Substitute Mother

Chapters 22. Into You's

the next day....

this morning I did not have the ability to wake up as usual.my body did not want to move anywhere, I just lay on the bed with a blanket that covered my entire body.

"want breakfast dear". said mas bram.

I just shook my head with a blank stare facing the window of the room.

"unfortunately if you keep going to get sick".

I kept silent involuntarily tears kept flowing down my cheeks.

"honey, we are all sad to lose abyan too, but you do not drag on because it will affect your health.

instead of not wanting to hear what mas bram said, I pulled a blanket over my entire body.

"honey.... ". call me bram.

"i want to go it alone.

"no, I won't spare you myself. I'll stay here with you.

mas bram approached me and hugged my covered body with a blanket.

"let's go down and have breakfast baby, dad, mom is waiting downstairs for breakfast with you".

"i don't want breakfast".

mas Bram got up and pulled the blanket on my body.

"do I need to carry you".

"what the hell is mas".I answered

"if you still do not want to wake up, I will carry you.one..two.ti.ti...". mas bram gave the calculation to me.

"yes yes, I woke up". I rushed to the bathroom to wash my face.

when I came out of the bathroom I saw a bram mas still sitting on the bed waiting for me.

"it's over, let's go down together". said mas bram when he saw me coming out of the bathroom.

"yes mas".

mas bram grabbed me and clasped my hand tightly.

"look at this hand you, just a day not eating just already looks very thin".

"you mocked me, yes, it's clear my weight rose 10 kg since pregnant even you say skinny.

"be.really baby, I'm not lying. Mom look at karin look I smooth". mas bram plays his eyes on mom.

"ahh.. yaa bener. you look skinny son. sit here, mom has breakfast cooking for all of us.

I hit Mas Bram's shoulder and made him a little surprised.

"aawhh sick dear".

"why flirting with mom, want to invite mom to lie to me too".

"dear, you really look skinny".

"already, it's been the joke, let's have breakfast first". said the father who had been waiting for us.

"yes father". answered mas bram.

"mother". greeting alisya who is enjoying her milk.

"morning mother's son".I kissed her eyebrows.

"mom, it's not school today".

"loh, why sweetheart?".tanyaku.

"alisya want at home aja nemani mother". said alisya with a slightly sad face.

"honey, you must go to school do not fikiri mother.alisya must be a smart child so must be diligent school".

"today only mother, can ya. papa!!?". alisya stared at the bram mas sitting next to him.

"ask my dear mother". replied mas bram.

alisya turned her face towards me and looked at me expectantly.

"yes, baby, but today it is".

"yes, mother, horee..... ". alisya felt happy after I agreed to it.

"hehehee is very happy if allowed school holidays.

"later grandpa played with alisya ya".

"ohh.. okay baby. hahahaha". replied father.

"yeee.... hooray!". cried alisya.

"already let's hunt at the meal". said the mother while pouring drinks into a glass.

"you're still on the bram holiday". asked Dad.

"yes yeah, I'm taking a week off".

"so long!? ". sahut.

"make your company. oh, yes, mom and dad are still here a long time?".

"no bram, about 2 more days mom and dad will go home.

"why mom?  why so fast?". said mas bram.

"dad got a new project from the office and I have to review it right away, so I can't stay here for long".

"who will alisya play with?". said alisya who heard our chat.

"there will be mothers and fathers.

"but alisya want to play with grandfather, continue if grandma also come home, who makes snacks for alisya.

"pity granddaughter grandfather, grandfather and grandmother soon home.Grandpa and grandma must come again here ", said the father to calm his eyebrows.

"grandfather's promise". alisya brandished his little finger.

"yes promise dear".father also linked his finger.

"it's a pity don't be sad that dong, papa promises that alisya libura school will be papa play to grandfather's house". said mas bram on alisya.

"hhhmm. Dad always promise".answer alisya.

"heard it was mas, don't just promise.

"yes dear, papa will keep the promise". mas bram grasped alisya's hand.

"it's non-milk". bi nina came to give me a glass of milk.

"thank you bi".

after breakfast, mas bram, alisya and their father sit in the back garden while enjoying a cup of tea and sweet treats.

while I stayed in the kitchen to help mom and bi nina.

"mom rest, let me clean it up".

"it's okay karin, besides there is not much more to clean". answered the mother while washing dirty dishes.

"mom, what is this vegetable going to do?". asked bi nina who held some ties of green vegetables.

"ohh that just put it in the refrigerator bi, later in the afternoon we cook for dinner.

"well ma'am". bi nina directly opened the refrigerator and put the vegetables in a pile of other vegetables.

"why do you prepare so many vegetables in the refrigerator.

"for your preparation later if the mother comes home.you have to eat a lot of green vegetables so that your MILK is smooth.even though you do not breastfeed anymore but you must be diligent in eating nutritious.

"ahh yes, if your breasts are painful and swollen should be pumped immediately and remove the ASI so that you do not feel pain and fever.

"a lot of mother's messages".

"hhh you are in the words of kok ngeyel, 2 more days mother came home. mother should prepare all what you need, anyways the distance of the mother's house and you are far away karin. I do not want to think at home because you have not prepared your needs.

