Should We Get Married?

Rani is Missing

Sometimes, there will be a time when you say A, but your heart wants B. And right now, that's what's happening to me. The night was getting late, but I could not close my eyes yet. My stomach felt very hungry, while my mouth refused to eat anything to relieve this hunger. There is plenty of food available in Sinj. Finally I came out of the room to calm down, settle down, so as not to wake up Rani and Cici. The mother and son looked good.

Arriving at one room that serves as a living room, family room and place to put things, I sat for a while. Then stand up again, surrounding the narrow space. I don't know how many times I've circled around until my steps stopped.

"Sister Rani?" I was shocked because he was in front of me. "Non't sleep? Or am I interrupting?" I said, it's not good to wake her up. "I must be noisy from pacing around, huh?"

"Not to Yu. It was just waking up. What are you yourself? Why pacing? You're not sick, are you?" brother Rani looked anxious, worried that something might happen to me

"Eh, no brother. No sleep, no hunger, but no food."

"Lho, if you're hungry, you should eat, Yu. Or do you want something? If so, just say it. I'll find it."

"No, even bother brother. It's night after all, not necessarily a sale."

"It's okay, you're pregnant. If you don't eat, pity the baby. What do you want to eat?"

"Mmmm, I want you to, brother,"

"Oh if it's at the end of the alley. The sale is until dawn because there are many who hang out there." he hinted at the women of the night Usually many who shop for dinner. This area is usually crowded at night, if morning until noon quiet because the people sleep. Just like Kalong said Rani.

With a swift brother Rani went to find food for me. I'm actually not feeling good, but I can't help but eat other foods first.

An hour has passed, Brother Rani has not yet returned. I began to worry, not knowing where to look, especially when the night was late. It's been one o'clock at night. Mana brother Rani also did not bring Hp.

"How about this" I didn't stop to circle the house. I repeatedly recited the asthma of Allah, hoping to find calm. What if something happens to Rani. He left because of me. Confused about what to do, I finally decided to leave the house. I want to look for him. But just opened the door, from the left right there were already a few eyes looking towards me. Sister Rani once warned me not to go out on omjam eight nights because this is the area where women stay at night. Usually their customers will come here. Seeing that I shuddered, worried about being colonized, so I decided to go back in and lock the door.

"How's this? Rani hasn't come home yet." I'm getting worried. Desperate, I was forced to open her HP, hoping to get a clue. Who can I ask for help to catch up with him. The first name on the list is Juan. "Do I have to call her?" I bite my lips hard. Feeling confused.

My hand accidentally opened the top message, still from Juan.

[Sister, please make sure Ayu is okay. Please be patient with him. She is pregnant, the hormones of pregnant women usually do make the atmosphere mixed, but actually Ayu did not mean it like that. By Allah it is because I, if I had not been the one who had ruined his life, he might not have suffered this much now. I'm really sorry, brother.] Message from Juan.

I was speechless, and some of Juan's other messages continued to be read until my breasts were in tears. What the hell, why am I even touched by it? It destroyed my future. But why is there now regret in my heart for hating him to such an extent. I immediately bowed listlessly.

With trembling hands, I pressed Juan's number. Two missed calls. I'm sure he's asleep. Now who am I supposed to ask for help? To Mas Bagas? No, I don't want to be in his life anymore

Confused to ask for help to whom, suddenly Hp Rani again rang. Message from Juan.

[Sorry, I prayed. What's up, brother? Did something happen? Is Ayu okay?] said.

[I'm fine,] I typed the message with trembling hands.

[Dye?]

[Yes]

[What's up? Rani is fine, right?] Reading the message he asked me made me disappointed. Though my purpose in contacting him was to ask for help because Rani's sister has not left yet. [Yu, are you okay?] message again. Spontaneous my lips smile.

[Where is Rani?]

[So Rani came out to buy me food, but she hasn't been home for an hour. I worry he's okay. Want to find yourself do not dare because here it seems unsafe.]

[Yes you don't come out, Yu. Just stay right there. I'll be there.]

It didn't take long, twenty minutes later, Juan was already here. When I first met him, we were both nervous.

"Please find Rani's sister" I asked.

"Yes" he said.

"If I go, how? I'm very worried about Rani."

You're here, Yu. It's late, you're pregnant too. Worry something will happen."

"alright. But if there's anything call ya." My love.

Juan nodded, then he told me to close the door again. After that, he went to look for Rani.

***

The sound of Cici's crying woke me up. In a hurry I approached him in the room, he still closed his eyes, but sobbed. A heart-wrenching cry.

"Ci ... Cici, Cici wake up." I shook his body slowly, until he woke up.

"Ibuuuuu, huhuhu" said Cici.

"Cici's dream?"

"Yes. Ibuuu. Where's mahuu?"

"Mom is going to buy food."

"Cici wants mom."

"Awhile yeah. Brother Juan is catching up with his mother Cici "

"Ma'buuu." Cici did not want to be silent, I finally invited him to read prayers and think that he would calm down. Seeing Cici's condition made me feel sorry and guilty. This kid is like this because of me.

"Honey, if the nightmare has to blow to the left three times then read taawudz."

Cici. After praying, he was much calmer. Now I am the one who is worried. The clock has shown at four o'clock in the morning but there are no signs of the presence of Rani. I hope he's okay. I repeatedly recite prayers.