PREDESTINATION

Unresolved

Dika and I were shocked to see Fida who was suddenly present in Dika's office. It seemed to be sitting in front of Ari to wait for Dika's return in that office. Well he of course we didn't know that he would be present he didn't tell Dika because Dika's phone was broken.

And Dika also told Ari that Fida was his girlfriend. That made me very sick. But that is the real thing.

I did say that in my heart this is willing, but in fact I am not willing at all. I drove on my motorcycle to go home. I left the three of them in the office. My heart really felt pain accepting the reality earlier.

"O Allah is sincere in this heart Relay this self to let go with the person who is entitled to him" My inner soul prayed during the journey home.

***

"Nuts... " Call me to my niece who lives next to my house.

"What's wrong?"

"Gu yuk's company to Dika's office" Take me to my niece that night.

"May, may a moment Su Uti want to get ready first" said her immediately get ready to go to Dika's office with me.

***

"Eat already?" Ask Dika when Uti and I are in her office.

"Today"

"Until what time was your love here last night?" Ask me.

"A long time after you came home, he went home. I drove her all the way to Roro" said the man again.

Degs...

One thing that made me jealous. Well of course I'm jealous. When I came to his office alone to walk with him even until nine o'clock, he never drove me home. I am also a woman.

"Aware of Mah, you are nothing. You're just his friend" My inner self told me to realize that I'm not a special person for him.

"Oh yes, however, you should have a mobile phone as well because your job is in desperate need of a mobile phone so that you are easily contacted by ship agents and Western sir" My advice changes the subject.

"Love I know, but I don't have the money to buy a new phone yet"

"Yes, it's like this. I have a little money to buy you a new phone. You just borrow this money later after you payday or get money tips you can replace it back"

"Right love you wanna give me your money loan? I was bored because there was no entertainment. If there's a cell phone, I can surf social media and I can definitely call you. But if it's like this my mind becomes tangled not knowing what I should do" Dika explained.

"Yes I know, therefore I would like to give you a loan of money so that I can also easily contact you and not be too anxious if you have no news like that" I explained again.

"Yes let's go to the mobile phone store to buy a new phone" I said again.

I was dancing with Dika, while Uti, my niece, was riding my motorcycle alone. Sometimes I also feel sorry for my nephew who is often a mosquito repellent between me and Dika.

But what if I don't invite him to accompany me to Dika's office. Surely later the people there will think we do something that is not-not if we are alone in the office. That's why I often invite my nephew or my cousin's sister to accompany me to his office Dika so that there will be no slander between us later. But if we just want to go out for dinner without stopping at the office like last night, then I just came alone to pick up Dika. But sometimes Dika also pick me up if you want to take you on the road.

On our way home to his office Dika After buying a new cell phone Dika. It suddenly rained without warning.

Uti who was alone had already returned to Dika's office first because she brought my bike with her pace leaving us both behind her.

"Shield behind me Love lest you be exposed to rain later you can get sick" said Dika. the man in front of me held my hand and put my hand in his jacket pocket so I wouldn't get cold.

The simple thing he did that made me even more clamps and baper to him. How could I easily forget the beautiful memories with him like this.

"What exactly do you feel about me Dika? Sometimes you make it look like I'm your true love. You made me think that you loved me. But sometimes you also make me like a stranger by you" My mind again looked at Dika who was in front of me and focused on riding his motorcycle.

***

The three of us arrived at Dika's office in a wet state. Fortunately, I brought uti with me tonight. If not, I must be in the same community because I was in the office alone in a state of rain like this again right.

"Oh, get wet" I said wagging my clothes at the office.

"Cold Ti?" Ask your nephew.

"Cold Su" she replied.

"Pity my nephew this one. For accompanying me to rain like this" My inner self again.

"Yes, we'll be home soon, wait for the rain to stop" I said.

"When, look at your new phone. Okay no?" My speech.

Dika also compartmentalized his mobile phone. Uti and I just sat there watching her busy with her new phone.

Without it the rain began to stop. Only a fine drizzle came down wetting the area.

"Let's go home. It's nine o'clock less. We can be beaten if we go home" I said.

"When we go home first" I said again.

"Cool love? Bring my jacket so you don't get cold"

"Well if I carry this jacket and my mother keeps seeing it, I could be killed alive by my mother.. I said that the same way Uti did not come to Dika's office" My inner.

"Do not do it Dika. It's okay to just go home like this. It's just a fine drizzle anyway.. We were wet like this" I explained again.

"Yes if that's your decision. Be careful on the road, both of you" said Dika.

"Yes" I answered briefly.

Uti and I drove off on my motorcycle and split the highway to go home. And on the way home, the rain was getting heavier. It turns out that in the area of Pangkalan Jambi, the heavy rain made me and Uti back wet.

