Substitute Mother

Chapters 36. Midnight

Nathan stopped by his apartment because Raisa as usual had slept in a sling, he also wanted to all take some change of clothes for his wife.

the door of the house opened, Nathan put the child in his room first, then went into his room, although his body was at home, but his soul was still left in the hospital, but his body was still there, his thoughts kept on Alayya who was lying weakly in the hospital, Nathan stuffed several pairs of Alayya's clothes into the bag, his eyes empty, shadows as the life-splitting alesha regained her consciousness, Nathan wiped his face, his eyes were wet now, if he had not been consumed by jealous fire, maybe now he and Alayya were happy, maybe now they were hugging each other to celebrate Alayya's pregnancy, but in fact, it was, they lost a fetus they had been waiting for for for a long time, all because of excessive jealousy.

"argghhh" Nathan roared himself lamenting his folly"

"I'm sorry Alya, I'm sorry" Nathan said with a heartbreaking sobbing.

...

nathan's heart was hit by a sharp object, when he saw the bloodstains on the floor of his study, the blood signaled how much pain Alayya was fighting for his safety and their fetuses, Nathan ducked right on the floor covered with blood, on the floor he made the wife fall, which finally made Alayya bleeding ended with the loss of their future child, that's Nathan's regret.

the man roared Raung regretted his actions.

"ma-af" feeling calmer, Nathan wants to go to the hospital to meet Alayya, accidentally nudging his hand into the small box above Nakas, an ivory-white box with a pink ribbon on it.

the cry that had subsided back down, the testpack and the USG results that Alayya prepared as a surprise for Nathan ended with sad news, nathan's hand trembled as he held the paper with the shadow of the baby branch he was supposed to guard, but Nathan accidentally killed his life because of jealousy.

"sorry father son, sorry" not only the two objects, in the box there is also a letter containing Alayya's handwriting.

"*assalamualaikum, dad. now adek is in the stomach of Lo's mother"

"The age is only 3 weeks, very small, said the doctor adek is still as big as a cherry"

"surprise"

"hehehehe, baby, I don't know how to tell you if I'm pregnant, actually already from yesterday I bag, and the result is positive, but afraid of getting stamps ... so I went to the doctor first, and thank God I was positive, said the doctor he was very small, you are happy not"

"honey, actually my pregnancy is vulnerable, the doctor showed me a lot of rest, I often vomit that is not in control, I vomited out my stomach so rich in crumbs, my body was very weak, I was very weak, I get to sleep a lot, so at the end of this I often late pick up raisa, I want every work home you wipe the stomach with my waist yaa. I really like it if you wipe my waist, I want every work home, it felt really comfortable, the pain also subsided" Nathan's tears went down wet the paper

"may my surprise succeed, I love you Nat, soon we'll be parents of two children, hehehehe, I love you my husband"

"i hope our family can continue to be happy rich gini Nat"

"ARGGGHHHH "

pyars!!!

Nathan wiped out everything above Nakas, the work chair he threw in any direction,

"argghhh, Alayyyaaaaa"

"ALLAYAAA, sorry", sorry" Raisa's cry no longer ignored, she cried so - so , crying All her stupidity, the workspace was like a broken ship, broken glass everywhere, broken glass everywhere, nathan's window-covering cloth pulled it apart from the hanger.

his breathing was no longer regular, the man fell down with tears flowing.

"aa-dad" Nathan turned his head, on the doorstep Raisa stood with the same adaan, the little girl crying in fear.

"here son" Nathan stretched out his arms, hopefully Raisa's little legs don't get stuck in the shard.

....

Nathan tidied up his performance before returning to the hospital, as it was late, Nathan left Raisa to the neighbors.

nathan feels bad, he wants to see Alayya immediately, he wants to prostrate an apology to the woman.

arriving at the hospital, Nathan walks quickly through the hallway leading to the wife's nursery, greetings, calls from people he passed Nathan ignored.

Alayya's ward is empty and tidy, Nathan is in the fog looking for his wife's whereabouts, he heads to the nurse's room hoping that what Yang and in his mind does not happen.

