Substitute Mother

Chapters 18. Fairytales

"let's go down baby, we're there". said mas bram who opened his seat belt.

"yes mas".

mas Bram took my hand and we walked into the hospital for a check-up.

"excuse me, we want to check up with doctor jeff.

"well sir wait a minute yes, I will check the queue number first.

we waited about 5 minutes to get the queue number.

"this is the queue number sir, please wait in the patient's waiting chair.

"well, thank you". replied mas bram.

mas Bram and I were sitting in the patient waiting chair right in front of the obstetrician's room and there were several pregnant women who had waited before.

"so dear rame". asked mas bram who looks surprised.

"indeed like this mas every day, many pregnant mothers who want to do an examination.

"if this is the ramen until what time is it finished, dear?".

"maybe it's noon in the afternoon mas. because the doctor jeff is very famous mas, so the patient is quite a lot".

"pity dong these pregnant women wait a long time, do you not get tired of waiting long".

"no, here I can meet other pregnant women and we can exchange stories about pregnancy.

mas Bram seemed to think something and was silent for a moment.

"hmm I called jeff aja, so we can go first and you don't wait long.

"you are looking for it easy, you do not pity to see these mothers have been waiting from morning and we just play in. can not be so mas, so, appreciate others who are waiting for you".

"yes, baby". answered bram.

"number 15, please enter". said nurse .

"still have to wait 5 more people dear". mas bram saw the watch in his hand.

"patience mas". I stroked mas bram's hand.

"usually, the person who is waiting for me. Now I know what it's like to wait". said mas bram with a sweet smile.

"then from that mas, don't make people wait for karmic nail.

mas Bram continued to wiggle his legs while waiting.he looked impatient and wanted to quickly leave.

"so long darling".

"gold!! ". i glanced at Mas bram.

we waited for 2 hours, during that time mas bram had many times to the bathroom even mas bram had bought food because it was too long waiting.

"line number 20 please come in". said the nurse.

"honey, it's our turn now, come on". mas bram immediately stood up from the waiting chair.

"yes mas".

tokk. tokk. mas bram knocked on doctor jeff's door.

"please come in". replied doctor jeff who was sitting in his chair.

"wahh very comfortable yes you sit there". said mas bram.

"eh you bram". doctor jeff shines a hand on mas bram.

"please sit down". doctor jeff invited us to sit down.

"i don't think you will be successful when you choose to be a doctor. it turns out to be quite rame also your patient". said mas bram while joking.

"hahahaha yes quite, than I should be a businessman who is not my passion.by the way why do you look lethargic?". replied doctor jeff.

"yes doc, mas bram was upset because he had to wait a long time to get in here.

"it's crazy that I have to wait 2 hours outside, so many are queuing up, sort of want to see the president.

"hahaha I am more than the president, many people are looking for me including you". replied doctor jeff.

"yes too, I had said the same karin for your nelfon so that you can first do the examination but instead he did not want to.

"there are you mas, pity the others already in line, we are the last to come directly play nyelonong aja.

"that's also what your wife said, you even gave me the advice that nyesatin". doctor jeff and mas bram chuckled.

"huh ah really so excited to talk. there are complaints what are you karin?". asked doctor jeff.

"yesterday the doctor said, this time I can do USG visit, today I want to do it.

"well, there were no complaints before?".

"the right abdomen often hurts doc, if the right side of the slant is a bit difficult. and the waist pain that does not say also doc". I tell all my complaints that have been felt so far.

"yes really, every night he has trouble sleeping because his position is not comfortable for him.

"okay, now we're going to do the ultrasound to know what's the cause and the baby's condition.please get on the action bed".jeff's doctor directed me to the other room.

in the room there is a computer monitor to do USG. mas bram which also comes in sitting next to me.

"okay, we're starting ya". said doctor jeff.

the doctor began to examine my stomach using a jelly-given device and rubbed it over my stomach.

"now try to look at this monitor, here it looks the baby has been formed but not perfect. Here also we can see the position of the baby is not in a normal position but transverse". doctor jeff trus twisted the device over my stomach.

when Dr. Jeff said he wasn't in a normal position, I kept wondering what happened and what he meant.

"you mean jeff?". asked mas bram.

"try looking at this picture, here are some pictures of the location of the bayo in the kandunga. it's also we see that the baby's legs are on the right abdomen as well as the head is on the left abdomen. This position makes karin uncomfortable and experiencing abdominal pain.

"o Lord what happened".I clasped tightly the hand of mas bram.

"what is danger?".tanyaku.

"no, it's just that karin can't give birth normally has to go through surgery.

hearing doctor jeff's words, I felt discouraged because my fear occurred. All this time I felt bad on my stomach but thank goodness it was only a matter of position of the baby is nothing else.

"but don't worry, we still have time to improve its position, which is to do a lot of prostration movements, it will help the baby to rotate from its position to a normal position.

"what such a position can not give birth to normal jeff". asked mas bram.

"can't, must go through surgery.which can be normal if the baby's bottom position is the buttocks or the head.

