PREDESTINATION

Reunite

I gave the plastic containing the grilled meatballs we bought earlier to my parents to my mother who was sitting in front of the tv.

"Don't bother not having to be like this. Better the money you save for your daily needs" said my mother.

"Nothing buk. Only once, not every day"

"Thank you yes"

"Yes buk equally. If so, excuse me to go home first" said Dika kissed the back of my mother's hand and went out of my house.

"Yes, be careful" replied my mother again.

I drove Dika home to my doorstep.

"Be careful on the road" I said.

"Yes love. Thank you for tonight" he said.

"Yes together" I said with a smile.

Dika also drove on his motorcycle to return to his office.

"He's your girlfriend Mah?" Ask my mother when I come into our house.

"Not only friends"

"Friends, friends, what kind of friends call love-love like that" said my mother.

"Yes buk, just friends. Here he has no friends. I'm the only friend he's here that he knows"

"Lo said it used to be one course with you. Means one course also dong same Yus and Rizen"

"Yes buk is indeed one course is the same as them"

"Surely he knew them too. Why did you say you only knew her?" Ask my mother.

"Not close to them is the same" I said again.

***

It's been a month working in the office where he works. And during that time also I often accompany her in her office. If it's the night I go out with her for dinner. Sometimes he also came to my house for a little chat was our work problem in the office. Confide with each other.

"Oh yes, my mother made green bean porridge mixed with durian. Very nice, a moment yes I takein" said I went straight into the house to take artificial green bean porridge. He was waiting for me in front of my brother's porch. Well my brother's house is next to mine. In front of him was a terrace and also chairs and tables where my brother opened a small grocery store.

"Here's the bean porridge, hopefully to your taste" I said.

"Where to buy durian?"

"That's what I bought on the side of the road when I got home from the office. You like durian, right?"

"Like dong duriannya aja that does not exist" said Dika again.

"Yes already if it is to eat, and try to comment how the taste of my mother's cooking" said I. Dika also directly tried green bean porridge made by my mother.

"Enak, the sweetness of the durian is also delicious. Moreover, the thick porridge like this is very addictive to eat it" comments Dika about my mother's cooking.

"Yes dong, the cuisine of the mother to it is second to none. Surely all the children were thinking the same thing as what I said. Surely his mother was the most famous chef in his life and no one could match the cuisine of a mother. Likewise with you, you must also think that your mother is the most delicious cuisine" I said with a smile.

He answered my question with a smile.

***

Sunday has arrived. I decided to go to Dika's office with her at the office with my cousin sister Siti.

Not forgetting before we arrived at Dika's office, we stopped by a minimarket to buy some snacks. Well I do like snacking rather than eating heavy meals.

Dika smiled at the arrival of me and Siti who had just arrived at her office. Of course he's happy to see you coming because he made friends and is not alone in that office.

"Well, you guys happened to come. I drill here" he said again.

"Have you had lunch?" I asked by carrying a snack that I bought earlier with Siti before arriving at her office and entering the office where Dika worked.

"Not yet"

"Here I bring a snack to prop up a hungry stomach"

"Oh yeah if you're hungry you buy food where?"

"That's in the front shop there is food and drinks available there" Said Dika while pointing towards the stall in front of the office which slightly entered into the alley of the houses of residents around there.

"Oh there"

"Yes love, the hell eat there later after the end of the month or the beginning of the new month is paid" Dika explained again.

Dika's phone vibrated on the table I scrunched my forehead when I read the BBM chat from Joleh there.

"Joleh? Who's Joleh?" My mind wonders. I see Dika's back busy with his computer.

I'll get Dika's phone. Siti who was busy eating her snacks stopped when I took Dika's phone.

"Who's brother?" Ask Siti in a whisper to me.

"Don't know, but here write his name Joleh"

"Joleh?" Ask Siti wonder.

I opened the unlocked Dika phone with a pattern or password. So that makes it easy for me to compartmentalize his cell phone.

"Yes, be careful there. Love you dear" The message sounded.

"Nlta? Is this Fida's number?" My inner. Well since I fought with Dika the other day I did delete everything related to Fida and Dika.

It's just that Dika again contacted me at that time and again made this heart flowery making me back save the number or even the BBM pin.

I opened her profile picture. Well it turns out to be true it was Fida's number.

I opened the message from Fida and Dika from the beginning. Well I want to know everything they're talking about.

"Love kangen" Message from Dika.

"Yes dear., nta also miss the same darling"

"Why love again?"

"More and again kangen equally dear" Reply Fida who wrote the name of his cellphone with the name Joleh.

I also do not know why Dika can make the name Fida with the name Joleh. whereas Joleh it in Malay language is interpreted with kegatelan. All I know is one, she has a name for her lover.

As for me, just written with the name Friendly alone there is no special at all.

"Sama dong, kangen is also the same you nta. Want to go home, want to be with you" Reply Dika again.

"Then he quickly went home dear dong so we can be together again"

"The pengennya anyway it's nta. But what is the power at this time I am working" Message from Dika again.

"Oh yeah baby, right now it's in your house just nowit's a way to the house to see the situation of your parents. Thank God they are okay" he said.

