Should We Get Married?

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I just finished doing Isha's wrong. The plan was to go to sleep immediately because he no longer knew what to do, plus the body was too tired, this day after meeting the Juan family, he invited me to take a walk around the city that became my hometown. He said as a liver medicine, if later we return to Jogja and do not know when will come back again.

Meanwhile, tonight, after dinner, Juan is called by his father who asks him to come home because there are legal issues that his father wants to discuss with Juan regarding their factory. Actually Juan invited me to participate, but I refused because I could not be comfortable in the middle of Juan's family. Besides not being too familiar, also the story of the past where those who have not been able to accept me and the treatment when father asked for justice to his family makes me still reluctant to get closer. The bad experience they gave me shut myself down and I don't know when I can open this heart door. Maybe for a while just know each other first.

After making my face clean, I was about to get into bed. The doorbell of the hotel room sounded. I don't know who pressed him. I don't think I ordered anything or made a deal with anyone. There's no way Juan could because he brought a spare key so that when he gets home there's no need to wake me up.

I rather lazily headed towards the door of the room. Three of my best friends were standing at the door. I immediately grabbed the veil and opened the door.

"Ride, Lina ... Bianca!" call me.

"Juice!" reply them. The four of us hugged. Misses release. "Some thing we want to talk about." Said Mita.

"Oh, then let's go inside." I pointed to my room. "Just calm down, Juan is gone."

"Yes, we know Yu. We've been watching you since afternoon." said Lina who immediately glared at Mita.

"Hem, what's going on. Why are you spying on me?" I said, uncomfortable at the attitude of the three of them.

"So, can we talk? But not in your room. I don't want to go into a place where there are traces of him." said Mita with an unpleasant look.

"alright. Where's?" I said. Mita led the three of us to a room in this hotel. The empty room he had prepared. "Now speak."

"All right, don't bother, let's just get straight to the point. We talked to Tika and we know everything. Honestly, Yu, we don't know your way of mind. Why did you betray us? What we especially your family do is all for your sake. But suddenly this is what you gave them. Married to the breng*** that." Mita spewed out her disappointment. But I don't accept it.

"Please Mit, say it carefully. Don't let there be any new problems." I said. "Juan is now my husband. Whatever his sins were in the past, we have both forgotten them. Now yes now. We've agreed to open a new leaf."

"But not for perko-man either. You're not aware, Yu!" Mita.

"Mit," I'm upset. Why do I still bring up the past, I gave Juan a second chance.

"Don't-don't what?" I looked back at Mita.

"You and Juan. He didn't do that but you guys actually like it, right?" accuse Mita.

"Astagfirullah, Mita. I can't believe you can accuse me of being that low, Mit!" I'm inflamed, I don't accept being accused like that. After all, I am a woman who was educated by Father to preserve honor. Not just any woman. I fell in love with men in High School, but I kept that love in silence. Even we never walk together, just promise to take care of each other until the time comes to justify the love and the person is not Juan, but Mas Bagas.

They are friends who always accompany my days, on them I am very open. They should have known how I was. And until now, I haven't changed. Mita's accusation really makes me sad and disappointed. I don't accept being accused that low. Rela doing the lowly thing.

"Yes how else, the truth is that you're together now. Everywhere the victim's name will never be the same perpetrator unless forced. But you, no one is forcing you. Your family forbids, even they support imprisoning Juan. Uh you're ...." Mita looked at me suspiciously.

"Mit," Lina stopped Mita's talk.

"What a hard thing is honest Yu. Right tho my words? Because of that you also betrayed Bagas. What's the matter, Yu. Be honest. Why should it be covered up. Or this is the real you. You guys been playing behind the back this whole time? You say you love him the same Bagas, after he married her, willingly accept you with all your disgrace but why did you turn away? Strange you, Yu. I'm really curious, just don't be right all this time there's something between you two. But because there is a Bagas mas so you do not dare to publish until you finally play behind. I see, Yu?" added Mita.

"Enough Mit. That's enough accusation. As long as we're friends, have you ever seen me as an avid? Never mind dating, close to foreign men only with Bagas mas. You never walk alone either. You are always the intermediary for us to communicate, that is how I take care of myself. I'm really disappointed in your accusations, Mit. I have never betrayed Bagas. He knew what was really going on until we split up" I said. Emotions peak. It hurts to hear the accusation, especially Mita claimed to have spoken also with Bagas. I was so disappointed when I found out my best friend trusted others more than his own best friend.

"I'm really ashamed to have a friend like you!" Mita.

"Then from now on we will end this friendship. I'm sorry, Mit, I've been a bad friend to you, Lina and Bianca. Thank you for being someone very close to me. I thought you guys understood me, it wasn't." I wept. Sad, disappointed at the end of the day our friendship had to end like this.

" Of course, who would be friends with your woman ...." Mita hung her words.

"It's Mit, Yu. What the hell is this. We haven't seen for a long time why it's finally like this!" Bianca who had been silent since then finally opened her voice, While Lina could only cry.

"What Mit? What are you gonna tell me? Cheap, odd or shameless? No, no, I'm not like that. I don't know how you judge me. But you better ignore me than you dirty your heart. It's best that this friendship ends because I don't deserve to be your best friend because I'm dirty and you're holy!" I said, turning around, my body was about to leave.