PREDESTINATION

Willy

I accompanied Dika with my cousin sister because she had a fever at that time. And when I came home, my cousin and I were alone with his girlfriend Dika who also came at that time.

"Sister, that's Fida. Why is he here? Alone pulak tu" said Siti pointed towards the girl who had just passed by beside us.

"I don't know the deck. Maybe he came here because he wanted to see Dika's situation as well. It could be that Dika told her that she was sick and the girl was worried about her. Then he came" I explained to Siti.

"Yes but this is almost magrib brother. He shouldn't be here at a time like this" Siti said.

"Let's just deck. Want to do something. We can't get him out of here. Later Dika even angry with us" said I again.

"Yes if so" said Siti.

***

"Dek, don't be so late coming home from Dika's office. It's not good to look at the people around there" I said to Fida.

"When you know for yourself if we have been commemorated that you should not be alone in your office" I also said through a message to Dika.

"So you know what to do" I told Dika again.

I waited long enough for a reply from Dika. But there is no answer from him yet. Maybe he was busy with his business there with his lover.

I tried to contact Dika so that she would realize and read the message I sent earlier.

"Yes love. I know, you just calm down. He and I are not in the office right now. I brought her to eat outside" she replied.

"Lo, you're not healthy anymore, why even run?"

"Nothing love. I should how? No way I told him to come home when he just arrived. Like I don't appreciate him coming here" he replied to my message.

"Yes I know, I didn't mean for you to drive her home. It's just that you're not healthy right now"

"Nothing love. I'm better" said Dika again.

"Oh yes, that's it. Thank goodness I'm healthy" I said again.

"Serve your love" I added, ending our conversation through the text message.

I threw my body on my bed. Well I was so sad to know Dika was with her lover. The anxiety started to haunt me.

"Sometimes this is not fair. I accompany you and take care of you when you are sick. But once you are healthy, you ignore me when you are with your lover like this. See you're not replying to my message anymore" My inner self.

Not feeling some clear water is now starting to wet my cheeks. Well this heartache knowing Dika is with his lover at this time. Though in the mouth said willing to be the second. But still in the heart can not accept all that.

Every minute I always glance at my phone to see a message from Dika. However, until eight o'clock past thirty minutes there was not at all one message coming from Dika.

"They're doing what? There's no news of it at all like this" My mind is getting restless.

"You send a message or call his prestige dong. Later it even seems I am chasing after him and even in saying I disturb again" My mind again

"But I can't be like this. It's so restless in this heart if there's no news. Whether the lover has come home or not" I said again. What a disturbing feeling continues to haunt me this.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim, astaghfirullahaladzim, astaghfirullahaladzim" I said in my heart to relieve the anxiety in my chest. I took a few breaths so that I would feel a little calm. For a while I was able to dispel this sense of unease in the heart. However, that feeling now came up again when I had not yet found a message from Dika.

"Oh Allah, it's nine o'clock? And Dika also has not given any news to me. Are they.... " I said in my heart thinking about the bad things they did.

"Astaghfirullahaladzim, What the hell am I thinking? Why can I go to like that? O God cast away these bad thoughts from me" My mind prayed as it closed my eyes.

"Ah better I sleep. Why am I waiting for news from an obscure person like this. She was delicious there with her lover. Maybe they were joking and laughing together. While me? I can only wait for some vague news like this. I may be crazy to make it" I said slowly to myself.

I tried to close my eyes so that I could sleep peacefully that night without thinking about those who were there.

Ting...

Ten o'clock in the night my phone just rang. Well, because at that time I was waiting for news from Dika there, until it made me sleep unsettled can be said I was between sleep and wake up. So before anything my phone rings it can wake me up that night. Surely you have also experienced the same thing as me not while waiting for news from a special person in your life.

I quickly picked up the phone beside me and saw the message from who sent me the message that night.

"Have you slept in love?" Ask her through her short message. Well you can guess that the message was from Dika.

"It's been this night just giving word. Where the hell have you been?" Reply me with a ketus.

"Sorry love, there was a little problem on the ship so me and the West sir had to go to the ship to check the ship" Dika explained.

"Oh, what is that? Not busy when with his lover who willingly cross the afternoon to meet you" My words sounded insinuating and did not believe the explanation from Dika earlier.