"but I'm so scared doc for the operation.

"yes I hope you do not worry too much, because we still have time to fix it. If you are anxious, thoughtful and stressed because miciri will surgery, it will affect the baby. so if you can take it easy just don't think too much". replied doctor jeff.

"but the baby's condition is healthy Doc".

"iyaa, the condition of her baby is all good and healthy. does this want to know her gender as well?". asked doctor jeff.

"it looks like this will be a rival bram later". doctor jeff smiled.

"you mean my son". mas bram smiled widely.

"iyaa, the gender is male". replied doctor jeff.

I was happy when I found out that my son was a boy, at least I had a boy and a girl.

mas Bram looks very happy, because all this time he wants a boy to accompany him.

"honey, my prayers are answered". mas bram grasped my hand and smiled widely.

"iya mas".I am also happy to see the happy mas bram.

"alright, the next schedule we will do the ultrasound again when the gestational age enters the age of 8 months. we will see the development of the position of the baby, so do as I suggested earlier' said dr jeff.

"well doc".i replied

"all right, we'll excuse you and thank you jeff.

"sama-sama".

I was so relieved after doing the USG examination, I became aware of what my baby's condition was like, even though the position was not perfect but I was relieved that my baby was in good and healthy condition.

"honey, don't be too pikiri ya.listen to the word jeff earlier that his position can still be fixed".mas bram saw me a little moody.

"yes mas, I won't think too much about it". I smiled at mas bram so he wouldn't worry.

"i'm sure you can give birth normally as you wish.

which mother is not sad or thoughtful when the baby is not in a normal position.maybe it's a common thing not to worry but because this is my first experience, I feel very worried.

true, not everything went as smoothly as we wanted, there must be something bad as well, but I tried not to make me down, because my bad condition will also affect the health of my baby.

but I am so grateful that there is a bram mas that is always there for me, which always encourages me not to despair.

"we had lunch where dear". asked mas bram.

"we just go home mas". I said with a flat face staring blankly out.

"you haven't had lunch, baby, you'll be sick".

"i want to go home and rest mas.

"yes, baby, we go home now". mas bram increased the speed of his car.

I've tried not to worry but I can't, my heart and feelings can't lie. all I had in mind was that I didn't want to have surgery in childbirth because it was so scary for me.

it was that suggestion that kept me thinking and anxious that I felt uneasy about myself.

after I got home, I went straight into the house without saying anything to the bram I was staying in the car.

"sad you're doing well". mas bram ran after me.

"honey". mas bram pulled my hand, so my steps stopped.

"i'm tired of mas". I said by not looking into the eyes of mas bram.

"honey, what the hell are you thinking.you just heard yourself right that our baby is fine, if the position problem can be corrected". mas bram said it with a little emotion.

"mas, how many times have I told you. Even when I was first pregnant, I told you that I was afraid of surgery, and I didn't want to do that".

"i know karin, but please remove bad suggestions from your mind. reassure yourself that our baby's position can change.

it's not without reason that I think I'm afraid of surgery, it's all because I've been traumatized indirectly.

5 years ago, I accompanied my aunt in the hospital to perform a second C-section when she came out of the operating room aunty had severe bleeding and convulsions and the aunt died right in front of me, from then on I was always afraid when I heard the surgery, especially the childbirth operation.

"well, I'm tired". I pulled off the hand of bram and went straight into the room.

hearing my quarrel with mas bram, bi nina went straight out and met mas bram.

"what's the matter, sir?". asked bi nina.

"where alisya bi". said mas bram.

"as you sleep sir".

"bi, please make some warm tea and take it to the karin bi's room".

"yes sir".

while in the room, I laid my body on the bed and covered my eyes with a pillow.

after I think I should not be angry with mas bram. It is just a matter of fear that I cannot control well.

"where is bram? how not to follow me to the room".I occasionally look at the door.

tokk...

"non, auntie came in". said bi nina.

"hmm kirain mas bram.yes let's go".

bi Nina came with a glass of warm tea for me.

"it's his non-tea in the drink".

"i didn't ask for bi tea".

"yes non, this is the master who asked aunt to bring tea for non. in non-drinking while warm, the mind will not be calm when drinking sweet.

"iya bi, thank you. mas bram where is bi?". I asked curious.

"so after telling aunt to make tea, master went out to ride his car non". replied bi nina.

"where is bram ? is he mad at me". I murmured in my heart.

"yes it's bi, thanks bi for the tea'.

"iya non". aunt nina went straight from my room.

after drinking the tea, I felt sleepy and immediately broke my body again and immediately fell asleep.

while asleep I felt someone was beside me and stroked my head gently.

and it turned out that bram was already beside me and looking at me sharply.

"gold".

"you're really tired, baby, you're sleeping really well". mas bram smiled at me.

I hugged Mas bram.

"hhh why this is so direct" said mas bram.

"pardon me, because I'm mad at you".

"it's okay baby, I don't mind if you scold me". replied mas bram gently.

how I don't fall in love every day with her, because she treats me kindly and gently.