PREDESTINATION

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I asked Dodi to accompany me to show me where the drugstore is selling. Of course Dodi agreed and would accompany me.

She can indeed count on me if I ask her to accompany me and point the direction.

Dodi came out of his room wearing a black shirt and jeans. Her appearance was very interesting that morning. Well he is indeed a man who is sweet, brown eyes with his plump eyelashes and also his sharp nose adds to the impression of a sweet face shape.

I was quite impressed and fascinated to see her performance this morning.

"Why look at me like that? My handsome man" he said with full confidence.

I raise my lips next to mine. And I looked cynically at him. Of course as an expression I do not want to admit it because of fear later he gets bigger head.

"Yes, let's go" I said, asking Dodi to leave.

"I'll tell your mother first"

"Well?"

"Yes ask permission, I will take people's children out of the house" I said.

"Hahaha not back?"

"It's okay. Later if you are in Pakning you are asking my parents for permission" I said with a smile.

I went into the kitchen not so long before I came back.

"Come on" I said.

We also went on a motorcycle belonging to my brother that I borrowed to cross earlier.

***

"Where are you going?" He asked me after we finished buying the herbal medicine.

"We take a walk. Whatever it is where you're going"

"Where to the new Strait"

"To the new Strait? Could too. From me to here not anywhere" I said again.

"Okay, let's go there"

We decided to go to the new strait with Dodi.

"Oh Allah if I could stop time, I want this moment of togetherness to happen to me and Dodi. I am comfortable with her, this heart is calm when alone with her. I don't want this day to pass quickly" My mind prays.

***

We were sitting in a shop selling food there. We decided to buy fried noodles and iced tea as our lunch menu today.

There are many visitors there. Many children bathed there happily. Well because today is Saturday for those who have a working holiday, of course, take their children out there. What's more on Sunday will surely be more of his visitors.

"Thank you buk" I said to the mother who sold there.

"Yes together"

"Let's eat. I'll buy it" I told Dodi.

"Not back"

"It's okay because you've helped me and been my tour guide. What's wrong I'm buying you" I said again.

We put the food we ordered into our mouths.

"Oh yeah how's your internship?"

"My apprentices as usual. Well not too much work there. But I like interning there because it always gets tips" I explained again.

We spent time together that day. What a great day for me to be with the one I love.

Although I know I can't be with her, but what's wrong I hitchhiked happiness to this guy's lover. It is sad my fate.

"It's two o'clock in the afternoon, let's go home. Later even go home last night me" said I take Dodi home. Well the journey from the new strait to the port of crossing takes approximately one and a half hours.

Not to mention the journey to cross to the gasket River which takes approximately one hour. So we have to move now.

***

Exactly on the seventeenth of August on which the independence day of the motherland. So there are a lot of matches made by Indonesian citizens. Not to miss my place. In each of my villages there must be people who hold competitions.

"Just let's go see the yuk pinang climbing race" Invite me to Yus via my short message.

"Okay, I'll pick you up at three" he replied.

"okay"

Yus and I went to the race in my village first. We cheered loudly to give support to the followers of the race.

"Oh Allah I forgot Yus"

"What?"

"I promise I'll go see Khey who's in a pinang climbing race at his place"

"Yes let's go there" Take Yus at the end.

Seen the players climbing betel with a body bathed in mud. I don't know where Khey is right now. Because a lot of people there and Khey was bathed in mud. Well I was looking for her too. So I decided to just wait on the bike with Yus.

"Don't go there looking for Khey?"

"Gee, many people. I'm ashamed to go there looking for him" I said.

We waited a long time and at the end we decided to go home.

"Just go home Yus. It looks like the match is also over"

"Yes, let's go home. It's getting late too"

Yus and I decided to go home. Only halfway through my phone rang someone called me. I stopped Yus' motorbike and reached into my pants pocket to pick up my phone there that was ringing.

"Hallo Khey" I said.

"Why go home? Didn't hear me yell, call you earlier. I'm after it turns out you've come a long way" said Khey.

"Oh, sorry I didn't hear and didn't know. I thought you weren't there"

"Well, you're the only one who doesn't see me"

"Sorry Khey, it's late so we decided to go home"

"Yes it's okay. Be careful on the road. And thank you for coming" he said again.

"Yes, I'm both Khey" I answered, disconnecting my phone.

***

"Tumben Khey didn't call me. Usually he never absent contact me even though we only talk lightly but just talk to chat with the same leaked one. Well these days Khey rarely contacts me. If only one or two sms are broken. After that it disappeared somewhere.

Obviously I feel different in my heart because of Khey's change in attitude. And always wondered what was real.

I glanced at the phone for a long time but there was not a single call or message from him.

"Where is Khey. Though I want to hear his songs that make this heart touched" Inner me again.

"Do I have to call her first?" My word.

"But prestige dong. During her time I had to call her first. All this time he's been calling me" I said again.

