PREDESTINATION

Aunt bakery

Me, Siti and Yus hang out on the front porch of my house accompanied by some snacks and drinks that do not cost money but can accompany us on that night.

"Oh woi, how hard it is for me to forget him" I said with a sad face.

"Forget who?" Ask Siti with a mouth full of food.

"Dodi, who else"

"Are you not communicating with each other?" Ask Yus.

"Son, he didn't call me at all I did either. After all, everything related to him I removed the BBM pins, his phone number I deleted everything. Yes, because I know if I still have a pin number or phone number, I will be desperate to contact him first. That's why I deleted it" I explained.

"Doain me yes, I hope I can forget him as soon as I am so tormented like this withholding longing for him who already knows I cannot reach like pungguk miss the moon" I explained again.

"It's because there's you guys I'm a little treated. If you live alone, the longing will haunt me again" I said with a heavy sigh.

"Why am I like this. Too bucin to her? But woi if he is destined for me, then he will come back to me" I said with hope.

"Will you expect him? Even though he already knew that he was hurt and lied to like that" Yus said.

"I don't know Yus. But this heart was expecting him. I don't know why I can't get away from him. I can't move on Yus" I said again.

"Oh, for a long time I could go crazy like this" added me again.

"Geez patient brother, patient we both can only pray the best for brother so that sister can be happy" said Siti.

"Thank you, I can count on you as the comforter of this heart that has been hurt" I said again.

Ting...

My phone rang a sign that a short message from someone was coming into my phone.

New number has no name. But make sure I recognize that number. Instantly, the face that had been gloomy now carved a smile of happiness. With a thumping heart I opened the message.

"Love, I miss" Fill in a message from none other than Dodi. The man we just told you about.

"Woi, he sent a message to me he said kangen" said I showed the contents of the message to Yus and Siti with a flowery heart.

"Oh, what should I do? Should I answer if I miss it too. But prestige dong. Or I'll just cuekin. But then he stayed away again. Well, how is this" I said not because.

Siti and Yus saw me like that shaking her head.

"Oh my brother, do not serve again. Later even heartache again" said Siti.

"Yes I know, but I miss him. My days are bleak to him" I'm clear again.

"Let me hitch a ride of happiness to them yes" Obviously I am with a hopeful heart.

"Just give it up"

"I'll reply to the message soon"

"Is that really kangen? Or it's just a sense of the kangen coming to me as an escape" My message to the man across the street.

"It's really love. When I lied to you" she replied.

"Okay thanks for missing me" I replied with a chuckle"

Well act pretentious when the heart flowers.

"Here, I'll just cut him out. Selling a little expensive is not too visible if you are happy because of the message from him" said I to Siti and Yus.

"But you really want to go back with him?" Tanya Yus asked for certainty from me.

"I don't know Yus either.. Right now my heart is completely empty.. Only he can fill this void in the heart" I explained again.

Well, indeed, at this time I was also close to the Mazlan bang and Iskandar bang who worked on the same fairy ship as the Dodi bang used to be the Nusantara Nahari fairy ship. It's just that Mazlan's bang is unclear, missing arising against me as well as Iskandar bang. So well that's how I came back expecting a clear Dodi to always fill the void in my heart.

This is not the Iskandar bang that works on the glorious Lake fairy ship huh. Because that brother didn't know how he was doing until now. This is a different Iskandar bang just the same name.

"Yes we can't force you. What is clear is that you yourself know what is best for you" Yus said.

"Pray that I may have a man who can accept me if there is one so that I can forget about Dodi" I said again.

"Aamiin" they answered simultaneously.

Tonight I was able to sleep peacefully because Dodi called me back. Although we only exchanged messages for a while, but it was enough to make this heart come back in color.

"I miss you Dodi. But I won't force you to choose me as your life partner. I also don't want to force you to disconnect Fida. Because we are far away like this let him accompany you there. And I also know who I am. My status now cannot make me to sue you more. You deserve a better girl than me" My inner being closed my eyes and imagined Dodi's sweet smiling face before me.

"Well, are you asleep?" Tegur my mother made my daydreams scatter instantly.

"What's not up yet?" Ask me again.

"Please massage mother's back. Like mom in the wind. It's sore about her" My mother explained while giving me wind oil to rub on her back.

I too rose from my fall. I rubbed the oil on my mother's back and I massaged it as usual.

"What did you eat to catch a cold like this?" Ask me until I keep on scolding my mother.

"Eating my mother as usual. Yes, if the disease is going to come anyway will still be sick" explained my mother again.

It's true what my mother said. If the disease is willing to come, however we control the food we consume, still he will come uninvited.

***

"Hallo" I said as my phone rang. Well the name of Iskandar's bang is on there who contacted me.

