PREDESTINATION

Reoccur

We plan to return to the home of our first class friends.

It was the Eid al-Fitr day. I asked my brother to take a satay order next to Dodi's bang house. Well auntie bang Dodi was selling satay and received a satay order for the holiday. Me and my niece named Dina also went to take the satay using her motorcycle.

Tampa accidentally saw bang Dodi's sister holding a daughter. It looks like the child is still a toddler around three or four months old.

"Huh? That's bang Dodi's son? Not that he got married yesterday blm up to a year huh. How come the kid's been that big?" My mind was shocked.

"Ah whatever, obviously I don't want to take to know with her anymore"

I also heard wind that bang Dodi had been in prison after a few months of marriage to Yuni. This is because they were caught using prohibited items. But at the end of the day, he was free. I don't know how he got free either. Once free, he becomes a better person.

Where he always went to the mosque to perform his duties as a Muslim with his father.

"Sir, now your ex-boyfriend seems to have repented. Brother often met him in the mosque" said my fifth brother who often went to the mosque to pray congregation there.

"Repent however he still will not forgive me and I forget what he ever did to me. I can't take it all for granted" My inner self.

"It's good if that" I said annoyed.

Sometimes, I also often meet him on the streets. But I always ignored him. My heart hurts when I see his face. In the past, bang Dodi had also worked as a drugstore keeper in my area. After that he also worked as a building porter to support his small family.

Once when I passed in front of the house where he worked. At that time he was shoveling sand into a cart to bring to the house. He and his friends stared at me from a distance where I got closer to them on a motorcycle. I don't know what he said to his friend. But I could only hear when I was really close to them.

"Beautiful is also your ex. Stupid why you broke up with him" said the friend. I pretended not to know and did not hear their conversation.

Return to the present where the first feast of forgiveness.

"Sister, I saw bang Dodi's brother lo. She was holding a toddler like her child was about three or four months old. Is that bang Dodi's son? Married not yet until a year his child is that big?" My story to my sister.

"Miss.. Don't tell me something that's not like that. Later there will be slander" said my brother again.

"Right, sister, I saw her myself. Ask the same Dina"

"Udah is just this, it's his life. Want his son to go straight to High School there is no business with us" said my brother.

"Yes, I want to go home first. Get ready for prayer ied"

***

"Happy feast of love, sorry to be born and inner. I look forward to your arrival here" Dodi's message in the morning made me smile happily.

"Happy feast day, my boy. Sorry to be born and inner as well" I reply.

"Still playing hp. Not taking his hands off that phone. Come quickly at what time we will be late to pray iednya" my mother's chatter makes me surprised.

"Oh Allah buk, make a surprise. Let's go" I said again.

"Greetings to buk. I'm sorry for all my mistakes so far. Whether intentionally or not" I kissed the back of my mother's hand.

"Where is buk?"

"Where in the room maybe, mom was busy in the kitchen just now doesn't know where your dad is"

I went to my room to find my father. It looks like the middle-aged man is wearing his skullcap.

"Well, how dashing my dad is. Sorry for the inner birth. I'm sorry that all my mistakes are good on purpose or not" I kissed my father's back.

"Yes son. Dad too yeah"

***

"Well, so are we going to the new strait tomorrow?" Ask my cousin Fia to come to my house.

"So dong, but I got picked up right there. I won't wait" I said again.

"It doesn't matter to me" said Fia.

Ting...

My phone rang a short message sign into my phone. I smiled when I found out who the message was from.

"Who? Your boyfriend?" Ask Fia.

"Hm... How huh? He said dating is not. And said not dating but like dating. I'm also confused what our relationship is" I said while grinning.

"Lo, that's it. Why would that be?"

I breathe heavily.

"He never expressed his feelings to me. But if she or I are close to someone of our opposite sex, we're jealous of each other" I said.

"It's complicated about your relationship" too"

"Yes it's complicated. Until now I am still waiting for the expression of his feelings to me" I said again.

"Some of him there's still a lover of hearts there. There's no way I'm asking her to break the bond of love they've been in for so long. If he and I were a match, we would meet as well. I realize who I am. She deserves a better and more perfect girl than I have this indistinct status" My inner self.

"I just ride happiness and comfort to people's lovers" added me in the heart.

***

"Where is your friend Mah?" Ask Fia when the fairy ship is docked in Bengkalis.

"His word is ahead. Motorcycles cannot enter because of the many travelers" I said.

"It's okay to walk in front" I said again.

Well since I was on foot and the gate of the fairy ship was open, I immediately went out on foot to wait for Dodi there.

At the end of the day, I was out of the fairies. I wait for you on the third street.

"Well, where the hell is your friend"

"Again out here"

"Well, if he's here already"

"Well that's how he is. It's hard for me to be clear" I said.

