Substitute Mother

Chapters 25. It'll Be Okay

"let's go home". mas bram tried to hold me.

"mas, what do you want?  I can still walk". I refuse to be carried.

Ryo came to me and bram, he looked like he felt guilty for forgetting to deliver my message to mas bram.

"karin, i.... ". Ryo lowered his head with a trembling voice.

"it's okay Ryo, this is not all your fault.

mas Bram looked at me and Ryo with a strange and curious look.

"what are you talking about?"said mas bram.

"do not have to be discussed, I want to go home soon.

"Ryo!!". mas bram looked at Ryo with a sharp gaze.

"ohh that, anu bram.... ". Ryo stammered as he answered mas bram's words.

"mas, he said he would take me home". I deliberately switched the subject of mas bram.

"ohh yeah baby, let's slow down the road".mas bram held my hand.

"bram, where are you going?  what about our dinner". said Ryo.

"you guys who continue the dinner. use this to pay for all the bills you ordered". mas bram gave the company's credit card to Ryo.

"wahh. This is true". Ryo looks happy when he receives a credit card from mas bram.

"remember, you still have an explanatory debt to me. Don't occasionally try to avoid me". mas bram is a little threatening to Ryo.

"huhh... sadistic very you bram on your own temen.

mas Bram who listened to Ryo's murmur, he turned around and glared at Ryo.

"yes. tomorrow I will explain". replied Ryo firmly.

"Good". mas bram gave his thumbs up to Ryo.

"ayo mas, kok joking instead".I pulled the hand of mas bram to quickly continue the path.

"yes, yes, baby".

when Mas Bram drove me home, in the car we did not talk to each other for a while. 

occasionally mas bram glanced at me but when I looked at him, mas bram turned his gaze in another direction.

"just talk, if there's anything you want to say.

"ohh. no dear, it's just that you look really pretty tonight". mas bram's eyes keep looking at me.

"mas, please focus on looking ahead. You're driving a car".

"how can I focus dear, if there is an angel beside me.

"you are mas... ". I glared at mas bram with his ferociousness.

"yes baby, this is my focus on driving". instant mas bram straightened his body.

"hmmm dear". mas bram is seen playing his fingers on the steering wheel of the car.

"why mas?".

"you haven't explained, why were you at the restaurant?". asked Mas Bram who was still curious.

"for dinner".I replied briefly .

"on your own?  but I don't see any food plates on the table".

"we don't have to talk about it".I replied a little annoyed.

"why you, baby? looks like you're mad at me". mas bram felt a change in my attitude towards him.

"no". again I replied with a jutek.

but, by the time we got home, I saw a woman standing at the door.

"who is that?". I focused my eyes on the figure of the woman.

"hmm where?". said mas bram.

after Mas Bram parked the car, I first got out of the car and walked up to the woman.

"rara!!?". I was surprised to see Rara right in plain sight.

"night".rara greeted me with a flat face.

"what's wrong.

"i'm here to see Mr. Bram". answered rara.

his eyes looked at the mas bram who was walking towards us. He saw the corner of his lips raised and smiled.

"raa?  what's the matter?". asked mas bram.

"oh, last night, mr. Bram. I came here to give you my father's cell phone.

"ohh yes thank you, I forgot". replied mas bram while taking the phone from Rara's hand.

"mobile??". I stared at Mas bram.

"well, I left my phone at the office. Thanks Rara, but why are you waiting outside.

"bi nina is not home".I replied a little annoyed and went straight into the house.

"rara come home late, thanks for delivering my phone".

"well sir, if you'll excuse me". Rara immediately stepped her foot out.

soon mas bram approached me who was sitting in the living room.I wiggled my legs that still felt a little pain.

"honey, still have a sore leg?do we need to see a doctor?". mas bram holds my leg.

"mas, do your employees not know that I'm your wife.

"hmm, why are you asking me like that baby, obviously they all know that you are my wife".

"then, what about rara?".

"oh rara, he just arrived from England dear, maybe he doesn't know it yet". replied mas bram a little nervous, his eyes look doubtful.

"do you know?  twice she came to this house, twice she didn't appreciate me as your wife.When I asked her, she always ignored me. Worse still, she said, she thinks of me as a maid in this house".I express all my irritation to mas bram.

"honey, I'm sorry for Rara's treatment of you.... ".

"what mas?  you're apologizing on her behalf?".

"that's because he's my employee, I feel guilty for you too baby".

"i really don't understand you, you even trust him to hold your phone".

"not so dear, just now during the meeting there were some files on my phone and I handed it to ryo.I really don't know, why my phone can be on rara". mas bram tried to explain it to me.

I've been disappointed and angry, want an explanation like anything I can't accept when my heart feels hot.

mas Bram was seen opening his phone and saw there were some notifications from me.

"honey, you.... ". mas bram still continued to read the messages I sent him.

"i want to take a break".I got up from the sofa and walked towards the room.and then Mas bram pulled my hand and hugged me.

"pardon me dear". said mas bram in a soft tone.

"what the hell mas, let me go". I tried to rebel and then let go of the hugging mas bram.

"i'm sorry for ignoring you and letting you wait alone like that".

"already, I'm tired". I ignored mas bram's apology and passed leaving him in the living room.

"not only is my body tired, even my heart is also very tired.

***

mornings....

I don't remember much of what happened after I left the mas bram alone.I remember I laid my body on the sofa of the room, but why all of a sudden I was in bed.

I woke up a little confused, my body had been covered with a blanket and my dress turned into white pajamas.

