PREDESTINATION

Snow is down again

I had another fight with Dika that morning before I returned to Pekanbaru.

Well I feel Dika is unfair to me. Where she always posts photos with her lover rather than with me. He never posted a picture of us both.

"Never give me hope if you can't be fair" I said.

"Love don't look for trouble dong this morning. She's angry"

"Who is looking for that problem? Me or you? You are the one who seeks cause with me. Why also you post a photo of the two of you" I said again through a short message filled with a sense of emotion in the heart.

"Yes, I'm sorry I was wrong. Sorry love"

"I'm sorry I won't be able to treat my heart that's hurt because of your attitude. And an apology won't bring back my tears that flowed because of you"

"You said you'd be fair. But where is justice for me? From the photo post alone you never. Fair where is that? You just keep his feelings. But have you ever kept my feelings?" Say it again.

Dika just fell silent and did not reply to my message. I waited a long time for a message from me.

"Why not reply? Is it busy replying to that message of your love?" Say it again.

"Again making a love ship letter. Don't think that's not like that my love dong" said he still be gentle to me.

"Yes, continue your work in a moment, I'm going to get on a plane and I'm going home. Praying is safe until I arrive at Pakning" I said again.

"Be careful of love" she said again.

I still see the story Dika hopes Dika delete the photo. But what I hope will not come to me can still be plastered real photos in her bbm story Dika. Though I hope he sensitized with me angry like that tampa asked him to delete the photo.

"This is what the hell? The photo period has not been deleted? I had to ask him to delete the photo. Basic insensitive to be a man" My inner increasingly upset with Dika.

"Good, our plane is about to take off" said bang Ijon inviting me to get on the plane following the other passengers.

"Yes bang" answered me following in the footsteps of bang Ijon from behind.

***

At five o'clock in the afternoon we arrived at Pekanbaru airport. We are waiting for an invitation Rika will pick us up there. It just so happens that Rika's sister lives in Pekanbaru every Saturday and Sunday she goes home to Pekanbaru. And today is Sunday of course he's in his town.

"Well, friendly exclaim to his Jakarta?" Ask Rika when she arrives at the airport.

"Seru sis" I answered briefly.

"Well, friendly instead of playing she shopping buys clothes for her nieces and nephews. It was in the bag full of clothes that he bought as souvenirs for his nephew" Said bang Ijon pointing to the red tote bag I bought while in Jakarta because my bag did not fit with the clothes.

"Would you be friendly?" Said Rika.

"Yes, because not necessarily I can go to Jakarta again. So what's wrong I bought as souvenirs from that metropolitan city" I said again.

"True Mah, I agree with you" said Rika.

"Yes, we went to my sister's house first. Later brother phone travel subscription sister yes. While waiting for the trip to come, you can rest at the house first" suggested from Rika's sister.

"OK" answered me and bang Ijon simultaneously.

About half an hour we waited for Rika's car to book. Until the car arrived and we immediately went home using the car.

***

I glanced at the clock on my phone at nine o'clock in the night. We are still in Siak city. Well in about an hour we'll be arriving at Pakning.

My brother who lives next to my house called me.

"Where are you guys?" Ask my brother to me.

"Here we've arrived in Siak bang"

"Oh yeah, I just wanted to ask that. About her mom is worried and wants to know where you are" said my brother again.

"Yes bang said we were in Siak. I'll be here soon" I said again.

"Okay" said my brother, ending our conversation on the phone.

"Hit this early, Dika had absolutely no contact with me. Brutal you are Dika" My mind just keeps glancing at my phone in the hope that Dika will give news to me.

"Did I contact him first?" Thought me again.

"No, I don't want to. I was angry with him. The time he called her. Prestigious dong" I said again.

I re-opened your bbm application and I saw that the photo that Dika posted earlier had been deleted by him.

"It turns out it's been removed" My mind smiled.

"Well, even though it must be with drama and quarrel first anyway and just removed it. But still he deleted the painful photo" I told him again in my heart.

Ting...

One message came in on my phone. Though my eyes had started to shut because I was tired during the trip earlier. But hearing my phone ringing makes my sleepiness go away.

"Where has love arrived? Sorry just told you about it all day I was with the West sir. Not to mention going to the ship to check the ships that will leave" he said giving an excuse to me.

"Oh that" answered me while in the heart of flowers got a message from him.

"Still mad at love?"

"Think of it yourself"

"Already dong love. It's not good if we fight like this"

"You started it"

"Yes I'm sorry I won't repeat it again"

"I need proof of my promise"

"Yes, I'll prove love"

"Where is love now? Did you get home?"

"Not yet, still in Siak"

"Oh so. Be careful on the path of love"

"Yes thank you"

"Have you eaten love?" Her question was trying to find a topic.

