PREDESTINATION

Lina

I was shocked when Fida's boyfriend Dodi gave the green light to my and Dodi's closeness. I don't know what the cause is. What is clear is that my heart blossomed upon hearing that agreement.

It was from there that Fida and I began to get closer. I don't care what my status is with Dodi. And I don't care if Dodi and Fida are still dating. I just enjoyed our closeness that day.

***

It's been three months since I interned in the office of one of those government agencies. Until the last week at the internship I was feeling restless. Well, I'm nervous because I haven't got a job.

"God is done from here where should I go? There was no sign of a job opening in the office. What do I want to do?" My mind wonders while daydreaming at my apprentice seat.

"Ramah" Tegur one of the officers named Epa.

"Yes, what ads?" Ask me as he sits beside me.

"Help brother is friendly make this letter. Please type" her Pinta again.

"Oh, okay brother" I said directly typing the letter requested by sister Epa earlier.

Brother Epa continues to pay attention to my work.

"Well, in a week you're done with her internship"

"Yes, brother, I don't realize it's over" I said in a sad tone.

"Done from here, where do you want to work Mah?"

"Not yet to know, sis, there is still no visible where her job vacancies" said I again.

"May you get a job, Mah. Brother prayer is that"

"Aamiin, thank you brother"

***

During the day I was still busy disposing of incoming letters from the ship's agents.

"Happy"

"Yes, what's wrong?" Say me when one of the office employees as a right person or a trusted person the head of TU (business order) calls me.

"That's what you called Mr. TU to his room" he said.

Degs...

My heart beats when I hear that I'm being called.

"What is this really about? Did I make a mistake or what?" My mind is restless.

"Good I will go there later" said I immediately went to the room of the head of the TU.

I knocked on the door. The sound of people letting me in from the room.

"Mother called me?" Ask me politely.

"Yes, please sit down. There's something I want to talk to you about" he said again.

I felt more and more stubbornly hearing his words with that serious face. I sat in the chair facing him.

"Look friendly, for three months you interned here and I see your work is also good. The office employees also said you were a diligent child. Because Rika as a financial treasurer got sick, and she was also overwhelmed for her own work, so she asked me to find a maid to help her work. Do you want to?" Ask the TU chief to me.

Degs....

Surprised, I was obviously very surprised to hear the job offer. When I am confused where to work? It was at that time that God gave me the way to work at my internship. No matter what the salary is what is important when I work first.

"Seriously sir?" Ask me as if I don't believe it.

"Seriously Friendly, when I lied"

"Thank God, sir, I would, sir, would love to. I'm happy to be offered the cooperation of my father. Thank you very much sir, thank you for believing in me" said I kissed the back of the hand of the head of the TU who was about fifty-five years old. Well, he looks young. It is not hard to just sit in a room. Try her heavy work like a porters building must also look old.

"Well, if so. You will make your application letter yes. And I will tell you again when you start working" he said again.

"Good pa, thank you very much" I said out of the room with happiness in my heart. A smile on your face can't go away all day.

"Where Friendly? So you're offered a job here?"

"Alhamdulillah be buk. Thank you for believing in me" I said to the mother of the TU's head of trust. Well even though sometimes I asked him to do things outside of office work like picking up his son at school, still he has also helped me to ask for high values to every head of the room in the office.

Well maybe he also felt guilty to me or not feeling good. At that time, I hit a kid while picking up his kid from school.

Well at that time I was asked to pick up Nindi's first child at one of the elementary schools not far from her office. After that Nindi invited me to go to one of the Kindergartens where her sister went to school to pick her up too.

"Sister, we'll pick up Nindi's sister too at her kindergarten school"

"Your sister may have gone home to Nindi. What time is it. It can't be still at school" I said, declining.

"Let's see first brother, let's go brother" his whinek.

Well because he is the son of one of the office employees, I follow his will. Arriving at Kindergarten, there were two children playing running around on the street. Not as fast as I take Nindi's mama's motorcycle. Where the boy was in front and his older brother ran behind him. Sakin to his slow I brought a motorbike, I was competing with the boy who was around the age of four years.

Until then, he passed suddenly and he hit the bike I was riding with Nindi earlier. Maybe he didn't realize I was next to him. To make me lose control. He was also directly lying on the asphalt. I who was in a relationship with Nindi who had a body larger than me could not hold the motor. Until I made us fall and the bonnet broke.

The people who were there suddenly came to see our incident. The boy's parents immediately took the child who was squeezed by the motorbike I was driving earlier I saw the child's mouth bleed.

"This is how the hell, why his son was playing on the streets. He hit this kid" said one of the witnesses who saw the incident.

"Well, how is this" I said afraid of being wrong.

"Just calm down, son. You're not wrong, the kid who hit you earlier. And his parents also let his children play in the street" said the person again.

The injured child's parents immediately took the child away and said a word. I who was still in shock tried to stand up.

