PREDESTINATION

apprenticeship

I was quite disappointed by the attitude of Dika who went out with Fitri the niece of one of the office employees. I was sick at the time. I was hoping she'd come to see me that night, but it turns out she's gone with the girl again.

***

For the second time, I was disappointed. So that made me come back not to contact Dika to wake her up this morning.

"Whatever he wants how. Want later he gets angry with the West sir or whatever it is I don't care. Tired of facing her" My inner heart immediately put back the phone I was holding earlier to contact her into my briefcase.

I drove on my motorcycle to go to the office.

As usual after arriving at the office I went straight into my room and opened the laptop to work while hearing songs upset because of my disappointment to Dika.

"Help" Tegur West surprised me by suddenly entering the room.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim sir just surprised" said I stroked my chest.

"What's up, sir?" I asked the middle-aged man.

"You and Dika quarrel? Or has it broken up?" Ask Mr. West with pardon about our relationship.

"Oh my goodness the leak why also use the same stories of the West sir?" My mind is upset.

I just kept quiet and smiled at the Westerner's question.

"Don't you break up. You just misunderstood that. He only intended to deliver the Fitri to his brother's house" West said again.

Again I just smiled at her hearing. I don't think I'm in the mood to discuss this.

"Keep it with Him" Pinta sir West again.

I carved another smile on my lips in response from the West sir. Seeing that, the Westerner came out of my room.

"Oh this gaek, come-coming just discuss this issue. His time in the office brought personal business" My mind shook my head.

***

"Assalamualaikum" There was a sound of people greeting me from my doorstep.

"Who the hell?" My mind wonders. With a weak step I opened the door.

"Love" she said smilingly watching me open the door of the house.

Yet I welcome her still with a flat face.

"Ngapain also he's here. I'm not ready to meet him at the moment. I need time alone to get my heart back. But there's no way I'm going to kick him out" My inner being.

I breathe my heavy breath.

"Log in" I said.

Dika entered my house.

"I'll make a drink soon" I said again.

"Necessary. I'm just here to see you and see how you are" he said.

"How are you doing? Is it okay?" Ask Dika.

"Here you are, it is gone. Work was also this afternoon" I replied.

"Still angry with me?"

"Son, there's nothing I need to be angry with you about. You are not my right" I said.

"What the hell is that talking about?"

"It's like that, isn't it?"

"Don't get angry at love. I won't repeat the same mistake"

"Yes, proof of your words. I don't need your appointment"

"OK love. I'll prove it" he said again.

***

"Love, we're not going out tonight" she said to me that afternoon.

"Why?"

"My mom came to the office"

"Your mother? Same who?"

"Sama Fida, there's thunder too here" Thunder is Dika's cousin. Well I used to be close to her when Dika asked me not to interfere with her life again when we had a fight because I sent her screenshot messages to me with her lover.

Suddenly the number of thunder entered my phone. I also don't know where he got my number from.

Well he came in this moment of heart disappointment to Dika.

"They've been dating for three years" he said at the time. Well when he called me.

"Oh that"

"Yes her family is also very close to her chick. Even her chick was staying at her house a lot"

Degs...

"Staying?" My mind was shocked. That means it is very close to the Dika family with Fida even Fida staying at Dika's house.

"It's only natural that he misunderstood me and accused me of being a nondescript. He asked me not to bother him anymore. She loves her lover very much" I said.

"Yes, she does love Fida. His name has also been dating for a long time, of course, love each other. Fida is also a patient girl. Though he knew if Dodi was a playboy still survive until this long"

"Well, her name is also love. Must have survived" I said.

Until he asked for a pin from my cousin Siti. Well just to be close to my family. That's how he said it. At that time he worked in Pekanbaru as security at one of the companies in Pekanbaru.

Even when I went on holiday to Bengkalis and stayed there overnight with my sister's family and my mother's, my heart felt empty.

I invited my family to stay at one of the guesthouses that I, Yus and Siti had stayed at while I was inducted into my course.

Dika said that the house next to the guesthouse where the sale of tod.

"Me and Rio often buy palm wine there" he said at the time.

"Ngapain also buys wine. Destroy yourself" I said.

"Sometimes the thought is confused what's wrong if it's just to calm the mind" she replied at the time.

The sound of people saying greetings in the house next door. I was lurking from behind the guesthouse window. Hoping that it was Dika who was buying the palm wine. But it turned out that not even though I was in the same city as Dika, but this heart still felt empty. Of course I couldn't contact Dika back then even though this heart desperately wanted to. Because everything related to him I've removed.

My family and I decided to go for a walk sitting in the sand while enjoying the night air accompanied by a cup of coffee and some snacks there.

Because this heart felt empty Thunder always contacted me he was so attentive to me back then. we exchanged messages until finally my phone was lowbat which made him no longer able to contact me through chat and I could not reply to the message.

"Sister, what brother is it?" Ask Siti after my phone is active again because I have arrived at the guesthouse where we stay and charge my phone.