"Well, that was it.. Have you eaten?" I asked back.

"It was the same with West before he came home"

"Now he's home?"

"It hasn't been long. That's why I was able to contact you"

"Yes, soon love. There's still a little work to be done. There's a ship leaving tomorrow morning. So I have to finish her sailing license tonight" she replied again.

"Let's call you later"

"Okay" I said.

Sometimes I get confused with myself. So angry I was the same Dika, still I quickly melt in his making. My anger disappeared so quickly. I don't know why I'm confused about this too. But I certainly love and love him. Maybe that's why I'm so easy on him.

***

"Alhamdulillah" I said when I arrived at my house. I got out of my travel car and brought my things. It turns out that my mom and dad haven't slept. They were apparently waiting for the return of his youngest daughter.

"Assalamualaikum" I said.

"Waalaikumsalam" said my mother and father, opening the door.

"It's tired of the buk" I said immediately to lay down my body he's on the floor of my house. Well very tired of his sense of this body because it travels so far and also long.

"Why haven't you slept buk, dad?"

"Waiting for you to come home. Mom and dad are worried that you haven't arrived home yet" said my mother.

"And I've told brother Icap. Didn't he give any news to mom?"

"There is, but still mom is worried while you haven't seen her nose" he said again.

Well that's how my mother is. Always worried about me even though I knew where I was but if it wasn't seen in her eyes, she still felt worried.

I smiled at the words from my mother. That is my mother's love for her children.

"Oh yeah buk, this is me buying clothes for mom and dad. And this one's for my nephews. Their mom and dad can't at all huh" I told my mom.

"So he wanted to stop by to buy a cake also for ole-ole but did not have time because of using a travel car. If I use my own rental car I might be able to stop by to buy ole-ole" I said again.

"Nothing doesn't matter either ole-ole her. The important thing is that you arrive safely" said my mother.

"I took a shower first. Very hot because I don't shower all day" I said. Well all day I was in the hot sun certainly makes this body feel sultry and if it continues, certainly can not sleep I made it.

"Here you've taken a shower there"

"Oh yes buk, in the bag there is a snack given by the airline plane was buk" said I to my mother.

"There were two of them, earlier Ijon bang also did not want to eat on the plane so he gave it to me. Try to buk at the meal feel the food from the plane" I said. It sounds like a tacky guy huh. But the truth is like that. His name is also the first time boarding a plane, of course it is tacky so his.

"Hm.... What food is this?" Ask my mother to find it strange to see fresh bread filled with various foods inside her such as sausages, vegetable lettuce, tomato sauce and mayonas and so on.

"This is the name of the buk sandwich. Try it" I said.

"Dad try it too" added me again.

"Hmm I don't know what food you love us. Our stomachs can't accept this kind of weird food. Could be constipated later" said my father.

"Just get in the fridge tomorrow morning for my breakfast" I said.

"Oh, let's just say these bags are scattered. I'm tired of the book to finish it. Tomorrow I will finish my bath so tired" said I went straight to the bathroom to clean up.

***

"Ouch, fresh" I said after finishing the bath.

"Aren't you eating?"

"No, I ate on the street"

"Tomorrow I ask permission not to enter the buk office. My head is still dizzy" I said. Well of course I feel dizzy because I get drunk when I get in the car. Plus got on his drunken double plane.

"Wouldn't you get mad at your office guy?"

"Not really buk, I'm head-dizzy buk. Not made up either" I said again.

"It's up to you"

Ting...

"Love, it's home" The message from Dika went back to my phone.

"Well, here I just finished taking a hot shower"

"Thank God if you arrive safely. I'm happy to hear it" he said.

"Now what's going on?" Ask her again.

"It wants to put itself in bed. Tired all day long journey is far and tiring" I said.

"Oh, are you going to sleep?"

"Yes, because I'm so tired of my body"

"What are you doing?" Ask me.

"It's also just finished writing the ship's letter. Yes, you'll rest if so"

"It's okay to just exchange messages. Later if I don't reply it means I overslept" I said again.

"It's okay"

"Oh yes, I have one song for you. I heard this song in the car I was riding in. I remember you and our story"

"What?"

"I send ya again" said I send one song to the application bbm Dika.

"Cassandra-the second lover" Dika also opened the song and heard it.

"What does it mean, making promises even though love is uncertain to me

color the day to live the story, even though I know you're with her.

I'm staying strong against misguided stories that aren't for me.

I always adore you, and I always adore you.

I'm still happy even as a second lover"

"This song is right for us yes love" said Dika after playing the song. However, I did not reply at all because I was already asleep.

Long enough to wait for me to reply to a message from her. But for almost half an hour he waited, I never returned the message.

"Good night love. Have a good dream break. And present me in every one of your dreams" he said, sending me a short message.