Substitute Mother

Chapters 28. Like a Story

hearing the car that began to enter the yard of the house, Nathan rushed out of Alayya's room, he found Alayya who had walked closer to him.

"here I help" Alayya handed over her carry-on bag, she kissed Nathan's back in reverence. Nathan wanted to hug the woman, but Alayya always dodged, he walked first

"Read where"

"it's inside, just sleeping, it misses you Al"

"Al.." Nathan Alayya's call ignored.

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The dining table was silent, both of them were just busy with their own food, occasionally Nathan glanced at Alayya who was seen eating solemnly without being willing to invite him to speak.

"Al" called Nathan could not stand being let down like this, heard his name called, Alayya just looked up, then looked down again.

"Al, I'm gonna talk to you"

"yes, by the way, no one forbids you to talk" Nathan sighed, he put a spoon and fork on the plate, really no appetite to spend the food in front of him. Nathan moved to sit next to Alayya who did not even once glance at him.

"i was wrong with you, Hem?"

"don't shut up I'm rich gini, I beg Alayya"

Nathan put his arm around Alayya's shoulder, he put his head back there.

"speak Alayya, I beg you "

Alayya rubbed Nathan's arm, he also did not want to be in this situation, let alone they would leave Umrah together, there was no way Alayya continued to be indifferent to Nathan, no way, there he could not worship properly.

"are you angry?" ask Nathan again

"you think?"

"you're angry, I don't know my fault Al, please tell me where the fault is"

"i'm the wrong one, because I love you too much Nat" Nathan raised his head, he was confused by what his wife said, emang where the fault lies If Alayya loves her

Alayya turned her head, their face was so close, alayya rubbed the right side of Nathan's face with her cold fingers, The woman smiled with many wounds she hid inside.

"where is it?, there's nothing wrong, Al "

"wrongly so, because you cannot accept me, Nat" Nathan belo, he sat properly facing Alayya, the man shook his head.

"you say what Al, I'm sincere with you "

"tulus accepts me as a mother to Raisa, different from accepting me because you love me, Nat"

Nathan shook his head again, he held Alayya's hand, Nathan put the beautiful fingers in front of his chest.

"you can feel it now, right Al" Nathan's eyes did not show a lie there.

"you can feel the vibes right, these vibes that I always felt when I was close to you, like this, Al, I love you Alayya, I love you, I love you, I love you, I accept you sincerely from my heart, even though you know our marriage only begins with Alesha's request, but as time passes... the hard love I give to others now all moves on to you Alayya, just for you"

Alayya could feel the man's sincerity in her words, Alayya did not blink at all staring at Nathan, a smile on her beautiful face, a sigh also sounded so clear

"you accept me, Nat?, do you love me?" Nathan nodded, Alayya again rubbed the husband's firm face, he tilted his head slightly.

"before saying that, you ask first with your little heart, I'm just afraid.dissolve again in all those sentences, when clearly.all are just sweeteners in our household"

"trust Al, I really love you "

"hahhh" Alayya sighed, she stood up carrying their dish to wash, while Nathan, the man was silent, a single sentence was unable to come out to refute Alayya's words, everything the woman said was true, what kind of love she mentioned, if in it it was still in the ghost of her past with Alesha, what kind of love she meant, if only he never let Alayya into his room, what about his heart?

Nathan rubbed his face rough, he raup the voracious oxygen, Nathan looked at Alayya's back who was standing behind him, without Nathan noticing Alayya was so hurt by Nathan's silence, with silence Nathan is enough to prove if the man is right still can not be freed from his mass.

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the two now move on the bed, the bed belongs to Alayya, both are not sleeping, they are busy fighting with their own minds, Nathan who can not stand the problems that continue to dare to approach Alayya, he said, he shifted to cause a squeak mattress, Nathan coiled his right hand on the waist alayya, his face he stick on the neck of the wife.

"not sleeping?"

"yet" replied Alayya as it is.

"why?"

"you haven't slept either, why?" instead of answering, Alayya asked back.

"Can't sleep?, what do you think?" ask Alayya again

"think of you"

"me?"

"yeah"

"why, why me?"

"no Why, you are getting more beautiful, the more mature, the way you reach your upset to me. It makes me realize that losing you in my life is the most wrong thing"

Nathan tightened his arms, his eyes closed, occasionally breathing in his favorite vanilla scent on Alayya's body.

"it's old Nat, don't want me to be childish anymore"

"are you angry anymore?"

"would I be angry that I would change everything? don't you"

Nathan did not answer again, he pointed his big palm at Alayya's flat stomach

"quickly present the father's son" Nathan said in Alayya's ear

"quickly growing up in the mother's belly" Alayya smiled, she rubbed the back of Nathan's hand over her stomach.

"sleeping Nat, tomorrow we're busy studying "

"iyaa, you are also , all day you are very busy doing this, but just turned back"

"hem" The problem of taste is not resolved, the problem of the heart is not yet clear direction, but for sure, in a few days they will worship to the holy land together, Alayya does not want to go with Nathan if there is still hatred for him, he tepis all the heartache, so that his worship runs smoothly, Alayya hopes, he will get the Answer of his heart-shattering all this time.

as the night wore on, they finally fell asleep as well, her position changed now, Alayya so faced Nathan, wrapped her hands around his waist, hid her face in Nathan's chest field, and then she went, as for Nathan's arm he made as a pillow, a fool with Nathan's complaint tomorrow if his arm hurts because he slept all night.

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