PREDESTINATION

Meet Doni

I was a little jealous of Dika. Well of course I'm jealous of what else knowing that her lover across the street is closer to her family. As for me, I'm just a little stump that has no meaning in this relationship.

Dika also asked me to tell me what really happened to me so that our relationship is always open and there are no secrets between you.

But I still felt that I had not told Dika about my gloomy past. These lips still feel heavy to tell.

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With a weak move because there was a problem with Dika, I also entered the office where I worked. I used to sting four five to start the day. But not this morning. I was really weak at the incident yesterday afternoon at his Dika office where message after message from Dika's lover across there.

I slammed my body on my workplace chair while sighing west. I don't think I can survive in this love triangle. But this heart can't just let go.

I opened the laptop on my desk. I open the songs on the youtobe to drive away my mischief and anxiety.. Don't forget I'm diving into my social media to find entertainment so I can take my mind off.

Ting...

Suddenly the notification from my facebook was active. There's someone who marked me by his status. I clicked on the notice to see who marked her status to me.

"Satiawan Raka?" Inwardly I also opened the status that marked me.

"Hay beautiful, how's my lovely ex. Until now I have not been able to forget you" he said in his status.

"Huh? Raka what the hell is he? No shame what to say like that on Facebook status like this? Like I'm just great. Shameful" My inner self is a little upset. Well Raka was my ex back in High School. Even though we were dating, we never walked together. Once we met at the opening event of MTQ level sub-district held at my place there we met for the first and last time. Raka lives in Lubuk Muda village. The village was two villages away from my village where Dika works now. He often invited me to meet and walk together at that time. But I refused it, I'm still sitting in High School. If I go out with my men and my family, I can be executed that day. That's why I never walked with him. Maybe that's why all my girlfriends from high school ran away from me. For three months we were in a relationship just giving news through messages. Until at the end of it he disappeared somewhere. From there our relationship ended. But somehow, after a long time he came back to contact me at this time.

"How are you, my past lover, I just realized there's nothing as great as you" Her status again marked me.

"Well, it turns out that there is someone who has not been able to move on from the ex" Comment from someone who I do not know anyone in the status made by Raka.

"Yes, I can't move on. Her shadow haunts me every night" Reply Raka.

"Where are you now?" Ask that guy who might be Raka's friend.

"In Batam, work is looking for money to apply" he replied.

Not her feeling proud or how to hear Raka like that to me, I instead felt ashamed because of her actions. I don't know right now all I want is Dika not Raka. And obviously I'm embarrassed if Raka is like that. Because I do not deserve to be made the most beautiful ex because of my current circumstances.

"What a child, just weird" My inner self again. I admit Raka is also a handsome man with an oval nose and tan skin that supports his good looks. There must be many women who are crazy about him because of his good looks. But still I only expected Dika not Raka.

I was busy reading comments on Raka's status that marked me, without me realizing it was one by one the office employees had been present in my office. Until all work desks have been fully filled by the employees present.

"Ramah" Tegur West sir who suddenly entered my room. Of course I have one room with Rika's brother as the income treasurer because I work there as a treasurer's maid.

"Yes sir" I replied in shock.

"Why didn't Dika pick up my phone from earlier? Where the hell is he?" Ask the West to me which confuses me.

"Huh? Didn't you pick up the phone?" Rework me.

"Yes, he didn't pick up my phone at all. I tried to contact him a few times but he was not picked up either. Didn't-don't he faint at the office"

Degs....

The western sir's words just made my heart beat so fast. Of course it makes me nervous because indeed from this morning I had no contact with Dika. I usually wake her up every morning as her alarm before I go to the office. Out of fear the ship's agent came to his office to ask for a mesh letter. But he has not woke up also from his sleep could-can he be angry with the West sir. That's why I wake her up every morning.

But not this morning.. Because last night's events made me reluctant to contact first because this heart still feels chaotic.

"You know why he's friendly?" Ask the West again.

"Oh my goodness, how do I know sir. I don't live in a house with him. Maybe he's still sleeping" I said.

Well Dika is indeed difficult to wake up early if he has slept it. The hardest part. If I contact her it should be up many times with the message and also her phone just make her aware of her sleep. it was because he always stayed up until he recovered and then he slept. That's why it's so hard to get up in the morning.

"Well, try to get him in touch again. Tell him you asked him to come to the office here. Today the head of the office came. So you want to acquaint him with the head of the office. So that he won't be told the dark workers later" West told me then he went back to his room.

"Yes sir" I answered immediately took my phone to contact Dika. My heart feels anxious because of the words of the West sir.

