PREDESTINATION

graduations

After seeing Dika fine, I, Yus and her final Rizen bang came home. Well there's no use for it anymore I'm there. Rather than me getting hurt to see the affection of the two of them I'd better go home.

***

"What are they doing again? Haven't you gone home yet, Fida?" My mind wondered what they were doing there.

Really the heart is very restless and not necessarily the direction of thinking about it. Sometimes I like to be surprised by how I feel. When I was there I wanted to leave because I didn't want to be hurt. But after being deep in the eyes like this, I even thought the same of them.

"Here you go, whatever they want to do there I better take a shower first" I said.

"Ha, he hasn't bathed yet, it's almost magrib this still hasn't bathed. From daydreaming of her work" My mother's babble surprised me when I just got up from my seat and wanted to take a shower.

"Yes buk, this is also just going to take a shower" I replied.

"You like it the most you shower almost magrib like this?"

"So a bouquet" I answered with an excuse.

"What the hell is this noisy day to want magrib like this?" Reprove my father.

"This is lo, our youngest daughter. Hitting here hasn't even taken a shower. Most like her shower of magrib-magrib" explained my mother.

"It's buk, justin. He's already grown up. What matters is that she takes a shower"

"He's right it's not what Dad said" my babble gagged.

"There's only your answer.. Yes, I took a shower there. Just be careful if you don't take a shower don't sleep with your mom"

"Otherwise if I don't sleep with my mom, who do I sleep with?"

"With the goat there, your brother's goat is there to accompany me tonight" said my mother. Well the brother next door to my house does have a goat herd behind his house.

"It's really mom" I replied.

"Then take a shower. Try from the shower was happy. It's not"

"Yes buk, I'm going to take a shower. I'm sorry, my Majesty the Queen" I said directly passed from my mother's presence and headed for the bathroom.

My mother could only shake her head to look at my behavior like that.

***

I still glanced at my phone hoping that Dika would send me a message. But until nine o'clock at night there was no word from him.

"O Allah, he has completely forgotten me when he was with his lover" I said in my heart. Again this heart feels sore considering the incident this afternoon in Dika's office.

"Why is that moment being imagined again? So pissed off" I said to myself as I slapped my head to remove the painful moment from the memory of my head.

"Hey, why don't you just suck your head on the wall. Use your own hands where it feels right" said my mother who was out of nowhere when she was in front of the door. I didn't realize it either.

"Well, this mom is just upsetting" I said rubbing my chest.

"Ha why stop again dong hit his head. If you need jedotin to the wall"

"Kok mom is the same as me" I said.

"You yourself beat your head even in saying mother who could bear. Why are you like that too.. I am so stupid with this girl. Time to hurt yourself" Oceh again.

"Why? Is there a problem or what?" Ask her.

"There's nothing to buk. It's just a little dizzy with work in the office" I said to give an excuse.

"Oh so, the name is also work son, there must be a problem" said my mother who suddenly became soft advising me.. His words were harsh now even as soft as silk. That's how this middle-aged woman is. It's easy to change.

"Yes buk I'm patient to face her. I really enjoy this job. Although sometimes I always stay up late if I make a monthly report until midnight. But I like it" I said. Well I really enjoy this job because I really like accounting lessons obviously my job is related to accounting is not it.

"Yes, you are sleeping again. Mother was also drowsy. Tomorrow it's hard to wake up" said my mother again.

"Yes buk" I answered. I tried to lie down next to my mother and tried to close my eyes. But the shadows of Dika and Fida still play in my mind. I really can't erase the trace of their shadow in my memory while Dika hasn't told me.

My eyes opened wide again. I got up from my bed and headed to the kitchen.

"Where are you going?" Reprove my mother.

"To the kitchen is to urinate" I said.

***

I'm sitting at the dining table in your kitchen. Wanting her taste I sent a message to Dika to ask her where she is now and whether her lover has come home or not. But my sense of prestige now envelops my heart. Well I had to sell my expensive dong a little with that guy.

"Okay, Dika... Come on, contact me. I can't sleep if there's no news of you like this" I told my own cell phone. Maybe if my mother sees me like this again she will definitely comment to me.

I nodded my head which was beginning to feel dizzy. Well I'm very sleepy and want to feel her I'm sleeping. But my mind does not support me to sleep because it thinks of Dika. I take a glass of water for me to drink.

Ting....

My phone rang a sign of one incoming message.

With the feeling of dag dig dug I took my phone. It turns out that what I was hoping for has now happened. Well Dika gave me a message.

"Have you slept in love?" Ask him to me.

"Finally you called me too. From the cake. I've been waiting for this for a long time" I told myself.

"Already" answered I'm cute when in the heart of flowers.

"Lo, if you're asleep, then who's replying to this message?"

