Substitute Mother

Chaptre 41. Something Gray

Today is the first day of Alayya and Nathan's divorce trial, Alayya and her parents have already arrived in court, half an hour later Nathan also arrived with his parents, the man's view was empty, the statement said, his body is thinner than usual, since he was picked up by his parents at that time, Nathan prefers to lock himself in the room, Nathan was reluctant to be taken to check his health to the hospital, eating was rare, too, in Nathan's head there is only Alayya, he wants his family intact again, he does not want a divorce, Nathan loves Alayya, Nathan loves Alayya very much more than anything, but the rice was already porridge, today was their trial day, dashed was Nathan's hope to improve his household, divorce was in sight.

Nathan who stood in the hallway of the room, looking straight ahead, there was Alayya who was inviting Raisa to play, Nathan could see clearly the smile wrote the woman to her son, Alayya turned her face, and she could see, their views met, Alayya could not deny the longing for Nathan, he was as bad as the man, but the decision was also unanimous, Alayya would still end their relationship.

"the man is sick, his face is pale once" Inner Alayya wondered. Nathan smiled at him, Alayya did not return the smile, Alayya preferred to turn his face.

they waited another half hour and supplies finally started, Alayya who wanted to enter the room stopped her steps, because someone had already wrapped her hands around her slender waist. Alayya knew exactly who it was.

"Let go" Alayya tried to let go of Nathan's embrace, but Nathan instead tightened his embrace, Alayya could feel her shoulder was now wet from Nathan's tears.

"al, I beg Al, cancel this divorce, I can't live without you Al, I love you" Nathan's voice rattled in the hearing.

"i miss you, baby, I miss you"

"i'm sorry Al, what should I do to get your apology" Nathan said in a raucous voice.

"afterwards.I said "Nathan shook his head.

"please, don't continue the divorce, please"

"sorry Nat, I can't, divorce is the best choice for us" now Alayya freed from Nathan's embrace, Alayya immediately entered without looking again at the man's face, Alayya did not want to waver, Alayya, Alayya did not want to be weak if she kept seeing the fragility of the man

"Alyas..."

....

the first day of the trial has been Tuesday, and will continue next Sunday with a mediation agenda, hoping to get a way out to improve the household of both husbands and wives who still look equally heavy doing this divorce.

"son, let's go home" Nathan sat in the waiting chair, with his face down, he did not respond to the call of the mother, ana shook his child's shoulders, how surprised ana, his son fell unconscious.

"Nathan.." -...."

Nathan was rushed to the hospital, the inner pressure of the divorce that he went through made his body weakened, not to mention his physical condition that is not okay this week.

"son, you're a gini" ana didn't let go of her son's hand at all

"Nathan will be fine mah" said Anton trying to calm his wife, Anton was equally worried, but Anton more can cover the worry.

"Nathan is so shaken by this divorce, reward.... Nathan loves Alayya so much, mom can feel it"

"we can't do much either, mah. now we can only pray for Nathan's recovery" ana nodded, her heart breaking and accepting it all.

...

at home, Alayya becomes restless, he himself is confused what is the cause of the anxiety he feels now, Alayya has repeatedly flipped his body on the mattress.

his mind was on someone, Nathan.

nathan's frail face continued to spin in his head, the man's pitiful face continued to overshadow in his mind.

"arggh" Alayya rubbed his face rough

"Lo why the hell Nat, not satisfied Lo destroyed my life, now Lo trying to disrupt my life, out Lo Nat, out of my head "sick Alayya and back to throw his body into the bed.

....

"mother here, play with naiyla"

"naiyla? daddy's? mama?" who is this beautiful girl named Naiyla.

"dad" Naiyla ran over to a man Alayya knew well who he was

"Nathan" the man is Nathan, Nathan looks so handsome in his white clothes, in Nathan's sling... Naiyla unceasingly waved at Alayya, asking Alayya to join them.

"Nathan, where are you Nathan" Alayya's cry made Nathan turn, he dropped naiyla from the sling, Nathan stepped closer to Alayya.

Alayya felt Nathan's cold hand rub the side of his face.

"Al, you know who that beautiful little girl is" Nathan pointed at Naiyla who was coolly chasing butterflies behind him, Alayya shook her head

"his name is Naiyla, our son" Nathan said happily.

"our child?" repeat Alayya with a gaping mouth

"yes dear, she is our child, now Naiyla is living happily here, our child is no longer feeling pain Again, Naiyla is so happy to be living here, Naiyla said, and now I'm also going to stay here, with him "Alayya shook her head, he held Nathan's cold hand on his cheek

"you want to leave me Nat, you're the same as me"

"honey, believe me, I love you so much, I sincerely love you, you are the Woman that I always want to share, but unfortunately we have to split soon, I want to join Naiyla, I want to join Naiyla, live happily in this beautiful place"

"No, I don't want you to go, I want you to go home with me" tears started to drip down Alayya's cheeks.

"don't Nat, I can't without you, I don't want Nat, I beg you not to go" Nathan shook his head with a smile, slowly Nathan let go of Alayya's hand

"Fast fast, the others are waiting" called Naiyla

"yes, son, just a second"

"i go yes, take care of yourself, I love you, forever" Nathan's smile did not fade at all, slowly the man walked back, Alayya's cry grew louder, more and more, he's still pulling on the edge of the shirt Nathan was wearing.

"don't go, I beg you" said Alayya, the more Nathan moved away, the more he cried

"NAIYLA DON'T TAKE YOUR DAD, SON. I NEED YOUR DAD, DON'T TAKE YOUR DADDY, NAIYLA... DON'T SEPARATE MOM FROM DAD, SON. MOTHER PLEASE"

"Nathan..."

"Nathan.." Alayya's breath hunting, the sweat on his forehead getting heavier, the closed eyes getting wetter, Farah and Ali have since been trying to wake his daughter from her nightmares, but Alayya did not give any response.

"Nathan, don't go Nat, don't leave me with Raisa"

"Al, sober son, sober"

"NATHAAAAN" Alayya's eyes opened, her eyes red from crying.