"Just got home from the sand"

"That's ko bang Thunder asked my sister. She's worried about her brother"

"Oh kirain. Hp brother lowbat"

"Oh that way, just keep the number off"

"Yes, I will tell him" I said again.

"OK my brother"

But my closeness and Thunder did not last long. After a few days we were close I tried to avoid it. Well because I don't want anything to do with Dika anymore. Thunder is Dika's cousin. In the end, we lost contact and Dika contacted me again.

Back to the present.

"Did they get caught there?" Ask Dika.

"Yes love"

"They've arrived?"

"Just arrived"

"Oh that"

"Yes love"

This heart aches so much to hear her lover coming with her mother Dika in the office. But what is my power, Dika is not my right, so I can just give up with all this.

Several times I let out a heavy sigh of mine to throw away this uneasy feeling.

"Dek, tonight accompany brother to Dika's office. Her mother came there" I said again.

"Okay sister" replied Siti.

***

I went to Dika's office with a difficult feeling for me. Of course, this heart ached when Fida was present.

"Assalamualaikum" I said when I arrived at Dika's office. I saw Thunder sitting on a chair. Fida in her nightgown sat on the floor with her mother Dika.

"Waalaikumsalam" They answered.

Obviously Thunder was shocked by my presence there.

"Together?" Her speech.

I can only reply with a smile. Siti and I kissed Dika's mother's back hand.

"This is a bouquet of toast" I said, giving a packet of toast I bought earlier before coming to Dika's office.

"Dec get the plate in the back" I said. Siti went straight to the back to pick up the plate as a place for the toast brought earlier.

"When did he cross?" Ask me stale.

"So afternoon. Dika nya beside again play ps" said Dika's mother again. Well next to his office there is indeed a house ps house.

"Thunder calls Dika"

"No need to buk, just let him play there" I said. I was a little relieved to hear him play PS there rather than being in the office with his girlfriend later.

I stared at the girl who was with her mother earlier.

"Oh this is Dika's cousin" said the middle-aged woman again.

I could only smile hearing the middle-aged woman say that.

Turns out Thunder called Dika tampa to my knowledge.

With a smile Dika walked into the office while patting my shoulder. I was surprised by his attitude.

"What's eagle?"

"Baked bread, have you eaten yet?" Ask me.

"Well, we already bought food and ate here" he said with a smile.

"Oh yeah, we went home first"

"Kok really fast" said Dika.

"Nothing, want to walk the same Siti. Isn't that deck?"

Siti nodded.

"Be careful" he said.

I just returned with a wry smile.

"Go home and ya buk" said I kissed the back of his mother's hand Dika.

"Yes, be careful"

***

Siti and I sat on the leton bridge not far from Dika's office to get rid of the allure in my heart.

"Sister, why are you still holding on anyway? Brother asked me to break up from Rio for not wanting me to get hurt. But why is it that big brother still survives with him that is clearly the feeling that big brother keeps getting hurt"

"Pengen went anyway deck. But I can't, especially now that he's in our place. I'm just his friend here. I can't bear the feeling after I bring him here and I leave him" I said.

"His mother also introduced her lover by saying that she was his cousin"

"Maybe his mother didn't know that I wanted to know Dika and Fida's relationship" I explained.

"Tired of his deck flavor. Wants his taste away, but this heart is incapable. What's more seeing Fida's closeness to her family"

"You know not the deck, then you've seen the photo that Fida sent to Dika. Dika has given a large pink panda doll to Fida" I said sadly.

"With me, never gave me any gifts at all. Sad deck, actually he thinks I'm what?" That's why I often tell him that I have no right over him" I said sadly.

"If so go away from his life brother. Just leave him alone here"

"Can't be, it's not that easy" I said again.

"Someone, obviously I can't do that" added me again.

Ting...

Incoming chat messages on my phone.

"Have you arrived home?" Dika's Message.

"Not yet outside of Siti"

"Why don't you just go home?"

"You're looking for a little wind"

"Go home, not your body that has not been recovered" he said again.

"Already lightened. Oh yeah why did your mom say that Fida was your cousin?"

"I am the one who asks for love. If anyone asks, just tell cousin. Afraid of her later people around here so wrong if said girlfriend"

"Oh that. Okay" I said again.

"Tomorrow morning they'll be home in love"

"Oh that. Turns out your mother and your lover are very close huh. It's only natural that you guys will be fooled"

"Aren't you talking about it?"

"Yes, seeing that closeness makes me feel inferior"

"No one knows love"

"That's Dika. I can't demand more from you. That's why I'm willing to play like this. I'm not the best for you"

"What do you mean love"

"I'm no longer holy. I made a big mistake in my life. So let go of me, forget me. You come back with her. She's a good girl. While I'm just a former and the rest of irresponsible men" I said.

I'm sure Dika was very surprised to hear the truth about it. Well I'd rather be honest than hide this from Dika. It's up to him to accept me again or not.