PREDESTINATION

fainting

After breakfast, I and bang Ijon went to the airport to check in the plane. Long enough, we waited there.

"Harap ya Mah, we order food first yes" said bang Ijon.

Well it turns out, our plane left at one in the afternoon. Because the time when it was just showing at ten, so we decided to fill our middle island first.

This is the first time I entered the airport in the capital city of Pekanbaru in the province of Riau.

"Well, what a creepy thing about getting on a plane. My brother once said that when the plane wanted to take off the landing it vibrated strongly so it was very terrible when riding it" My mind felt anxious.

"Bang, I go to the toilet first" I said. Well as usual, when pounding like this, I must have felt the turmoil in my stomach. They all wanted to come out at that moment.

"Oh, my stomach can not be cooperated with" My mind rushed to find a toilet to release the goods that will come out.

***

"Alhamdulillah at the end of it I can also get on the plane" Inner me after we get into the plane because the plane will take off soon. Well really the taste in this heart is mixed. There was joy, there was sadness, there was fear of her as well as this flying bird. Well happy because I was able to get on the plane the first time. Sad to have to leave mom, dad and the man I love. And fear because there will be an accident on the flight later. That's what I feel right now.

"Allah is saved, all of us, until we reach our destination" My mind prayed.

"Hallo mom, this is me getting into the buk plane. Doain me yes hope to arrive at the destination safely" said I asked my mother for prayer.

"Yes son, I must always pray for you"

"Yes, I closed the phone first. Because the plane wants to fly" I said again

"Yes"

"When, doain me yes hope to arrive safely at the destination" said I gave a message to Dika.

"Yes love. I will always pray for you" he replied.

"Thank you for the banana" I ended our short message that afternoon. I immediately turned off my phone because I want to take off the phone must be turned off or airplane mode. Well since I was still the first to board the plane so I decided to just turn off my phone.

***

"Alhamdulillah has arrived at the destination safely" I said in my heart.

I immediately told my mother that I had arrived in Jakarta safely. Not to forget I also gave news to Dika.

I and bang Ijon went straight to the 5-star hotel in the metropolis where the hotel was where the Rekon re-con was held.

"This is Pebri of Dumai. You are one room with Pebri sir" said bang Ijon. Good thing Ijon knew Pebri. So I have a roommate there. Well access is used using the elevator and the room with a card only. The name is also a five-star hotel.

My room is on the ninth floor. While the room bang Ijon is on the seventh floor. Well I also often go back and forth to his room because I have to do my recon job. I was the one who did it all until it was over.

We went downstairs. Where the account was held at that time was so large and luxurious and there was also provided a variety of food and drinks to prop up our hungry stomachs. I showed it at seven o'clock in the night and my stomach started to rumble. So that I take fried noodles and also a cup of coffee and fruits to prop my stomach tonight. Before the event began we were there from various regions enjoying our dinner with pleasure.

"Geez, what is this food? How about all?" My mind saw a strange food there. Which I've never seen before. Well the name is also the village people certainly do not know the type of food served by the hotel.

"Yes, I just take this one" I said again take food that I just know like fried noodles, coffee and fruits.

***

"Alhamdulillah is done too" I said belittling my body on the bed when the time had shown eleven o'clock at night.

As usual I couldn't sleep well that night because I was in a new place that needed time to adapt.

However, I also forced to close my eyes so that tomorrow morning I woke up not bad luck.

***

We were in that hotel for three days. During that time I also sent messages to Dika and also often called my mother. Until the last day I and bang Ijon went to another hotel to stay there.. Because tomorrow we have to go back to Pekanbaru.

Before looking for a new hotel, we went to the market Monday to look for my brother's shoes. Well he asked me to buy him some work shoes.

I and bang Ijon went to a hotel not far from the night market in the old town. We booked two rooms where my room was on the first floor and the Ijon bang room was on the second floor.

"Let's Mah go eat first" said bang Ijon invite me to eat at a restaurant not far from the hotel. After dinner we went to the night market to buy clothes as gifts for my nieces, my cousins and Dika. I did not forget that my parents bought clothes for them.

"A Friendly? Let's go home and later we'll go to PRJ (the Jakarta supermarket)"

"There is a crust of eggs. I want to eat egg crust. It's like good" I said.

Bang Ijon also ordered egg crust for me and also for him.

"Yes it turns out the crust of the egg is not as easy as I imagine. His taste is fishy" My inner.

"Why isn't it friendly?"

"Hamis bang, I'm nauseous" I said. We went around to see the atmosphere of the Metropolitan city.

"Well it turns out like this is the bustle of the capital" My inner self again.