"home?"

"yes doc, the patient in room 13 came home half an hour ago"

alayya's phone is not active, he tries to contact Ali, but Ali never once raised his call, his hunch turned out to be right, Nathan drove his car intending to catch up with his wife, but he remembers Raisa being pinned to a neighbor, Nathan hitting the steering wheel and turning the direction back home

"thank you Ma'am"

"Mom, I'm in first "

"yes, son"

....

Nathan could not sleep at all, he continued to think about Alayya, the corner of his eyes back watering, regret after regret filled his heart, tomorrow Nathan will immediately follow Alayya to Bandung, Bandung, he wants to solve his family's problems immediately, Nathan can't continue like this.

the next day Nathan was confused as to whether he could calm his daughter, since waking up Raisa continued to look for the whereabouts of the mother, the eyes of the two-year-old baby began to swell.

"mother, ii-mother"

"huus, hush, baby calm, son, we're after mom, but Raisa Dian first, don't make me panic, son, cup cup cup cup"

"huaaaaaaaa, ibuuu, ibuuu, ibuuuu"

"iyaa, we'll see mom, but Raisa shut up first, her eyes will swell up son"

"Shut up, baby, cup cup"

"ii-bu, mother" slowly the sound of Raisa's crying swallowed, just a puff, but her shoulders were still up and down, she called her mother despite being stupefied by the loud breathing

Nathan sat his son in the car, actually Nathan wanted to leave raisa at his parents' house, but he paused because he could not bear to see the condition of his son who missed Alayya so much.

while Alayya in the hospital in Bandung, Alayya still lay weak, the woman still needs intensive care.

"Mom, ko Al thinks of Raisa ya"

"you miss, son" Alayya nodded

"so bad Mom"

"want you call Nathan?" Alayya shook her head again, hearing Nathan's name alone made her blood boil.

"don't ma'am"

"yes you have rested "Farah covers his daughter, he rubs Alayya's forehead.

"Mom, I've taken care of the files"

"yes, son, your father goes to court to take care of everything" Farah sat back, holding her daughter's hand.

"Al, you're sure of your decision" the eyes that had been closed again opened

"yes buk, there is no reason for Alayya to stay with him, Al has tried to hold everything Bu, al has been patiently waiting for him to open his heart to Al, Al always reassured himself al... if he will be Nerima Al, but al salah Bu, until whenever there is no place for Al in Nathan's heart" Alayya wiped his tears back sassy down.

"Al thought Nathan was being sincere after we got home from Umrah, but in fact.... Nathan still has Alesha in his heart...

"nake-out"

"May Ma'am, Alayya is jealous of Nathan's sincerity with Alesha, may be Ma'am, Al is hurt if Nathan still keeps Alesha's picture frame in his private room, it's natural that Ms, Al is not wrong right?"

"iyaa nak yaa, yaa, now Al sleep, Al rest ya son" cried Farah restrained, his chest was tight to hear the words of the child.

"Mom... Al dear to Nathan, dear to him, even al dear before we married"

"I..."

"iya Bu, Al had been in love with Nathan long before we got married, But Al's love clapped one hand, Nathan didn't like al, Nathan preferred El, But fate said another Ma'am... Al was even reunited with him, Al thought we were a match, maybe this was all the best destiny for us, but in fact not Mom, but, this marriage both makes new wounds for Al or Nathan, Nathan who still keeps his past and makes Al hurt, so does Nathan who is forced to go through this relationship and ends up torturing himself Mom. The breakup is the best path for Al and Nathan"

"Son am also no Ma'am, what else should be maintained, All was wrong from the beginning Mom, Al's marriage with Nathan should not have happened, Al can still look after Raisa until Nathan finds a more deserving woman, a better fit, who is much better than Alayya, and that certainly can make Nathan feel back to the love that was like with Alesha Although not with Alesha"

"Al has also declared the departure of Al's son, and Al just wants to live a quiet life after him, al wants to start a new page, with people who can sincerely love Al or themselves the age of Al... no problem, ma'am" either"

"honey..."