"Thank you for caring about both my parents. Please take care of them. Only nta can be expected again because nta is there while I am here can not monitor their situation" Dika said again.

"Dear, calm down I will always look after them for you. Because they are my future in-laws" replied Fida with emod love.

Siti quickly took the phone Dika I read a message from Joleh.

That makes me surprised. Siti quickly turned off the screen and placed it back on the table.

"What the hell is deck?" Ask me.

"That's the bang when she came here" said Siti pointing towards Dika with her mouth.

"What are you guys doing? Comeon?" Tanya Dika approached us with her smile.

"There's a message from Joleh" I said.

"Huh? Where's?" Her question immediately took her cell phone.

"Dek, go home yuk" I said with my cousin's sister.

"Lo, how quick to go home. What time is it" said Dika.

"You go to the market for a while there are items that you want to buy with my brother who was entrusted to me" I obviously lied.

Maybe Dika can understand that right now I am jealous of him. For reading a message from her lover across the street.

He looked at me with a look I could hardly understand.

"What the hell is staring at me like that?"

"angry? Jealousy?"

"Sir, it's normal. Who am I is just a Hatari cake dipped with crushed water" my quip.

"Udah ah we go home first" I said again.

"Come deck"

"Yes be careful" answered at the end.

I used to go home with his eyeballs, but now I even talk to him not want to look at his eyeballs.

At first glance I saw him, he looked at me with a sad face. But I turned my gaze away. Right now I just want to calm my troubled heart.

"When should I survive in such a situation? The pain is so painful, God. Is this really my destiny? Once in the same marriage residence bang Dodi, now I am duakan by her. Why does this heart choose the one who always hurts me? Why is this feeling so deep to her? Many men tried to approach me. But why can't my heart accept them" My mind looks forward blankly.

Well I just stayed in the same bell Siti. I was busy with my own thoughts. My mind wandered everywhere.

***

"Good night love. Don't be mad at me yeah" he said giving me a short message.

"Have forgotten it. You're fine there and don't forget to eat. I want to be alone first" I said again.

"Love, there's a new number coming into my phone. She's a girl who lives around here too. She's the niece of one of the employees in your office sister Yeni" she said.

"This is the number" he said again.

"Gapain gave me his number?"

"Yes, so that there is no lie between us in love. In this place you're the only woman in my heart" he explained again.

"Yes here, but when in your place? There's a lover of your heart waiting for your return" My inner self.

"Okay" Reply to my message.

"He knows that I already have a lover who is you"

"Oh yeah, good"

"It's so true love"

"Again tired of setting the heart but now messy again" I said.

"What do you mean?"

"Think about it. Yes, I'm going to sleep first"

"Lo, just hit this soon already want to sleep" said Dika who was the time to show at eight pm. We exchanged messages until midnight. But now I'm going to sleep.

"I told you, I'm tired of setting my heart" I repeated.

"Yes already, good night love. I'm in your beautiful dream"

"Yes thank you" I ended our message exchange.

I lay on my bed. I looked at the picture of Dika on my phone.

"Why are you so brave to me. Why can't this heart escape from you. Although I know, I will always be hurt and hurt like this. But why does this heart still choose to hold on to you. What the hell are you doing to me so I can't get away from you?" I said it as if I was talking to myself. I didn't feel some clear water running down my cheeks.I wanted to feel like I was yelling at the man and ignoring him. But the feeling of seeing the look on her face was staring back at me and Siti made me not have the heart to do that.

That's how I feel the inner turmoil that makes me not know what to do right now.

For a few times I breathed heavily. For this heart to feel calm and this sadness quickly passes. I tried to close my eyes. But Dika's shadow always plays on my memory.

Ting....

A voice message was sent to me by Dika. I frowned when I saw the message coming in.

"Singing of lullabies to my beloved heart. Ark love-roma rhythm"

"Circulating the earth

Circling the sun

Concoct time

Years passed

But my love

It will never change

Time after time

We're both

Never will be separated

Baur in love

Sailing ark

Diverge ocean

Achieve goals

Nun on the beach of hope

Storms and waves

Which came across

Unchangeable

Goal ideals

To you nahkoda

I am calling for love

Take me with you

To the happy island" One voice song sent to me made me smile happily. Well this song was brought by us at our inauguration in Wiyatamandala LPK where at that time I was heartbroken because I was living by my lover married to another girl. And he came to treat my wounds until they began to heal and could forget the sadness.

"Thank you for the entertainment" I replied.

"Don't be sad in love. Believe that I will always be there for you. God has brought us together in a unique way. I'm sure we'll be together in a unique way. I'm sorry if I let you down. But I didn't mean to do that. I can't choose between you and her" she said.

"Enjoy as flowing water. I'm not forcing you to vote because I know what I'm like" I replied again.

"Whatever you are, and whatever your circumstances I will still accept you as you are" Dika said.

"Thank you, hopefully what you say you'll do after you know everything" I said.

"Because try to tell me. I want our relationship to be open and nothing to cover"

"Later, someday I will tell you everything when the time is right" I replied.

"Yes, I'm going to sleep first. Good night"

"Okay love, good night to you lover of the heart" Reply Dika with emod love.