Should We Get Married?

Should We Get Married?
Fainted



Arum can't answer my question. His mouth is locked. He just held my hand with a troubled expression.


"Once you go, let me go. Let me go home alone. After all who would be rattled by a traitor!" I said, firmly. While stomping my hands I broke away from the grip of the two of them. However, just a few steps, it felt like my body was very weak, suddenly I was unconscious.


***


Drug odor. As soon as these two eyes opened, Arum and the man's faces appeared. Yes, Juan. He was next to me with a worried face.


"Are you awake?" He asked, when I was about to touch me, the hand was immediately cut off.


"Where is this?" my question, cynically.


"Yu .. you," Arum seemed hesitant.


"Where is this?" ask again. This time with a higher tone although actually tired also have to talk. My body still felt too weak, also a strange feeling that suddenly appeared, sort of fed up. Yeah, I feel like throwing up. "I want mun ..." I haven't had time to say, suddenly I immediately vomited and swiftly Juan accommodated with both hands.


Although no one came out, only a little water, but it felt bad also if it had to be spewed into his hands. Unfortunately, because I already hate, I can't say sorry for throwing up on his hands.


"Are you okay?" tanyakanya.


"Don't hold it!" I said, shaking off his hand that was about to touch me again. Why the hell can't he understand that I hate him so much. "How could I be okay. You see that I'm not well, the proof is that I fainted and vomited!" I said.


"Yu," call Arum. He looks pale.


"Why?" I still spoke in a cynical tone because I was still angry with him. Who does not hurt if suddenly his own brother even supports the person we hate the most. "It's in the hospital, right?" I made sure that this is a hospital ER. "Why take me to the hospital anyway Rum? I'm okay, just dizzy. Now I want to go home!"


"Yu ...." Arum called back.


"Why the hell?" I've lost patience, annoyance is also called but silenced. I don't know what he wants to say.


"Yu" called Arum again, but this time he cried.


"Why the hell? If you want to say yes, don't confuse me!" I said.


"You're pregnant" she said, in a low, barely audible voice. But in my ears like lightning.


Getting pregnant? I pregnant? Whatdoes thatmean? It's a joke, right? This is impossible. I immediately laughed, denying what Arum said. I can't be pregnant, I'm not married, I'm just about eighteen years and four months old. I'm also just about to graduate High School, just got accepted into a state college, then how could she say I'm pregnant.


"Don't joke you!" I said, getting furious with Arum's information just now.


"Lied!" i snapped. "Your work, Rum. Why do you talk like that. Did he tell you?" I pointed at Juan's face. "This guy is evil. What the hell do you want? Why did you ruin my life? What wrong? Neither do you know, but why am I the one you treat like this?" I'm scolding Juan. "Let'soooooo!" I screamed loudly, it felt like my head wanted to break.


"Yu, calm down. What I said was true, you were pregnant, the doctor said. That's why you're nauseous and weak is the effect of your pregnancy." explains Arum.


"Aaaaaaaaa," I shouted again, this time loud enough for the nurse to enter my place.


"What's up?" Ask a nurse who came first.


"Bu .. say, please tell me I'm not pregnant. What he said isn't true, is it?" I asked, with tears.


The two nurses who came did not answer my question. They locked her mouth to make me hysterical. I didn't know what to do, never thought I'd get pregnant at such a young age and out of wedlock.


"Go ... go you. Now you are satisfied that you have ruined my life? I have no hope anymore. Why don't you just kill me, huh!" Now it's my turn to pull his shirt, hoping he'll take my life. I can no longer bear all this.


"Dye?" Suddenly appeared Dad, Yuda mas and Tika mbak. Apparently Arum called her.


Seeing the faces of the three of them made me even more fragile. I can't imagine how devastated they would be if they knew what happened to me. His daughter became a victim perko**** just made Dad destroyed. Now plus I'm pregnant.


"Yes, are you okay?" Ma'am Tika approached me the first time.


"You?" father and father Yuda immediately angry to see the figure of Juan. "What are you doing here? Are you not satisfied that you hurt my daughter? Now what else do you want to do with her?" Father and Juan were close to a storm, but stopped when Arum suddenly said that I was pregnant. Everyone immediately fell silent.


"Pregnant?" father immediately sat down, as well as with mas Yuda. While Tika hugged me tightly. We both cried for each other. "Oh Allah, which sin caused us to bear this? We are many sins, but it feels unable to bear this heavy burden." he covered his face with both hands.


"You are a criminal!" Mas Yuda immediately punched Juan until he fell to hit another mattress. The hoopla happens immediately. The security guard quickly came to break up. Juan was taken away, leaving us with a family plus Arum here.


"We should go home first" said Mas Yuda. "I'll pay the administrative fee first." juan went away for a while, finished the administration, then came back again.


We went home on three bikes. Dad was bullied by Tika, I was bullied by Yuda, while Arum rode his own bike. He followed from behind.


I should how? Does this mean my life is over? My heart and mind were completely restless, confused at the thought of all this. I'm really not ready to face all this.


***


Arriving home, Yuni welcomed our return. Dad, Yuda and Tika will interrogate Arum, while I am told to rest because I am still weak and my face is very pale. He immediately guided to the room, made a glass of warm tea that immediately made my stomach nauseous, even though tea was my favorite drink. Fortunately Yuni was sprightly, she had provided a plastic bag to fill my vomit.


"Have you? Then rest first." before coming out of the room, mbak Yuni rubbed my stomach and legs with eucalyptus oil. He also stomped my feet, practicing preparing some bags for later preparation. "You go to sleep first, Yu. If there's anything call mbak ya" he said.