PREDESTINATION

waiting for answers

My feelings are increasingly made to worry because in a matter of days alone again Dika with me in my place.

"It doesn't feel like in a few days we'll be apart. You'll be back in your hometown. That means we're going to LDR again" I told him that night when Dika came to my house.

"That's how love is. How else would love. Our destiny is like this" he said again.

"Surely your lover there will feel very happy because at the end of his you are together again" I said again with a heavy sigh.

Dika could not answer my words. The man could only be silent with a thousand of his languages.

"The meaning of both of you is indeed in the destiny together. This is my fate. It's sad" I said again with mixed feelings. Well I mean to say that in order to get sympathy or what words it is from Dika. But in fact the man just kept quiet. Maybe he was confused as to what to say to me. Well I'm sure she must be happy too because she'll be back with her lover. It's just that he wouldn't say it out of fear that I would be offended.

"Do you want me to buy you a love drink?" Her question diverted our conversation that night.

"What drink?"

"Fresh drinks are like that ice pop"

"Oh can"

"You guys just buy a snack so don't talk empty of us" he said again.

"What do you want to buy?" Ask her again.

"How to burn meatballs. I haven't eaten grilled meatballs in a long time" I replied forgetting my current turmoil.

"I'm coming too?" Ask me. Well at that time I looked what it was. He took me to the market when he looked like this.

"Yes dong love. There's no way I'm going there alone. It's not good to go anywhere by yourself"

"Then you wait here for a while I'll change my clothes first and tell me mom"

"I'll ask your mother for permission. You get ready" said Dika. Hearing that I went straight into my room to get ready.

"Oh, can take Friendly out for a minute. Want to buy some grilled meatballs" Tanya Dika asked my mother for permission.

"Have you been gone?"

"Not buk. Just for a moment just buy meatballs to burn and pop ice after that go home" explained Dika.

I who heard the conversation of the two people who were of different sexes and different ages from inside the room felt misgivings. Well if my mom doesn't let me go, I'm free to get ready. I didn't come out, so why am I getting ready. I slowed down my movements to hear what my mother's decision was like.

"Yes, it's gone, but it's true that just go buy grilled meatballs and ice pop don't go anywhere anymore" said my mother.

I smiled at my mother's words. And now I hasten my movement to get ready.

"Yes, just for a moment" said Dika smiling at the words of my mother gave us permission.