"But I called him first. What's wrong if I first contact him" I said again directly pressing Khey's phone number.

"Hallo" A voice sounded from across the street.

"Yes I'm a little busy"

"Yes if so. Sorry if I'm interrupting"

"No, no bother at all. I also want to confide in you" he said.

"What murhat?"

"I am confused how. My ex called me back and asked me to go back to him. I should how?" Ask him to me.

"His ex is back again? Lately he has changed. Means right if he just makes me runaway because he's living with his girlfriend" My inner self again.

"So how?" Ask me.

"What's what?"

"Yes you're the same as your ex. Do you want a ballroom or not?"

"I don't know yet. I'm confused how. That's why I want to ask you for advice"

"I don't know if I should give you any advice. It depends on you again. If you still love her, please come back with her. If not, don't" I said again.

"I'm confused how to do this" he said again.

"It's up to you Khey, who lives it you're not me"

"I'm afraid he'll hurt me again."

"The decision is in Khey's hands"

"I want to go first with my friends"

"OK" I cut off my phone and Khey.

***

Well five more days will welcome the Eid. I got two cases of canned drinks along with five hundred thousand rupiah as THR. How happy I am to have all of that. Just apprenticed just this fancy what else later when I actually work there. Well that five hundred thousand money is already big enough for me to live this simple life.

"Mah" Tegur my cousin's brother.

"Well, what's wrong?" Ask me when Fia came to visit my house.

"Where are we going tomorrow?"

"I don't know where I'm going yet. I also have no plans to go anywhere"

"How did we go to the Strait just now"

"New plate? Wah must be a lot of it ngantri in roro" I said again.

"Yes, but I want to go there. I've never been there. Let's go there. I went with my girlfriend and you went with your boyfriend how?"

"Daughter? I don't have Fia's boyfriend. Yes, I will try to ask for help from my friends who live in the same to take us to the new Strait beach. I don't know the way to get there" I said again.

"You go to school in Bengkalis but you don't know your way there"

"Yes what to do, as I pp (return to go) where I had gone to the streets. If I insist maybe I can explore the area there" I replied.

"Yes, yes too"

"When are we going there?"

"What's the third day?"

"Okay, I'll tell you later" I said.

Well since the internship, I have not been very active again in my place who joined Yus yesterday to be marketing in the drug company I follow.

Often I was invited by members and laiders to gather. But I always refused because I was desperate. Well I've been trying to find new members to join, but the results are still difficult. Until I gave up looking for another member. I only hope for the sure thing, which is where I intern.

***

"Hallo Dodi" I said as Dodi picked up the phone from me.

"Yes Love"

"First day three tomorrow I plan to go there with my cousin and her boyfriend to get to the new Strait Beach. Can you take us there? But I didn't bring a motor. About him later even long ngantri his. If the walk does not need to queue again just go directly into the fairy ship. Can you pick me up?" Ask Dodi.

"Third day of the day. I can. Tomorrow just let me know so it's not" he said.

"okay"

***

"Mah"

"Iya Fia" Fia came back to visit my house tomorrow to ask about our plans yesterday.

"Where? Can your friend take us to the new Strait Beach?"

"Could. She can indeed be relied on if I ask her for help, surely she can always help me" said I.

"Thank God if so. I'm so glad to hear it. At the end of it I could see the new Strait beach" said Fia smiling happily.

***

"Woii... Four on where?" A message from Siti Fateha came into my phone.

"There's no plan anywhere"

"What if we take a walk to the house of our fellow students first"

"Well, that's a good plan. I concur. But later you too. Come to Pakning. It was only us from this Pakning who kept going to your house" I said.

"On the fourth holiday we visited the house of our friends in Bengkalis and our new fifth feast in Bengkalis is crossing to your house in Pakning" Her advice.

"Good that too. I concur. Yes already tell the other friends so we can compact later. More crowded, definitely more exciting"

"OK" We immediately sent a message to our other friends to convey our plan.

I called Dodi first.. Obviously dong he who I prioritize his name is also a special person hehehe.

"It's still busy with his cell phone. Not the taraweh prayer even busy itself" Tegur my mother when returning from the mosque not far from my home.

"So I prayed" I answered.

"What solat?"

"Solat isya buk"

"And mom said taraweh prayers. What else this is the last week. Next year I won't be able to see you" said my mother.

"Yes buk, tomorrow I taraweh ya" I said smiling.

"Tomorrow. From yesterday you said tomorrow but until you want to finish fasting this year you also have no taraweh prayer"

I can only answer with a grin like a hippo.

"Oh, is there any food in the kitchen again? I'm hungry" said I rubbed my stomach that started rumbling.

"Let's see in the kitchen there. Put on the question show again"

"Just ask buk. That's angry too"

"It's grown up like this and it's still like a kid"

"Yes my dear mother. Here I want to look into the kitchen" I said directly checking the food in the kitchen.