"My eyes are asleep. This is again sealed. Only his hands had not slept and could type this message to send to you" I joked a little.

"Haha... You are love. There-there was, at best pinter made me laugh" he said again.

"So busy on the love ship. There is a new boat coming in and looking to check. So I went there the same West sir. This just came home to the West sir. That's why I can just contact you" he said again.

"Oh, Kirain is busy spending time with a lover of hearts who far crossed just to meet you" my quip.

"Not the love. He also came home early.. After the magrib, I immediately drove him to the port of crossing"

"Turn home again in between. Even out magrib is also in between" My mind feels jealous again.

"Oh that" I answered briefly.

"For love" she asked.

"Again eat" I answered honestly because I did want to eat at the time. It was because I had no appetite because I thought in the state of his lover there so that my hunger was gone. But at this time when Dika had contacted me then I felt hungry and immediately scooped the rice into the plate.

"Oh, did you eat at this hour? Why did you eat him last night love? You will be sick" said Dika attention to me.

"Because at this hour I just feel hungry. I didn't feel hungry at all"

"Oh love, tomorrow-tomorrow do not habitually eat her into maleman. I don't want you to get sick"

"Where would I eat try if the shadows of you and Fida were always spinning in my memory. So as to make me no appetite to eat" Inner me again.

"Yes, thank you for your attention to me"

"Have you eaten yet?" Now it was my turn to ask the man.

"Have love, the West sir came here. So yes I eat with him"

"Oh yes love, thank you you for being so attentive to me and taking care of me when I was sick like that. I'm so lucky to have a woman like you who's so caring and motherly like you. I'm sure our children will be happy to have a loving mother like you" Dika said.

"Geez, don't praise me so much. I will fly high into the sky"

"It's true lo love, I don't just praise .I said what it is"

"Have Dika not praised me so much like this. If you're lucky to have me why is there still him in your life" My inner self.

"Thank you for the compliment" I replied to a short message from Dika.

"Love, tomorrow night is the first night we break the fast and tomorrow is also the first day I fast alone here. You want to accompany me to break open outside because I have nothing but you" he said.

"You mean we open together?"

"Yes love. All this time we never opened together because I was in Bengkalis and you were in Pakning. We are separated by the ocean. So what's wrong with this first fast we open together" he told me.

"Can kok. You pick me up tomorrow" I said.

"Okay, it doesn't matter if tomorrow I'll pick you up with permission from your parents to bring you to open up together outside"

"Okay, I'm waiting"

"Oh yeah, you're buying food for sahur tomorrow?"

"No, I don't buy food at all"

"Lo, you don't buy food anyway. So what do you want to wear tomorrow? Want to cook instant noodles again later you even have a stomachache again like that. Take care of your health dong Dika. Don't eat carelessly. You're alone in there. I'm afraid that something will happen to you there" I said.

"Yes, I will take care of the health of love, you are calm. As long as you are there beside me I will always be fine because you are always watching me. So I feel protected by the beautiful Goddess Fortuna like you"

"Start again mengombalnya. Since when the hell have you been fighting like this? As far as I was concerned you were just quiet and not much of a nonsense like this. Now your fight is like a dragon god only on tv-tv"

"I don't fight love. I said what it is"

"Whatever it is. Oh yeah you want to eat what to sahur tomorrow"

"You take it easy love I used to not eat sahur and just fast immediately"

"Huh? can't hold?"

"Yes hold on to love. There in my house I also like that do not wake up sahur and just fast"

"Oh that, yeah already. Do not later you reason not to fast because it is not sahur"

"Yes my love. You just calm down. I will definitely fast" he said again.

"Yes let's sleep love. It's late too. Tomorrow you have to wake up early because of sahur" said Dika again through a short message to me.

"Okay, you too. Don't get his sleep habits. Remember what I said just take care of your health. I don't want you to get sick there because you're alone. If you are sick like that I am very worried and afraid of anything happening to you" said I give advice to the man.

"Yes love. I'm not going to sleep tonight anymore and I'm going to take care of my health here. Because I don't want to worry you"

"Yes good night banana heart" I said.

"Huh? Banana heart?"

"Yes, because the heart of the banana is not someone who gives a call of affection to a special person. Usually the heart of the heart, the baby now the heart of the banana. I want to be different from the others"

"Haha... You are love is just there. You're so smart to make me laugh and not feel lonely here"

"Ah already ah, don't praise me too much anymore .I'm sleepy and I'm going to sleep"

"Okay love, good night present me in your sweet dreams huh"

"Good night. Banana heart" answered me again. Dika and I ended a short message we did that night

"Are you urinating or defecating? From then on I didn't go back to the room" Oceh my mother as she passed to the bathroom.

"I ate the buk. Hungry" answered me.

"That's it, I didn't want to eat. It's time for her to sleep like this she's starving" Oceh my mother again.