah I beg you Jiak is indeed the best Nathan for the servant, give the servant confidence in the presence of Nathan in the life of the servant, Aamiin yes rabbal alamin" Alayya turned her head she saw Nathan who was busy taking Vidio Raisa who funny running around in Ten many people passed by around them.
Alayya smiled as Nathan looked at her,
"your son is very active Al" Nathan held Raisa sitting next to Alayya.
"here sit the mother" he took over the tiny body to sit on her lap.
"Raisa's happy, huh son?" nathan's hands embrace the waist of the wife, the small family looks so happy, may their happiness continue to last, although it does not rule out the possibility of problems in their household.
note: it is not very clear in this part wkwkwk, a little more finished. don't forget to love support yes, let me also continue the spirit of the author.
