Should We Get Married?

Fill His Heart

We were both still in the car. After giving a tissue and a bottle of mineral water, Bagas returned to silence. But I've calmed down a bit because he's been paying attention to me. He still cares, even though he was angry.

"You want to know why I married you?" tanyakanya.

I only glanced at a glance with mixed feelings. Let alone this?

"Juan. Yes, that child is why I forced myself to marry you. I don't want to lose to him anymore. You know Yu, he can always take what I want. He always got everything.

When I was in Junior High, my father and Juan's father were both competing for the seat of parliament, my father was already fighting hard. We even went all out. But it turns out Juan's father won. His father got that position. While my father, the stress is heavy because we're all-out. When I asked Juan if he was happy to be a council boy, he lightly said he didn't want any of that. Being the son of a great person is my desire.

But at that time I didn't bother much because I could beat Juan at school. I managed to make him a delinquent. Plus it is a broken home. Juan is easily influenced to be a bad boy.

But now Juan is changing. It's no longer Juan the rancid, delinquent-headed guy who likes to make trouble. He has become a college star. Everyone was praising him. It actually turned one hundred and eighty degrees so I lost the way to defeat it.

You know Yu, being the leader of that group was my dream, but the head of the agency chose Juan instead. Even more annoying, a law office that I made my big dream also offered Juan to intern there. He got guaranteed to work after graduation as a lawyer. It's a bitch, isn't it?

I don't want to lose to him anymore. That's why I decided to marry you. At first I was heartbroken, the woman I loved was forcibly taken by Juan. I don't want him to win you so I decided to marry you. I don't care if I end up getting kicked out by my parents.

Yu .. I, I have sacrificed a lot for you. So, don't ever try to betray the sacrifices I've made. You have to stay by my side no matter what. Never glare let alone be stunned like the women out there when they see Juan. Remember, you are mine. Forever!" mas Bagas.

"Yes, I'll try to be faithful." I said. There is no reason for me to be unfaithful to him. Isn't it supposed to be like that anyway.

"May he commit that crime on you to make me suffer even more."

I immediately glanced at Bagas. My hatred for the criminal is growing. Why is it so bad? I think he just ruined my life, it also ruined Bagas' life. But why would Juan do everything to both of us?

"That's bad," I used. I can only pray that I will no longer be found with him. Especially if it only adds to my suffering.

"Yes. Now you know why I am so hurt by what he has done to you. I can't let you be Yu's. Until you can be mine."

"Yes, I understand."

"Yu .. Don't you think about replying?"

I scrunched my forehead. Didn't we already do it. But there's no result. We were even attacked back. It is not easy to get justice if our opponents are influential people like Juan who is always protected by both parents.

"Let's get him back. You want Yu?"

"It won't be easy, ma'am. I mean, I know how Yuda's dad and mom fought to drag him to jail but the results were nil. We were beaten up in various ways."

"That's not what I mean. We've got something that's gonna make Juan fall apart."

"You promise to obey what I ask?"

"Hmm, uh,"

"We dump the baby in your womb."

"Astagfirullah, ma'am!"

"Yu .. The baby was Juan's son. She knows you are pregnant. Even I heard for myself his confession to the man I believed Juan was eager to see the child born into this world. She wants to raise him. Whatever he's gonna do for this kid. If we finish off his son then I'm pretty sure he'll suffer."

"Astagfirullah, don't want to. Do you understand the consequences?"

"Why? Are you afraid or not?"

"I ...."

"Yu .. You said you hated Juan. If that's true, why would you want to keep the bastard?"

"Astagfirullah. Be careful when you say. This kid is not a bastard. This child is still a holy child. The illegal is the work of the criminal. I don't want to commit sins like he did."

"sin? What sins do you say. You are Juan's victim. If you don't want the baby, it's not your sin. He is the one who opposes you. Aye, right?"

"Mas, God left this baby in my womb not without cause. After all, Tika's father and mother had warned me to take good care of this child. He is innocent. After all, it is the sustenance that God has given me. Even though he came through someone I hated. But it's not the fault of this kid. He's not guilty at all. He was a victim just like me. Then is it appropriate for us to eliminate him even though he is innocent. I really don't want to. I can't."

"Oh, does that mean you like it too?"

"Astagfirullah, that's not true. I only loved Bagas from then until now. I didn't want this baby either, but after I thought about it, I didn't want to get rid of this kid because he was innocent. He deserves to live and I will keep this baby until he is born."

"Truly yes you!" mas Bagas was angry again, his face was flushed to hold back his emotions.

Now that Bagas is driving again, he's driving faster than ever before, freaking me out. We almost hit a few times. I was able to breathe a sigh of relief when the car entered the courtyard. Bagas stepped on the brakes suddenly until the distance of the car and the walls of the house was only a few centimeters away.

"Oh my God," I can only.

"I don't want to know, you've got to dump your shit or ..." he didn't go on, got out of the car and slammed the door hard.

"O Allah." now those tears are spilled. Why is everything so.