PREDESTINATION

unbearable

I feel very anxious to hear the news that the honor office will be stopped. Well that means if Dika is also stopped we will live the LDR relationship again.

"Why are you silent from before love?" Dika asked me that night we went out together.

"Sad dong I, by hearing the news that the office honor will be stopped, we will LDR again" said I with sadness.

"Well, how else should love.. His name is also not his windfall. Maybe my windfall working here is over" said Dika received with airy chest.

"It's time that we're having an LDR relationship again" I said sadly.

"Yes, how else should love. It is impossible for us to force our will" Dika replied casually. Because he was confused how to. If the path is like that it must be in how it is again.

I could only sigh heavily I heard a remark from Dika just now.

***

That night I could not sleep in peace. I thought about parting ways with Dika. Well I just felt close to that special person from my life, now I have to separate.

"Does God have my love story to get here? I really can't afford to be away from him anymore" I don't feel some clear water now running down my cheek.

"Why is my love's fate so complicated like this? Maybe this is my love destiny. Just feel the happiness with her, now have to separate again" said I until, the sadness in my heart now makes me sleep that night.

***

With slow steps I entered my office. Well, I'm not very excited for work today.

"Good, tomorrow you want to go to the bank to deposit money in the bank. Please make your symphony brother yes"

"Oke bang" I said directly to carry out my duties.

I immediately typed in number by number in my symphony app.

"Ramah" Call Nindi's mother to me.

"Yes buk, just a moment bang Ijon, mother has called me" said I left the Ijon bang in his place.

"What's up?" I asked when I arrived in front of Nindi's mother.

"This will help you bring this intern home. He fell down while going to this office earlier. Tu saw his body a lot of blisters" Obviously again.

Although my heart is heavy to deliver the apprentice girl, but I have to go deliver her to her house.

"Good buk" I said.

"Let's go deck, we go home" I told the intern

I also drove the intern to his house Turns out the intern was his house not far from the mosque in the area of Gawar-gawar.

Well I can only sigh heavily after bringing the apprentice to his house. Well because I currently can't continue my work. But what is the power because this command well including my superiors as well, I have to follow it.

***

"Already Mah?" Ask bang Ijon when I get to the office.

"It's bang" I answered immediately continued my work.

Because I was not too focused when it was added by chasing time, I also typed the wrong number in the symphony. That should be a million to ten million. Well really I didn't realize that.

Well that's me, if I'm working on something, then don't bother me then. Because if it disturbs the results will be like this. I'm not refocusing on my work. So that makes me wrong in typing values. Not only now, even in High School I was like that. What else if you do the task of receipts. Obviously in the lesson it should require a high concentration. Then if I get distracted, I'll be confused about doing it. That should be his path of completion I know his way of being ignorant at all.

***

"Good" said bang Ijon to me at that time he had gone to deposit money into the bank. However, the results of the symphony and also the report I made were wrong. From there you can find out that the symphony I made was wrong.

"Yes bang" answered me.

"Your symphony and your report are wrong. Try checking again"

I checked it immediately too.

"Yes bang wrong should be his one million but this be ten million. The advantages I typed his zero bang.. How's this?" Ask me to feel panic because it was wrong to make the symphony.

"In the meantime Mah let his brother call the bank man first to ask how should this. Can I get the money back or how"

Shortly after Ijon went to contact the bank, the man with the three children returned.

"Happy, it turns out that it can be processed to return the money deposited earlier. But using time. Well at least next month is just finished his process" said bang Ijon to me. Well at least I feel relieved because the money can come back. If I don't have to replace what I'm doing with that kind of money.

"Thank God if you can get the money back"

"Yes, don't worry. Everything can be handled"

"Oh yeah, why the hell can you not concentrate like that. Your usual work is neat and there are no mistakes"

"Sorry I have a lot of thoughts. Moreover, her mother Nindi asked me to deliver the apprentice child home. At that time, I was making a symphony. So don't concentrate me on her. Well from the first I could not be disturbed if I was working on something" I explained to bang Ijon.

"Oh that, yes already if so, all has happened. Tomorrow brother will ask for help with his mother Nindi if the dictionary is a job, do not be disturbed first. Letting you finish your new job can be asked for help. What else we work on in the finance section. It should be of high concentration. If one of the numbers only then like this is the result" explained bang Ijon again to me.

I nodded in agreement with what Ijon said earlier. It's true what the three boys said.

***

"Why the hell Mah? Every time I come home from work it's lethargic" my mother asked me with a crumpled face.

"Many minds buk"

"About the issue of office honor in quitting again?"

"Not really buk, I was wrong for symphony. The number of symphonies and reports I make is not the same. While the money has been deposited in the bank"

"Can't it be like that?"

"Yes the name also lacks concentration buk. So it's like that"

"You think Dika continues to be like this is the result"

"Not really buk, it's just that when I was working I was asked to deliver an intern home because he fell off the motorcycle while going to the office earlier.. And this is the result if I'm at work disturbed" I explained to my mother.

My mother just shook her head in response to my words.

"Yes, you took a shower there. Continue to pray magrib. Pray that all your problems will be resolved soon" the middle-aged woman told me. Without being asked a second time I immediately followed what my mother ordered.