Substitute Mother

Chapters 27. Reckless

the flashback

one month ago, Alayya went into Nathan's room, he had no intention of being rude, only he wanted to take the bottle of Raisa's milk left there, Once again Alayya did not want to be presumptuous, his eyes glanced at the notebook filled with writing in it, even the pen was still on it, curiosity was more and more turbulent to read the book, Alayya smiled, saying, he did not think that Nathan liked to pour his feelings into the book, but the smile faded as the contents of the book were only filled with the feeling of longing for Nathan to the late Alesha, Alayya does not know for sure how much the man wrote about the development of the princess to Alesha through her storybook, which is more painful, Nathan also wrote about his feelings for Alayya, the feeling of doubt to accept Alayya in his heart, the tears had been shed Alayya, now he knows if for Nathan Alayya only considered as the nanny of his son, it seems Alayya, Alayya is weak because love is back, she becomes a stupid woman because she loves a man who never loved her.

he endures the pain in his heart by continuing to pretend in front of Nathan, in fact he also often finds Nathan deliriously muttering Alesha's name in his sleep, which Alayya needs now is calm, calm, and quiet, he wanted to calm himself in the arms of his parents, then he would ask for guidance to the power, asking what kind of path he should take in his household.

Alayya does not want to disappoint many people by parting with Nathan, she also does not want Raisa to feel the loss of a mother figure in her life, all Alayya is resigned to the power alone.

....

"mom's love, mom's life, mom's gemes, her beautiful mom, mom go first yeah, son. Just three days doang ko, do not be reckless yes.same father" Alayya kissed all the tiny face of Raisa, in her arms Raisa out because soon she had to leave.

"Alyas..."

Alayya stopped her steps, she turned to find Nathan behind her, the man walked over, he hugged Alayya with Raisa's position still in the sling, Alayya did not return Nathan's embrace, he hugged Alayya, maybe because of the difficulty with Raisa he carried, or because of the disappointment in the man, his gaze was empty staring straight.

"I'm coming along" Alayya just shook her head, a sigh of rage sounded more and more clear.

"I leave Raisa for a while, don't feed her carelessly in the morning, I just go three days instead of during her"

"that's how I'm going to take you"

"no need, I go alone" Alayya handed Raisa over to Nathan's arms, he rubbed for a moment the baboons of the child.

"remember, don't be naughty with me"

....

Now Alayya was in his room, the room in his parents' house, Alayya Sleep by making Farah's thigh as a pillow, never stopping Farah's hand rubbing the princess's hair, it made Alayya feel calm, Alayya did not sleep, just enjoyed every touch from Farah.

"mother's son is having problems?"

Alayya shook her head, she did not want to share her household problems with anyone including her own mother.

"there's a mother here, son, you can tell me anything, don't be alone, baby"

Alayya turned to face Farah, her face now firmly attached to the mother's stomach, her hands coiled around Farah's waist

"Alayya kangen mother"

"not nearly every day, mom calls you"

"but it feels different if you can hug a rich gini mother"

"bad boy is why buk, again spoiled his wealth "Ali who just arrived joined the child and his wife.

"Alayya is no longer a naughty father, Alayya has become a good boy, friendly, kind, smiling, and loving" Ali chuckled at Alayya's curse.

"yes, yes, the spoiled son of the father, now it is not naughty anymore, but the rich still like to leave the house if there is a problem, yes buk" Ali looked at Farah

"yes, yeah, but he doesn't want to say well, caught really if you're craving again gini, run away from home"

"who escapes try, Nathan knows if Alayya to your house "Alayya changed his position to sleep on his back, his face bent.

"yes, if you don't want to talk papa, but if nathan is rude to you, don't ever hesitate to tell dad, I won't be willing to father's son in kasari"

"Dad to the supermarket first, want to nitip something "

"dad, Alayya wants to buy a snack "

"kid what a father's son"

"whatever it is, the important snack, Alayya want to snack "

"good boss" Ali stood up again.

....

at home, Nathan tries to dial his alayya number, but the woman keeps ignoring his calls, leaving the phone to ring to death.

Nathan rubbed his rough face, wanting to hear the voice of the woman who had not heard the news for two days.

"Alayya you are angry, lift the call" Restless now the man feels, longing is also very torturous, even though only 2 days Alayya left but the day was empty.

"i-mother, i-mother, mother..."

"kangen mother yes son" Nathan was holding Raisa who was crawling under his feet.

"same darling, dad also misses mom.kanya mom angry with dad son, mom does not want to lift his call"

....

"be careful dear, on the road do not speed "

"yes mother" I don't know how many times... Farah reminds her son not to speed on the street. Finished putting his luggage into the trunk, Alayya hugs Farah alternately with Ali once again.

"pray in Alayya journey with family smoothly yes buk, insyaallah later we leave together as well"

"yes son, surely the mother's prayer will always be with you, dear" Alayya walked in holding her parents' hands, after which she got into the car.

"Alayya go home first, assalamu'alaikum"

"waalaikumsallam, be careful. son" Alayya waved with a car that slowly moved away from the yard of the house.

"mom wishes you were always happy, son"

Ali understood the worry of his wife, he also understood very well, Ali rubbed his wife's back

"It's gonna be fine, ma'am"

"hopefully, yeah"

...

On the way home Alayya stopped by for a while filling her stomach, she ordered a plate of fried squid rice with a glass of tea. In the middle of waiting for her order to be served, Alayya smiled warmly watching one happy family in front of her, where the husband feeds his wife who is weaning their child, the husband looks so sincere, he also wipes the corner of the lips of the wife when the sauce from the food is dirtying.

"when Nathan can accept me that sincerely, in Nathan's heart, in Nathan's life there is only Alesha, alesha is lucky to be loved by Nathan, while I... I just he cast a shadow on their lives, sad "Alayya erases the corner of the eye that starts to water.