PREDESTINATION

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We went to lunch together. At the restaurant in Pangkalan Jambi using Pak Andi's car.

***

All day I waited for news from Dodi but there was no news from him. This heart is restless. There's a feeling he's doing something across there. Whether it's the same way as another girl or another as her. Well lately he seems to be changing.

"Where the hell are you, Dodi? What are you doing across there? Why hasn't he been all day?" My mind is worried. Truly a day without news of him I feel like the world is gloomy. Well very, very grim. What I did became all her was not in the mood.

A single message from her was able to treat this sense of emptiness from her. So important to me.

"Yes Hello sir" I said as my phone rang from one of the room's heads. Who invited us to lunch yesterday.

"Where are you?"

"At home sir. What's up?"

"Can you come to the cafe? I am there now. Keep me there" he said.

"Two sir?"

"Yes both" she replied briefly.

"Don't ask too many questions. Come by yes. I'm waiting for this not long" he said immediately turn off his phone.

"I no longer have the mood to ask at this pulak friend of people. Well yes I have been there rather than at home makes me more upset to think of Dodi until an afternoon like this no news" My mind.

"Oh, I'm going out for a while huh" I asked my mother for permission.

"Where? Hard at five o'clock in the afternoon where are you going?"

"But briefly. One of the fathers of the head of the room in my office invited me to eat at the cafe" I said again.

"Oh yeah, be careful. Hurry home yeah. Don't let your magrib come home" said my mother.

"Yes buk, mother calm down" said I immediately stuck my motor gas into the cafe that was said by the father earlier.

***

Seen the father was sitting on the terrace of the cafe with his casual clothes.

"Do you want to be friendly?"

"Juice oranges sir" I said directly sitting in front of the father.

"His food?"

"Oh can you order some food, too, sir?"

"By dong"

"Fried potatoes sir"

"Fried rice, fried noodles don't want it?"

"No sir, I want some snack food" I replied.

"That's buk, the order he recorded yes" said the father had asked the mother of the cafe owner to record my order.

There, I just sat with him. Well there's not much chatter we do because I'm not a public braggart. Especially to my boss like that. I just choose silence aka kalem.

"There's still no word from the Dodi" My mind stared at my phone waiting for news from her. Well I intentionally didn't contact her. Is it wrong of him to call me first, right? Lately I've always been the one to call her first. I don't know what made it change.

I accidentally saw bang Dodi passing by using his motorbike on the highway not far from where I was sitting. Well incidentally the cafe is located on the side of the road so he can see freely the people who go back and forth there.

Degs....

Now I feel the pain when I see this man. The past now seems to be repeating itself. Every time I look at her, it makes this heart so sick. Because it is he that I became like this. I'm dirty, I'm despicable, there's nothing more to be proud of. Even Dodi who is now my girlfriend is not necessarily able to accept me if she knows my true condition.

"It's hard to forget what happened. The more I forget, review this heartache" My status at BBM.

A few minutes after I made that status.

"Why love? It looks so bad" Dodi's message went into my BBM chat.

"New nongol you. Where have you been all this time?" My mind stared at my phone screen in annoyance.

"Am I wrong with you love? Are you angry with me?" Say it again.

"Have you heard? Where the hell is it?" Reply me.

"Sorry love. There was business" he said.

"What business? Same street business as your ex? Do you still have a relationship with your most beautiful ex?"

"Which one is it?"

"Your most beautiful ex" answered me again.

"Why love? Don't think that's not-not the same as me" he said.

"So, I've been feeling bad all day. You're far in my eyes. I don't taboo what you're doing there. Whether you can be loyal or not there" I said again.

"Feasily love. Take it easy" he said.

I didn't return a message from her. I don't know why my emotions exploded that day. Well that's me, my emotions are good, sometimes explosive.

"Sir, it's almost this magrib. I go home first" I told my boss.

"Oh yes please" answered him.

I immediately drove on my motorbike to go home.

***

"Love why don't you answer my message?" Ask Dodi through her BBM message. I still ignored the message from him.