"Sir, busy?" Ask me who is still in the office because it is not yet time to go home.

"Not really, not too busy. What the hell is there?"

"Sir, can you ask me on deck?"

"Ask what the hell bang? Ask me" I said.

"If you're proposing to someone, does he demand a charge of forty million?" Ask her again.

"Huh? Why is that so bang?"

"Yes, this is you, Ema. He wants to be serious about her. Brother wants to marry her, but his parents instead ask brother for a delivery of forty million. He already has a college degree, but he is still unemployed. Except as if you have got a job" said Bang Iskandar again.

"What do you think?"

"No, I don't know either. If Mah asks for as much as he can. You don't have to demand that" I replied.

"Well that's her deck, I also know that she's never done what her ex did. You're the same ex"

Degs...

My heart immediately shook hearing Iskandar's bang speech. Why would a man say such a thing? Does he know what happened between me and the Dodi bang back then? Thought me.

"I don't know what to say. What is clear is that if anyone wants to propose to me, I am not suing him. He could have delivered it to me. Maybe because both of her parents, Ema, thought about a lot of her daughter's college expenses so she was like that or maybe she did not know what happened to her daughter so she could ask her brother to deliver delivery of that much If they knew for sure they wouldn't demand that much as a brother" I explained at length.

"Yes bang really is also what you said but. Yes, it depends on the individual. Mah can't say anything. It depends on his brother again. If your brother is in love and affection with him, yes you have to say the same to both parents to ask for leniency. Surely they also want to give relief to brother"

"Now, go deck. My brother doesn't know either. I'm obviously confused right now"

"Patient to bang. That's all you can say. Now Mah wants to go home first it's time to go home too this" I said again.

"Yes deck, thank you for listening to my brother's complaint"

"It's the same bang" I hung up my phone.

"Geez, it's lucky that you're Ema's sister because there are men who can accept you if there is her. Hopefully there will be a man like bang Iskandar who can accept me if there is any he should know what my past is like" My inner self.

***

"Love, why else have you eaten?" Dodi asked me attentively at night.

"Now" answered me still with his chuckle.

"So how does it work, okay?"

"Oke-okay, please"

"Totally true love. Still angry with me? Sorry for the love" he said again.

"I'm sorry I couldn't choose between you and him. I love you both. I don't want to lose you both"

"It's so selfish of you to be a person. I don't want to be in a duakan" I said.

"I'm not staying because I want to be together. If we are friends, we will be together. If not, then we are separate. So I'm currently just enjoying that moment" I'm clear again.

"Yes love, I know what you mean. And I also want to enjoy that moment with you guys" he said.

"Whatever, obviously if I'm tired, don't get me wrong if I'm missing from your life"

"I'm not forcing you to stay on top of this situation. But I really hope for your presence as an encouragement for my life" he said again to me.

"I'm not sure Dodi's capable. He is so close to your family that it seems to be very accepting of him with open arms. While me? Who me? I just miss the moon"

"My family problem, you don't have to worry. With time they will be able to accept you. It's just that right now we're just waiting for the right time to answer that question"

"That's Dodi, I don't know what to do. I've been trying to honestly forget you. But still can't. I love you, but I know who I am. You deserve a better girl than me" I said.

"You're a good girl for me to love"

"No I'm not good for you"

"What do you mean?"

"Okay, if the time is right, I'll tell you" I explained again.

"Don't think too much about love. Just enjoy this togetherness of ours" clearly again.

"Yes, I'm enjoying it" he said.

"There's a song for you to love. Wanna hear?" Ask her.

"What?"

"I'll make a phone package soon"

"You want to hear the song?" Say it again after finishing making a phone package and directly contact me.

"My title is Faithful here - Faisal Asahan"

Dodi started singing songs for me.

"i wrote this song

as proof of my longing

which has long been

in the story of life

the cold of the night wind

melded as cold as this heart

are you coming

remove all longing

your love is in my soul

you are in my chest

like the moon and the light

it is impossible to separate love

so much love for you

forever.....

you are the one there

still is faithful

I'm the one here

waiting with all my heart

give me the truth

the true nature of love

faithful or have turned back" Back as it used to be one song made me baper against her. I smiled at myself hearing the song. I know he was unfaithful there. But that song was enough to get me carried away on this lonely night.

"I miss you love. When can we meet?"

"Don't know either. If you really miss coming here again" I said.

"Okay love Sunday night yeah I'll be there the same Rio. Surely Rio wants, Rio already made the same Siti. Surely he was happy to be invited there" said Dodi again.

"OK I'm waiting for his arrival. I closed the phone first. I'm going to sleep at night too" I said again.

"OK on love. Good night, I'm present in your beautiful dreams of love"

"Yes" I answered briefly.