"Great Ti. Do we stop or continue?"

"Continue Su, it's nine o'clock. We're wet anyway" replied the girl again.

"OK" I said stick my motor gas so I can get home soon.

***

"Have known a rainy day first. This is not, in the breakout also the rain. Sickness soon found out" My mother's babbling welcomed my return when I got home.

"Yes must how buk, waiting for the rain to subside also at what time is this. Later the mother even angry because her return to old age"

"Oh my son, in your pinter it turns out there is a fool too huh. Look at dong's situation. The time he rains this must be forced to go home too"

"It's nothing buk. It has arrived at home too" said I again take a change of clothes to change my wet clothes.

"Yes, he's sleeping again. It's night too tomorrow even the misfortune of his work"

"Yes buk" I answered lying on the side

my mom.

"Have you arrived home?" A message from Dika came into my phone.

The eyes that had begun to shut were now open again hearing the notification of incoming messages on my phone.

"Well done" answered me.

"Fraud?"

"Wet his hair using shampoo so as not to get dizzy later" Dika's message again sounded attentive.

"Yes, I did" I answered lying when I just changed my clothes.

"Good love. Oh yeah, thanks for the phone. I'll pay this on credit later"

"Yes alike. Yes, I want to sleep first, it's already night"

"Okay love, good night I was in your dreams huh"

"Yes" I answered briefly.

"You're not sleeping? What time is it?"

"In the meantime love. I'm still packing this phone"

"Tomorrow there's still time"

"Yes, but I'm not sleepy"

"Yes, don't sleep until late at night. Take care of your health"

"OK love. You will exist as my painkiller" he said.

"Oh my goodness, this is a pinter leak once flocked it" My inner self.

"Oh yeah I'd like to ask you a question?"

"What?"

"What do you think of me?" Ask me to ask for certainty.

"You're my girlfriend in love"

"If so, can you just once assume I exist"

"What do you mean love?" Her question did not understand.

"Yesterday you can display a photo of your lover in your fb status, continue on your BBM wallpaper there is also a photo of your lover. Can you do the same to me?" Ask me to try to test Dika.

"Sorry love. I'm not good at making things like that"

"What's difficult is just displaying a photo only in his fb or in his BBM story" My message again.

"Yes I can't love"

"Why? Are you afraid your lover is angry or hurt? That means you're not fair"

"It's not love"

"Continue what? I was just testing you. I already knew you wouldn't want to do that because you didn't want to make the ones there hurt. But you're willing to hurt my feelings here" My message again.

"It's not like that love"

"It's okay, slow down but I will definitely learn to look after you" I said again.

"Now that's love, anyway. I can't lose you" she said again.

"Can't lose me, can't lose him, can I? Let me give up" I said again.

"Don't like that love"

"Submit. I just want to follow this story" I replied again.

"I want to sleep"

"Good night love"

"Night" I answered briefly ending our message that night.

***

This Saturday I decided to go to my office. Well I picketed there to reposition the letter from the ship.

It was quiet in my room. Only and bang mohan who entered the office. In other rooms there are also only one or two people who enter this holiday.

I busied myself with my laptop to play songs that were able to drive away my silence that morning.

Ting...

"Love" Message from Dika again.

"Yes"

"Sick belly love" Her message again.

"Astomach pain? Wh why? What the hell are you eating?" Ask me again.

"Maybe because you keep eating instant noodles"

"Jeez Dika. Already know that noodles are not good for health still continue to be consumed" said I again.

"Yes, how else should love. The name also lives alone so want to cook fast and practical only"

"You don't cook there. Just buy rice packs instead of her can" I replied.

"You come out sometimes lazy love. This is how love hurts my stomach" he said.

"This is a child. How could I have gotten away from her if she always made me worry like this. There's no way I'm thinking about it hurting like this" Inner me again.

"You can still survive, right? I'll be there soon to deliver your medicine" I said again.

"What's his pain?"

"Right love. And defecation is not smooth"

"Okay, I'll buy some drugs at the pharmacy. You wait there" I said.

"Jeez, this one. There's-there's just his behavior" I said.

I immediately went to the pharmacy to buy stomach pain medication for Dika. Not to forget I also bought a headache medicine for her so that later if she is sick she can directly take the drug.

***

"Still sick?" Ask me after arriving at Dika's office with the medicine I brought. Dika was lying on her bed while grimacing in pain.

"Still in love"

"Yes, you eat first. After that you take the medicine" said I open the rice wrap that I bought earlier for Dika.

"Oh yes you can not go ahead. We sit in the front room. Not in your bed. I'm afraid that later on we'll do it again" I said. Well of course I was scared in grebek by the residents because we were in one room let alone in a bed like this. Today I do not bring my niece or my cousin's sister with me. Because I was so focused on the sick Dika that I forgot to take them with me as usual.