I saw my shirt torn. My clothes were taken off because I fell down earlier to look at my body. Thankfully I was wearing underwear. If not, maybe my bra will be visible.

"What is this Nindi? Surely your mother will be angry" I said.

"Here, brother Friendly take it easy. Later let Nindi who clearly same mother" said again.

I immediately contacted Nindi's mother who was still in the office.

"Hallo buk"

"What's the friendly?"

"Oh, we had a collision with a little boy buk" I said immediately told him everything that I had covered.

"It's friendly calm first yes, later the mother who handled it. Be friendly just back at the office" Mother's orders were.

"Good buk" I immediately went to take Nindi home. After that I went back to the office.

The hour of rest has arrived, Nindi's mother went to the health center to see the state of the child who was hit with me earlier.

Maybe because the wound is not so severe, just broke a little on the lips because it hit the motor, so his child was in the home.

"There is no one Mah, may have been allowed to go home because the wound is not severe" said the book again.

"It's okay to open it. How's mom's bike?"

"It's okay not to think about it, I'll fix it later" he said. Well he also felt guilty for picking up his son this accident happened.

"Good buk. I'm sorry" said I decided on our phone.

It was from that incident that Nindi's mother was kind to me. And he was the one who asked each head of the room to give me a high score on the score sheet for me to deliver to my course. And in the end I was offered a job at my internship.

***

"Mother, mother" I shouted to my mother when I got home from my internship.

"Why the hell Mah, it's noisy like you don't come home just yell from the street" my mother chanted.

I ran into the house and hugged my mother tightly.

"What the hell is this kid. Which satan are you?" Ask her again.

"Oh mother, her son is happy and happy like this in saying his satanic. How the hell?" My protest.

"Certain why? Did you get a soul mate?"

"Make the soul mate go away" answered me annoyed.

"Then what? Don't make your mother dizzy"

"A week later I'm done with the internship, so I was offered a job at my internship"

"Are you serious?"

"Yes buk. I didn't think I was offered a job. I'm not the one who proposed, but I was offered the buk. Oh God, I am so glad to open my heart. Maybe this is the result of my struggle during this buk and of course the prayers of mother and father" said me again with pleasure in the heart.

"Alhamdulillah, I'm glad to hear it"

"Yes buk alhamdulillah, thank ya buk for his prayer all this time. Well it's hard for me to express through these words of happiness buk" I said again.

"But buk, I don't know what my salary is"

"It's okay, the important thing is that you get to work first"

"Yes buk, listen to the news from the employees there my salary is about a million so"

"Nothing, you'll have your salary up for a long time" said my mother encouragingly.

"Yes buk. Glad to have my heart open. Later my first salary, we make a thanksgiving event yes buk because I get this job" said I.

"Yes, it's up to you, son, I'll go along and want you"

***

"Congratulations on love. Like there are no vacancies at my internship place" Dodi said as we exchanged short messages in the evening. Where I told her that I had been offered a job at my internship.

"Patiently yes, I doain hope you get a good job as soon as possible" I said again.

"Aamiin thank you for love. You don't forget I'm here"

"What do you mean?"

"Who knows you'll forget me when you get a good job like this and you'll leave me"

"No, I will always be with you" I said.

"Where can I forget you and stay away from you. This has been heartily bound by you and can not be separated from yourself. All this time you are always present and give me comfort" Inner me again.

"Love" Call her.

"Yes"

"I miss. Listen to a song of longing for you"

"May, let's sing" I said.

"Song of Rome's Rhythm-Moon stars"

"Where is the month now

Don't hide from appearing

The stars are alone

Silent blanket always looking

The night is getting darker without you the moon

A sad star blurs without you being the moon

What month is it now

Don't hide from appearing

My instincts say the moon is still there

And wait for the stars full of cravings

I'm sure the moon is also agitated

And endure longing in waiting

The moon star misses you" One song Dodi made me smile.

In the past, I was often sung by Khey every night as my entertainment. But ever since Khey said bring in the ex who asked him to come back, he's had no news so far. I don't know how he is at the moment either. Whether he's back with his ex or not. It's been a long time between me and him not communicating with each other. I decided to stay away from her when I found out that her ex asked her to come back. Because I know I'm just a runaway when she's lonely.

"How good?" Tanya Dodi broke my daydream.

"Well, I'm so touched"

"That's a special song for a special person that I miss. Where is he right now across the street" he said.

Degs...

Again hearing the special word made my heart pound. There are these subtle vibrations in the heart beginning to reappear. Truly this one man is able to bewitch me with a thousand charms. Even though I know she already has a lover but somehow I can not be separated from her when I know Hambali also loves me and she also already has a lover. But I refused it outright and so did Khey. But somehow with Dodi I can't do the same. I enjoy relationships without this status.

"Yes slept there. It's night too" said Dodi.

"Okay, I'm sleepy too"

"OK on love. Good night"

"Good night back my lovely Dodi" I typed the message with a smile of happiness.