"True to love. I was with the West sir. If you don't believe me, you can call West to ask this question"

"Well, did I ask the same question, Westerner? I could be ridiculed tomorrow by Westerners in the office" I said in my heart.

"Otherwise if you're the same Westerner, where is your lover? You're also on board the ship?" Say it again.

"No love, just after eating, he went straight home. At about seven o'clock I'll take him to the port. Mr. West also wants to come here because that's why I have a reason to tell him to go home" Dika explained again.

"Good, thankfully the West sir came to make the girl come home. Otherwise, well it could be that they are still together at the moment" My inner smile was satisfied reading the message from Dika.

If she can already choose her lover, I make sure I will never interfere with their lives again and I will guarantee the agency of their relationship because I am not in the third person.

"Why hasn't love slept?"

"Had slept earlier, just woke up to poop" I told a lie. I was nervous not getting a message from him. Well obviously I don't want to say the truth because I don't want to be big on my head.

"Oh yeah how's your fever. Is it really healed? You've been taking the medicine yet?" Ask Dika.

"Alhamdulillah is feeling better. Thank you for your love for taking good care of me. Twice I was seriously ill, twice you took care of me and made me feel healthy like this. I'm really lucky to have a lover like you" he said in praise.

Suddenly for a moment I smiled with a shy blush to hear the praise from Dika. But the smile was lost again when I shadowed Dika's lover who had just come to visit her.

"Ah sombal you, if you're lucky to have me, why is it still double?" My inner. Well I would love to say that. But I'm ignoring my intentions because I don't want to be offended later.

"Your dragon" That's the only message I can send to her.

"Truly love. I'm not a slug at all"

"Thank you for the compliment"

"Yes, the day is also late. You're sleeping yes"

"So you don't sleep? You should also sleep as you've just recovered from your fever"

"Love, I'll sleep later. Later this afternoon I was also satisfied his sleep of love" Dika explained to me.

"Oh yes, my question that you have taken the medicine has not been answered"

"Oh yes love. I forgot I haven't taken my medication. Good thing you remember me"

"That's forgetting you again. Habits like that. If you feel good, you will not want to take the medicine again" I said.

"Yes love, I'm sorry I want to take the medicine"

"Yes already took the medicine there after that break. You just healed. I don't want you to get sick anymore" I said attentively.

"Yes love, I will obey all your will" he said, ending our brief message that night.

***

The honors paid by the office are now threatened to be stopped.. It makes me feel uneasy, well because obviously Dika will be threatened in stopping. fortunately, I have become the honor of the government and of course my salary also rose.

"Yes Allah has just me and Dika want to pursue a career together, Dika even threatened to stop right" My mind is sad to hear this bad news.

"What should I do, O God. Are we not destined to be together? And in the end we will be separated again" My inner self again.

"I just felt happiness when he was with me here, uh now even threatened our LDR again. Where we're separated by the ocean"

I breathe my heavy breath. With heavy steps I entered my house. Well I'm very sad and not in the mood to say anything.. Even though the news is just confusing and not yet clearly true or not? Still, the news made me think about the man I love. I feel unable to part with her again and live the LDR relationship as before.

"Why are you loyo like that?" Reprove my mother.

"Again no mood buk to say" I said.

"It's not old to say that. Just shut up as long as she lets out a sound" My mother let out her nagging.

"Why did your mom talk about it?"

"His answer was asked instead"

"I'm sad again you buk. Entertain the cake of his son who is upset this"

"How about entertainment? Want mom like that clown to cheer you up?"

"It's not buk either. Yes kelurin dong these self-motivating words"

"How will you put out the words of a pearl if you don't tell me something that makes you like this"

I let out a heavy sigh of mine and began to tell her what was currently going on.

"So you're not threatened in stopping, are you?" Ask my mom to me.

"It's not buk. I have paid homage to the government. This Dika who is threatened stops. Poor thing he just got a job" I told my mother.

"Mom also does not know what to say and give a word of motivation for you. Mother is confused at this time as well" explained my mother.

"Yes already buk. We pray that this news is not true and that all office honors will not be stopped.. If that happens, then there will be mass unemployment in our country. Automatically crime will increase" I explained. Well of course crime is increasing because there is no income to meet daily needs

"Yes Aamiin, I hope so" said my mother.

"Yes, I'm gonna take a shower. It's the sour smell of my body" I said directly passed from the presence of the middle-aged woman.