"Okay, where the hell are you Dika? If he doesn't wake up from his sleep, it's okay. But if something happens to him how? Ouch.....Why the hell do you keep making me feel anxious like this? How can I get away from you if you're like this? Just wanted to forget instead you came back to make me anxious like this" My inner self again while pressing her mobile number Dika to contact her.

Well as usual, twice there was no answer at all from Dika. I didn't give up until I called back.

"Hallo" answered him with a heavy voice because he just woke up.

"Alhamdulillah finally you I also call from me. You've been anywhere since Mr. West contacted you. But you didn't answer the call" I nagged.

"Sorry love. I just woke up. Last night I couldn't sleep because I kept having nightmares" he explained to me.

"Had the dawn prayer rang and I was just able to sleep" he added.

"What dream?" Ask me.

"The dream of a black man who wants to hurt me" he said again.

"Black guy? You mean ghosts?"

Degs....

My heart was pounding hearing the explanation from Dika just now.. Suddenly my hair was goosebumps.

"Is there a ghost in Dika's office?" My mind wonders.

"Instead of each of our dwellings there are residents also in the form of subtle creatures" added my inner again.

"Couldn't you? You haven't lived there for a long time. Yesterday this time you had such a nightmare" I said.

"I also don't know the love why last night I had such a nightmare. Her name was also a dream of love where I could control the dream came just like that. Is it not because I practice the prayers given by my father as my protector here. Well like my walling word so that I am protected from subtle creatures that are invisible" explained Dika.

"Yes, we'll talk about that again. Now you wake up and take a shower. You were asked by the West to come to the office. Mr. West said the Head Office will come today and he wants you to meet him so you don't say dark workers later" I explained.

"Is the head of his office here now?"

"Not yet, it's only eight o'clock that maybe he came around nine o'clock. Anyway you get ready. Keep calling the west said apologize to him" I said again.

"Okay love, I'm going to the office. I take a shower first" he said.

"OK" I answered ending my call.

"Geez, the habit really can not wake up in the morning. But by the way the problem of the dream is that suddenly I became creepy huh. So the more worried about letting him stay alone there fearing anything will happen to him. But if it's not there he lives, where does it stay? There's no way he's staying in my house can go berserk later on my mom and dad" I said slowly as if I was saying to myself.

"Ah, don't think too much. Just make my head dizzy" I said again.

"Help" Call Rika's sister to me who just came into our room.

"Yes my brother" answered me.

"Please copy this document. Today the Head Office will come to the office and he wants to check our finances on this day. So you please photocopy this can as much as two doubles to be submitted later to the Head of the Office of Financial Reports" he said again.

"Okay sister" answered me directly to the photocopy room to copy the documents requested by Rika's sister earlier.

"Help" Call the West again as we go on our rounds. Where I just came out of the photocopier room while she was about to go into her room.

"Yes sir" I replied in shock.

"Where? Can you contact Dika? Any answers from him?"

"Already sir, he'll be here soon" I replied.

"Oh, what the hell is that kid. Her wake-up misery. If there's a ship agent who wants to ask for a road letter early in the morning how?" Said the West to me.

I can only grin at the words of the West sir just now. To be honest I felt bad to hear the complaints from the Westerner. I'm the one looking for employees for the West sir. While the employee I was looking for always woke up late if not awakened by me.

I went back to my room.

"This is the sis of the document" I said giving the document requested by Rika's sister earlier.

"Thank you for the deck" he answered and was busy with the laptop in front of him.

"Yes my brother"

"Good" There was the sound of someone calling me from the next room.

"Yes bang" I answered directly to the next room where the chamber of the treasurer of expenses was located.

"Please go into the room, head of the TU kasubag. Find documents on my behalf yes" said bang Adi who served as treasurer of expenses in the office.

"Oke bang" I answered immediately went to the room requested by the Adi bang and looked for the documents he requested.

"Where are the documents?" My mind after arriving in front of the shelf containing documents in the form of employee data in the office.

Today I am very unfocused in my work. From the events of yesterday afternoon that made me feel jealous of Dika, to the thought of Dika who had a bad dream last night, and the last one makes me feel bad for the west man because he woke up bad luck.

"Geez Friendly, focused, focused. Don't mind you going anywhere. You have to focus on work" I told myself.

"Come, come on, focus on the tralala" I said again as if to encourage myself whose mind was currently in turmoil.

I also went back to look for the documents requested by Bang Adi earlier.

"Alhamdulillah finally met too" My mind was relieved because the documents requested by bang Adi I had found.

"This is the document that my brother requested earlier" I said handing the document to bang Adi.

"Thank you" he said.

"Yes bang together" I got out of the room and went back to my room.