"Good, be careful with your bag. Tarok your bag in front, do not stare later there are pickpockets. Just understand the capital hard" Whisper bang Ijon to me.

Suddenly I was shocked and immediately did the order from bang Ijon and I was always vigilant.

***

"Alhamdulillah has arrived at the hotel" I said again to lay down my body that felt tired because one day I traveled around the metropolitan city.

Well I also opened my BBM application to surf there.. And meant to give a message to Dika. But how shocked I was when the BBM Dika story appeared on my BBM homepage. Where Dika posted her photo together with the Fida while in his office. At that time, they were wearing black mud masks.

Degs....

Of course, this heart felt pain and pain when looking at the photo. How not in a picture with him never at all in his story.

"Well, love is that what the hell?"

"It's Dika. Just being a girlfriend you can be fair. And you want to have a wife of two? You may die standing up" I said again.

"What the hell is love"

"From the post story, you can't be fair. You always prioritize her and you always post photos with her instead of with me. You never erupted photos of the two of us on your social media"

"I can't pinter do that love"

"Photos with me you don't pinter to post it? While the photo with him you are good at posting it? The reason is not pinter you that is unacceptable" Reply me with a passionate taste in the heart. yes tired and sleepy I in the night was instantly lost to see the photo of Dika with her lover.

"When did he come there? Alone?" Ask me.

"Son, he came here with my mom this afternoon"

"Oh sleep over there dong. It's good to be able to keep sleeping with her lover" I said again.

"What is love don't look for trouble dong"

"You're looking for trouble. Why do you post photos with her? You're afraid he's hurt, if you post a picture of me with you? But you're not afraid that I'm the one who got hurt seeing your picture with him like this. That means you're more guarded about her feelings than I am. I'm just in both of you're lives" I said again.

"Love please don't be like this. I love you both"

"Your dear to me is only the tip of Dika's fingernails. Not as much as your love for her" I said again.

"Have enjoyed your time with your beloved.. Forget me, I'm tired like this" I said again.

I saw Dika's story again. But it was removed. Well maybe he deleted it because I was roaring like that.

"Love when you come home, I miss" he said.

"Kangens? Same me? Seriously? Didn't you hear me wrong?" Ask me to be persistent.

"Now that's love"

"Don't change the subject of your conversation. You better serve your lover who is in front of your eyes do not need you to miss me anymore"

"Love please don't be like this"

"Try you to turn back to being me. If I post a picture of me with another man who is also my lover, how do you feel? So you don't think my heart doesn't hurt to see this?" Say it again.

"Yes it's up to you. I want to sleep and rest. Tired of many activities throughout the day and now tired of also seeing your unfair behavior like this"

"Yes love, sorry happy resting love present me in your beautiful dream"

"Great dream? Nightmare is that" I said again.

"Love don't be like that"

"Have you, after what you've done, kept asking me to just shut up and endure this pain? Oh of course I can't do that"

"Yes sorry love"

"Whatever" I said, ending our conversation on the BBM app.

***

I rubbed my eyes that still felt heavy I lyric wall clock in my hotel room is now seven in the morning. I was getting ready to take a shower because Ijon would soon take me for breakfast on the first floor of the hotel.

I also went with bang Ijon to breakfast. After breakfast we get ready to go to the airport because we will return to the city of Pekanbaru and also to the Pakning River.

"Hallo, Assalamualaikum. What else is mom doing? Had breakfast?" Ask the middle-aged woman across the street.

"Waalaikumsalam is already kok son"

"Oh, we're going home today. Mother doain I hope to arrive at the destination safely"

"Yes, I will always pray for you son"

"Thank you buk, we want to go to the airport to check in the plane so that later we are not late"

"Yes be careful, son" My mother told me and ended our conversation on the phone at the time.

"Oh, I feel so sleepy" My mind. Yes of course I feel sleepy because last night I could not sleep peacefully it was because I thought of Dika who was with her lover last night even though there was her mother Dika there, but still I don't feel calm.

I want to feel like I quickly went home at that time, but what is the current power we are separated not only the ocean but also the island. Where he is currently on the island of Sumatra and I was on the island of Java, of course, it took a long time to be able to arrive at my place.

"It turns out to forget when he was with him" said I made a story in my bbm application.

"I'll never forget your love. Don't you ever think I'm like that" commented Dika in my BBM Story.

Maybe the guy saw my story back then. He immediately commented on my story.

"The reality is like that, right? You have absolutely no news from now on"

"Never was love like that. Don't think that's not about me"

"Whatever, why don't you post a picture of the two of you again this morning?"

"Is your most beautiful lover home" I said again.

"Love don't look for trouble again. She came home with my mother this morning"

"Oh okay then" I said indifferently to Dika.