"Love, don't fuck around"

"Sorry to open means indifferent just that I was again on the way home" I said after I arrived home and this heart began to calm down.

"Oh yes, in my place there are vacancies but the minimarket cashier section. You want?" Ask me.

"It just so happens that the minimarket has just opened and not too many people have proposed. The salary is pretty good two million" I said.

"Oh yes, I can" she answered.

"OK I'll send you the terms. You prepare and tomorrow afternoon I will pick up the terms at the port" I said.

"Just pick up at the port? We're not going for a walk?" Ask Dodi.

"Can't, I came home from his office in the afternoon. Later even angry my mother if I go home at night" answered me.

"OK deh love, I will finish all the conditions yes" said Dodi at the end.

I really wanted Dodi to get a job at my place. Well, besides getting a good job with a decent salary, he's also constantly on my side. That way I can control it.

***

"Sister, are we just walking?" Ask Siti. Well I asked Siti my cousin sister to accompany me. My relationship with Yus is now far away. Not because we were hostile, just because we didn't get a job at Pakning, he decided to return to the Apit River where his parents were.

So, it's only Siti who's my friend right now. Wherever I take Siti to go with me.

"Yes just walk. Later let Dodi deliver his terms at the port. The motorbike lives here in the parking lot" I replied parking my motorbike in the parking lot that is usually used for motorbike care.

"Let's go deck, let's go" take me to my cousin's sister.

We got into the fairy ship on foot.

***

"Hallo, where the hell are you? I have arrived at Bengkalis this" I said when calling Dodi.

"Well, I'll be there for a minute" he said.

I sat in the waiting room at the port. The place where the passengers wait for the fairy ship to depart later. Not so long ago, Dodi also came with a smile on his lips. He wears a dark blue leather jacket with a red shirt inside. Her hair is cut with a low-fade model shows her clear face shape. Not to forget the dark blue Jeans pants enveloped all his legs. Sports shoes also support his appearance that afternoon.

He always impressed me with his beautiful appearance. Whatever he wears seems to fit him. There are no blemishes in my eyes.

"Sorry the old love is waiting for her" he told me.

"Yes it's okay. The fairy ship is still resting" I said.

"So really go home using the same fairy ship?" Ask him to me.

"Yes, we went straight home. Later tonight" I said again.

"Well, don't let go of longing"

"If you want to let go of longing, cross dong to Pakning. Time he I continue to cross your nyamperin" I said again.

"Evidence dong love you to me who said the ocean will you cross" added me again.

I just answered with a smile.

"Which terms I asked for"

"It's love" said he handed a map of brown color.

"OKAY. I'll take you to the minimarket. There will be training in Pekanbaru. Indeed, that is the procedure if you want to work in a minimarket called Indoapril it" explained me.

"Hopefully you got a job there"

"Aamiin, thank you for love" she said to me.

"Yes the day we go home first yes, soon the fairy boat will also leave"

"Be careful of love. Arrive at the cabarin's house"

"Yes"

***

"Love, we've been inside this fairy." Dodi's message made me who was delicious lying down while surfing my social media to wake up shocked.

"Are you really crossing over?" Ask me.

"Yes love. I crossed for my love of you" replied Dodi while sending her photos that were in the fairy ship with Rio through BBM chat.

"Where are you guys?"

"In the sea of love"

"Okay, what time did you cross?"

"Fifty thirty was love"

"Out automatically dong they haven't had dinner yet. There's no way I'm gonna let them starve here" My mind.

"Well, did I take them out to eat. There is nothing at home either. I'm afraid my mother will be angry later" My inner self again.

"OK when you arrive, you will tell me. We'll go there and get you guys"

"OK love. We also do not know this way to your house" said Dodi who is this second time he came to my place.

"okay"

"Daddy, not busy? Tonight accompany brother yuk. Dodi and her friend Rio turned out to be really nyebrang lo. They are already in the middle of the sea. They may not come we will not welcome. They come from afar" My message to my cousin's sister.

