Substitute Mother

Chaptre 40. Curiosity

the night came back, the air was so cold, Alesha was standing in front of her window, she could not see Nathan there, she thought maybe Nathan had gone home.

alayya had been trying to sleep, but her mind kept focusing on Nathan, and she made sure from afar that Nathan had gone home, but her guess was wrong, the man was still there, he was sitting leaning in front of the Fence

"the stone is so people" some days it always rains at night, and tonight it is the same, heavy rain again flushed the city of Bandung. Alayya could not take it anymore, she came out of the room, with her emotions.

"Al, where are you going" Farah's voice stopped her steps

"want to meet Nathan"

"son..." Farah did not understand the meaning of her son

"Al wanted to upset Nathan, Al was sick of him continuing to stand in front of our house, people will assume we do not have the heart, because of Nathan's behavior" after Alayya resumed the path, Alayya, Farah can only breathe, he also can not forbid his son, Farah understand very well Alayya's hard character derived from his father.

"Nathan" was shocked instead of playing Nathan heard the voice, a voice he so longed for. despite Nathan's slight difficulty standing by propping his hands up on the fence.

"Alayya" eyes begged nathan so clearly drawn

"Lo wants what the hell, Lo want to make my family in the sneer because of Lo's childish behavior rich gini, Lo want to make my parents embarrassed, Lo want to make my parents, Lo want to make my parents considered cruel because Lo's justin days in front of my house" Alayya's circus a little snapped. really he was emotional with Nathan's behavior.

"Al, that's not what I want, I want to clear everything up, I want us to finish it all"

"What, what you want to explain, everything is clear, and everything is done, our relationship is done"

"i don't want to split" hearing that Alayya smiled obliquely

"I don't want us to get divorced, we can still fix everything, I'm sorry, I beg Al"

"slowly, everything has happened Nat, nothing needs to be fixed, nothing needs to be resolved" said Alayya

"Al, can you tell Alayya has lost her mother again?"

"do I see her crying again?" Alayya threw away her face.

"please Al, let's get back to the beginning, we wake up from the beginning of our little family"

"DIAAAM" Alayya's breath hunting

"gue is sick of hearing the same word over and over again, how many times do you talk me into the same sentence, build our household, restart our family, stale Nat, stale"

"Nat, you know how happy I am when I know it's in here" Alayya looked down she rubbed her stomach, tight in the chest remembering a fetus that had gone.

"in here is our son, to our hearts, you know how enthusiastic I was waiting for Lo to come home that night, you know how impatient I was waiting for Lo to come back that night, I want a surprise for you, I want to ngabarin if I'm pregnant, I'm pregnant with Lo's child, the child we've been waiting for all this time" screamed Alayya unstoppable, nathan outside the fence, nathan outside the fence, I could only cry, she was so fragile.

"but what did Lo do Nat, what" Alayya's voice swallowed.

"Lo just easily obliterated my happiness, You interested me until I fell just because I accidentally broke a picture frame Alesha, picture frame of your dear wife, I swear Nat" Alayya pointed at Nathan's face.

"swear by anything, I didn't mean to break that frame"

Alayya quickly wiped away her rough tears

"What I expected, that I shadow Lo home, snuggle me, Lo kiss my forehead, Lo hug me, and Lo wipe my back, BUT WHAT NATHAN, APAA..."

"it is precisely Lo's anger that I get, Lo despise me, Lo bandingin me with Alesha, and LO KILL LO'S OWN SON, NATHAAAN" Alayya shouted as loud as possible, he overflowed all that was held back

"You can't live with me, Lo says Nathan, Lo says, don't get rich"

"no Al, I never thought that way, I love you, Al"

"bulshit, bullshit, liar" Alayya revealed a smile full of wounds.he looked down on Nathan out there

"Al, I beg you to terrorize me first, I don't want us rich gini, I'm jealous I'm jealous you hug Aksa, I'm jealous Al" Ok Alayya know one fact the man is jealous

"i'm hurt because you're still close to Aksa, I'm sick to see you're close to Aksa, I don't like my woman to be close to other men besides me, and I admit my jealousy it's just being Mala's doom for our household, I'm sorry"

"i'm sorry, Alya" lirih nathan pilu, the man rested, his legs felt no longer able to stand, Alayya tried to hold back his tears, he turned in any direction, did not want him to see the face of Nathan.

"tomorrow father will go to court to take our divorce papers, I hope Lo immediately sign his letter, so that the date of our divorce trial will be determined immediately" Alayya turned over the body, Alayya turned over, the tears that he had been enduring, spilled already, his chest tight.

Alayya had contacted her in-laws, she told them everything that happened in her household, from the news of her pregnancy to the news of her divorce, nothing was covered up, she said, nothing added nothing reduced, Alayya told me everything as it is, ana. Nathan's mother can only shut her mouth in disbelief.

"mah, pick up Nathan, he's been in front of the house for days, Al's sorry, for not allowing Nathan in, it's all for Al's sanity, pick up Nathan mah, Nathan's too stubborn, Al is afraid that she will get sick, but Raisa still needs her father"

"well, you know, Al matiin called assalamualaikum"

"navaloupe"

titt's.

....

tomorrow morning Ana and Anton are already in the living room of the Alayya family, Ali handed over the divorce papers that had been signed Alayya, ana and Anton have tried to mediate their problems, he said, but Alayya remained on her stance to divorce from nathan.

"yes son, mom papa came home first, you are stoic yes" ana hugged her daughter-in-law, she was so hurt to hear the news of the miscarriage that Alayya experienced and it was all because of her son's actions.

Alayya and her parents drive Anna and Anton to the gate, Nathan is no longer there, Nathan is in his parents' car, the man is pensive with blank eyes, ana's heartache saw the condition of the son she was proud of.

"heart mah, pah"

the two just nodded and got into the car, ana sat down next to Nathan.

"Switched"

Nathan ignored Ana's call, his vision was still empty, ana was worried about seeing Nathan's condition, white clothes no longer looked clean, stains everywhere as well as his pants, his son's face was swollen, he said, his eye bags are so clear.

Ana tidied up Nathan's hair that was no longer formed.

"pah, we go to the hospital first, Nathan has a fever" Nathan shook his head.

"we went straight home Aja Nathan didn't want to"

"but son, you have a fever"

"mah, please"

they gave up and chose to go home.