I walked up to my mother and hugged her from behind.

"thank you, dear mother".

"same-sama dear". mother stroked my head.

"you have rested there". said the mother.

"yes ma'am". I sat in the living room watching TV.

I accidentally turned on a TV channel that aired mother and toddler shows.My eyes continued to stare at the TV with fixation, I fell silent and my eyes glazed over.

every now and then I smile at the babies on TV, how happy I would be if Abyan were with me.

suddenly mas bram came and changed the TV channel to another show.

"soh in the change of mas.

"this show is more exciting, baby". replied mas bram.

"get the remote, I want to watch the show that day mas". I snatched the remote from the hands of mas bram but it did not work.

"change dong dear". mas bram hides his remote behind his body.

"iihh mas bram".I relented with my pouting face.

I know mas bram did that so that I wouldn't be reminded of abyan but that way I could let go of my miss on him.

"don't frown dear dong". mas bram pinched my cheek.

"sick mas".

"here I hugged". mas bram hugged me tightly so I had trouble breathing.

"hmmm you guys are so friendly in the morning". Mom came by to bring me vitamins and water.

"ehh there is a mother". mas bram felt embarrassed because he was reprimanded by his mother.

"thank you ma'am.

"drink the vitamin first karin, mother wants to go to the market first with bi nina".

"yes ma'am, but in the refrigerator there are still many vegetables ma'am?  why are you shopping at the market again.

"mother wants to shop for spices to make herbs.

"don't tell me the clock is for me mom".

"for you, let your body healthy and toned back".

"i want dong ma'am, jamu make strong". said mas bram.

"what the heck mas".I smiled at the words of mas bram.

"wife is still weak, you want strong.

"mom what the hell, even answered mas bram speech". said I who was amused by the chatter of mother and mas bram.

"we want to make another child, baby.

I pinched her cheek at the bram and made her scream in pain.

"aagghh. Yes yes sorry dear".

mom smiled at my behavior and Mas bram.

"yes, my mom left first".

"let me take ma'am". said mas bram.

"no, the father who interraces mother.You are at home just accompany the karin".

"yes ma'am, be careful on the road.

after mom went to the market, me and bram were still in the family room while chatting about things we had passed.

"mas, I intend to donate the new abyan clothes to the orphanage".

"good idea baby, when you want to go to the orphanage let me accompany.

"next week, yes, mas, I will first arrange the clothes into a bag to be neat. you do not mind right mas.

"no dear, why should I object. It's all up to you baby, I support it anyway".

"iya mas".I answered while leaning my head on the shoulder of mas bram.

after I thought about it, it would be nice if all the abyan stuff that I donated so much alone.because it would be useless if I kept it too long in the closet, it would be useless, that way the children who get the abyan clothes will feel happy and it will also make me feel like seeing abyan happy.

"only clothes you want to donate?". asked mas bram.

"no mas, everything in Abyan's room. can't you?".

"may dong dear, ahh. I am very happy to have a wife whose heart is kind and soft like yours.

"you are also a good husband" I answered while hugging him.

"hmm mas!!?". I looked into the eyes of mas bram.

"what's up, honey? I look at it so".

"forgive me, my dear, if lately I have not been taking good care of alisya and even I often ignore it".

"why should you feel guilty, dear?  I should be thanking you, because all this time you have been taking care of alisya and looking after her. You are a good mother for alisya, so do not feel guilty again yes". answer bram with his soft voice.

"i promise mas, in the future I will be even more extra give my time and attention to alisya. because at this time our child is only alisya". I feel very guilty on alisya.

"you are there-just baby, your attention is already very more than enough for alisya. let's see alisya now, he is much happier when with you. so also with me who is very happy to have you and alisya". mas bram kissed my forehead.

from I was pregnant to giving birth, my time was slightly reduced with alisya. I also felt that alisya missed me a lot but at that time I could not always be with him because of some things.

I am grateful because alisya a good and independent child.he understands my situation so much that he does not complain about any problems with me.

God has taken abyan but God has also given me a very precious gift in my life, alisya.

"honey, how to daydream.what are you mikiri?".

"ahh no mas, I didn't think of anything".I replied in shock.

"you should not often daydream or think of a non-beloved".

"no, you don't worry, I won't miss the thing that makes me sad.

"you yes, can worry me the most".mas bram squeezed my nose.

"aaughh is sick mas".

"hehehehe sorry dear". replied mas bram while laying his head on my lap.

"alisya go with mom and dad huh mas? how invisible".My eyes turned to look for alisya.

"it looks like yes, baby, because from earlier I also did not hear the sound of his eyebrows or see him.

"mas, do you mind if we mom and dad stay here long.

"who said that, baby?  I never minded or bothered by the presence of mom and dad. I even felt very happy because everyone gathered in this house. why can you ask me like that, baby?".

"it's okay, I'm just asking.

"don't ever think of it that way again yeah, dad and mom are already my parents too. I'll love them like you love dad and mom.

"yes mas".I smiled towards mas bram.

his words mas bram made me feel relieved, because mas bram really showed his true feelings to father and mother.

I was not wrong to accept matchmaking at that time, because I was also convinced that mas bram was a kind and gentle person.