"honey, it's up". mas bram came with a cup of warm tea.

"you changed my clothes.

"yes, dear dong, who else? it's just me in this house". replied mas bram as he opened the window.

the morning sunlight came in and shone on my puffy face.

"ahh". I brushed off the sunlight with my hand.

"it's time to wake up baby. You're not angry anymore, are you?".

"you think it's on your own". I got out of bed.

"honey wait, I'm sorry. I was wrong to ignore the message from you and let you wait alone. As my apology, I'm willing you punish me dear". mas Bram knelt before me with both hands holding his ears.

"what the hell mas".I scrunched my forehead.

"honey, please forgive me. I beg you". mas bram holds both my legs so I can't move.

"gold!! take off my leg".

"but you're sorry, baby".

"hmm.

mas Bram looks happy to see me forgive him, he immediately hugs me and kisses me on the forehead.

"mas already dong". mas bram constantly kissed me.

until finally, mas bram dropped me on the bed with his position on me. I don't know what possessed mas bram until he was so excited.

"mas, it's morning". I said while holding the body mas bram that feels heavy.

"why morning, baby?you want the night anyway in our own house, there will be no one but the two of us". mas bram continue kissing me until I run out of breath.

ddrrt...

I heard the vibration of my phone on the dresser.

"i'll pick up the phone for a while". I immediately picked up my phone.

"aahh.. just bother". murmured mas bram who looks upset.

"hallo ma". it turns out Mama mas bram Video Call me.

"hallo karin, how are you?".

"good news ma. how are you mama, papa and alisya".

hearing my mother's voice, Mas bram immediately ran towards me.

"that's mama?". whispered mas bram.

"yes, a moment sssttt yes mas". I replied with a whisper as well.

"our news here is all right. Mama VC just want to know how you guys are. does bram make it difficult for you to karin?".

"ohh that, no ma. it's just...... ".

"hallo mama, I'm here".Bram suddenly grabbed my phone.

"yes, why are you still at home. aren't you at the office".

"i take one day off ma, I want to keep karin" replied mas bram with the origin.

"keeping karin? what happened to karin?  is he sick?".mama sounded panicked mendegar mas bram speech.

"no ma, I'm not sick. don't listen to the words of mas bram ma".

"you bram, make mama panic".

"hehehehe sorry mama.o yes, where is alisya ma?".

"alisya at Bayu's house, just went among your papa. do you miss him?".

"iya ma, I miss alisya a lot.

"return our son dong ma". said mas bram.

"you've been with him for years and every day.alisya only a few days with mama, you have asked to be returned.No, mama will not go home. he's already at home here with mom and dad" replied mama.

"you the hell are mas".I hit mas bram's shoulder.

"well ma, deal ya. just leave alisya there, so there will be no one to bother us both, is it dear". mas bram embrace me and blink his eyes.

"yeah..you ya bram". cried mama with a smile.

"okay mama, bye". mas bram instantly turned off his VC.

after a video call with my mom, I felt sad and uninspired.I sat on the bed with my face down and my forehead down.

"honey, how sad".mas bram approached me.

"because you are mas, mama does not want to go home between her eyebrows". I said with teary eyes.

"jeez baby, mama was just joking. there's no way mama really did not transfer her eyebrows home. If that happens, we will go to Singapore to pick up alisya". mas bram tried to comfort me.

"i miss alisya mas". In the end my tears fell and I could not stand it anymore.

mas Bram looked at me deeply, he understood how much I missed alisya and hoped alisya would come home soon.

"it's a pity don't cry anymore, see you cry my heart hurts". mas bram hugged me warmly.

hugging mas bram makes me calm and comfortable, although sometimes mas bram makes me upset but my heart is very good and sincere to me.

"already yes, let's go down and have breakfast. I've made breakfast for you". mas bram took my hand.

"do you make breakfast?  where's bi nina?".

"sit baby. bi nina permission not to enter two days because her son is sick. so I allow bi nina a week for vacation". replied mas bram with a sneaky smile.

"you knowingly, let it be just the two of us at home.

"you know what, baby, once we get married, we don't have a real time just for the two of us. I also feel guilty about you, baby, because I'm busy with work, until I ignore you". replied mas bram with my hand.

I sighed and looked into Mas bram's eyes.

"mas, I don't care about your work so much. But, just the one I asked you to do".

"what dear?  just tell me". mas bring his face closer in front of me.

"never let me down or make me hurt".

"yes baby, I promise I won't fuck you".mas bram kissed my lips.

"may my prejudice against you be wrong mas".

"dear baby, we have breakfast first.try to cook me, good what not". mas bram feed me a spoonful of rice.

"how dear?". mas bram seemed curious how did I react to the cooking.

"uhukk.. uhukk.. uhukk... drink the mas". I choked.

"why? why darling?  here's drink".

"ahh, so salty is the fried rice.

"my dear, let me feel it first".

when trying to cook it yourself, mas bram looks surprised and vomits it.

"yes dear, sorry dear". mas bram felt guilty to me for making breakfast that could not be eaten at all.

"hahahaha it's okay, let me just make some bread for our breakfast.

"you are the best wife, dear.

"hmm if there is a wish just muji you yes mas".

"hehehehehe got caught". replied mas bram while hugging me from behind.

if there are doubts that interfere with the mind, as long as we can still talk and express feelings for each other, the doubts will fade.

I was so lucky that Mas Bram understood and understood my feelings when something upset me. At least he could handle it so I didn't misunderstand him.