"OKo brother. The deck is not busy"

"Okay you get ready, soon brother pick you up" I said again.

"okay"

***

Siti and I were waiting next to the ticket sales for Dodi and Rio to arrive.

"For the sake of my love for you, the ocean will cross" Dodi's singing is now chanted when she sees Siti and me waiting next to the ticket.

"Thank you for coming" said you to welcome them with a smile.

"You haven't eaten yet, have you? Let's eat some meatballs" I said.

"May, may" said the second.

Well that's how I am. Because it has been working, and has its own money handle, I loyal to share it with people. It's just because of the food problem yes, because the food is very much in need. If it's any other problem I think twice about buying it. I can't let them starve either.

I'm the only one who's worked and established there. Dodi has no permanent job. Sometimes he has a job with his dad sometimes not. While Rio and Siti are still the school where there is their money.

"She, we're eating her meatballs at a meatball stall not far from your house that's all right"

"Let's go there" I told them. Siti and I are still together. While Rio and Dodi use Rio motorbike boncegan both as well.

Siti and I went to the meatball shop first to ask if there was food available or not.

It turns out the food there is finished only boiled noodles left again.

"It's over. We go to the stalls in the village of Dompas aja yes" said I again invite them to go to the stalls I mean.

"Bang, is there still his meatball bang?" Ask me when I get to the shop I mean.

"What message do you want?" Ask the shop owner.

"For a while I asked my friends first" I said directly asking those who were waiting on the motorbike to enter the stall and take their seats.

"What message do you want?" Ask the shop owner.

"I satay" said Siti.

"I also want satay" replied Dodi and Rio simultaneously.

"Yes, satay four means yes bang" I said

"Drink what?"

"Any ice tea?" Ask them.

The three of them agreed.

"The sweet ice tea is also four" I said.

"So soon" said the shop owner.

***

"Where are we going now?" Dodi asked after we finished eating at the stall.

"Where, to the leton bridge we are" Invite me because it does not know where the destination is. Want to go to the artificial lake can not because at night the lake is closed.

"Yes Rio is the same as Siti. Let Brother be friendly with me" said Dodi give advice.

"Oke bhat" Rio replied.

"But don't mess with me you're the same" I said.

"Nothing. It's just a kind of thing" Rio replied as he pleased.

"Just look at you" I said pointing to Rio not to mess with my cousin's sister.

***

"Thank you for coming here for me" I said after we drove the two men to the port.

"Yes love equally" he said.

"We go home first" he added.

"Yes carefully. Later if you guys have arrived, yes" I said again.

Back this lonely heart drove Dodi home. The weight of the heart parted, but what is the power, we really have to separate.

***

"Sister, I'm the same Rio sohan lo" Siti told me when she came to my house that night.

"Huh? Just last night you met him, you guys made up?" Ask me in shock.

"Yes my sister" smiled happily.

I could only shake my head to look at my cousin's sister.

Back last night's moment was reflected in my memory. Where when Dodi was with me I could feel his phone vibrating a sign of someone contacting him. It's just that he ignored the call because he was with me.

"Who kept contacting her? And if there's nothing else why he didn't just lift it instead of ignoring it more" I said again in my heart.

I don't know why I became suspicious of him. I'm afraid he's playing with fire there. I'm far away here and I can't control it.. While close can people cheat what else is far like this.

"O Allah, if he is destined for me, we will one day. Rest assured this heart if he is right is destined for me. But if you don't, don't you disappoint this heart that is too hopeful for it" My mind prays.

"Sister, has there been a call in Indoapril to bang Dodi?" Tanya Siti broke my daydream.

"The word is not yet. No one there contacted him. Well maybe there is no windfall" I said again.

"Oh, what about you? Can you write a dance for Dina's group?"

"Already dong. They also finished taking his grades. And his word would be there's a value take for the drama" I explained.

"Refault again dong"

"I'm glad I'm busy like this. So I'm not too anxious to think about someone over there" I'm clear again.