Almost fifteen minutes I waited for Dodi's arrival with Fia and her boyfriend. Until it looks like she's from afar with her friend Rio.

"Ngapain also invited Rio?" My mind grumbled.

"Destroying the mood. So the mosquito repellent is you Rio" My inner self again.

"A really long time? My legs are waiting for you" My babble to Dodi who just arrived.

"Yes sorry there was a little thing so he was late to pick you up" he said.

"This is my cousin's sister Fia's name and this is her boyfriend" I told them.

"Fia this is Dodi and this is her friend Rio" added me again.

They just say hello to each other smiling and shaking hands.

"Udah let's go. Later even bad luck" I said again.

We also went straight to the new beach. There we took pictures together. Rio is just a mosquito repellent and take our photography because he has no partner.

"Okay, you guys be careful"

"You're not going home yet?"

"A little while more"

"You go to the house of the future-in-law first" I whispered to Fia.

Fia just smiled at my whisper.

"Yes, we go first"

"okay"

***

By six o'clock tomorrow morning I had woken up from my sleep. I was getting ready to go to my friends' house in Bengkalis according to our plan.

"Let's Yus go" I said as Yus arrived at my house.

Well I'm as usual everywhere I'm always with Yus because I don't have my own vehicle. And because I'm a nebeng so it's me who fills the oil of Yus motor. It may not have been nebeng but do not want to fill the oil.

"Fill your motor oil first let it be full"

"Okay answered Yus.

***

The first house we visited was the Dodi house. Well obviously her house because her house is close to the port of crossing. So we promised to gather her at her house.

"Assalamualaikum" I said again when I arrived at Dodi's house.

"Vaalaikumsalam. Come on in" said Dodi, letting me and Yus in.

"Please eat the mue cake" Tawar Dodi.

"There's no drink I like?"

"Oh there, here it is" said Dodi gave the gold-colored soft drink.

"Thank you" I said again.

"Where are they?" Yus asked me because my friends weren't seen yet.

"Again on the way his word"

"Assalamualaikum" Sounds like someone went straight into Dodi's house.

"Rio again, this child everywhere is always there" My mind.

"Finally you guys arrived too" I said seeing my fellow coursemates arrive not long after Rio arrived.

"Let's sit down first, eat and drink first huh" said I competed like the host only.

"Okay set our route"

"OK, since we are already here, we go to Sumira's house, next Sabrina and Auri, after that we go to Ita's mother's house, after that we go to Hambali's house. We just went to Jasmitaria, Siti Fateha, Nilam, and Ashwat. How agreed?" Ask me.

"Yes agreed. Let's go" they said.

We went to our friends' houses according to the route we agreed.

Upon his arrival in the area of the white Ketam right at the Hambali house, Yah still remember Hambali had feelings for me. Obviously, that feeling is still there for me. He welcomed me with a smile.

"Come in and in Ay" he told me.

"Once again only the friendly are bargained" protest Siti Fateha.

"Yes, let's get you in, too"

Hambali immediately grabbed my hand to enter his house. Contact me who was chatting with Yus so surprised suddenly I was dragged like that. I just followed Hambali's steps to reject him because I was afraid he would be offended if I refused in front of my friends.

I can see the look on Dodi's face that was smiling now turned moody. The look of a jealous face was engraved on his face.

"Wow, there will be this third world war" Yus and Rio said simultaneously. Only the two of them knew our closeness.

"Holp your rambutan any fruit?"

"There's no Ay. Not yet the season" Hambali said.

"Your parents where Hambali is. How lonely in your house" asked Nilam.

"They're a troupe. So I live alone in this house" Hambali said.

I can understand that Dodi is currently jealous of me. But I was acting so normally that my friends didn't know our closeness. Indeed, when I left earlier I had a conversation with Yus and Dodi with Rio. But we are competing to go.

After returning from Hambali's house, Dodi and Rio did not compete with me and Yus. Well because he's jealous of me and Hambali. He left me and Yus just like that with my friends.

Because Rio's coming, so we decided to stop by Rio's house. I felt dizzy when I arrived at Rio's house. Well because it was a hot day and our trip was a long way off, I didn't wear a helmet at all. It made me feel dizzy and my eyes hurt.

"Pusing Yus" I told Yus.

"Ha why?"

"It's like you don't know my illness" I said.

I took out the dizzy medicine from my bag that I always carried everywhere. And I drank, I looked at the face of Dodi who was still angry with me but you ignored it because I was thinking more about my dizzy head.

"In a moment yes we continue his journey to the high. I'm dizzy, Yus also can't bring his motorbike because his hands hurt. Our journey is far away can not be Yus. If it's close he can her" Obviously me again.

"She rest first you Mah"

I lay on the Sofa of Rio's house. Dodi came near me.

"Still dizzy?" Ask him to me.

I nodded slowly. Dodi grabbed my head and pinched my head which felt dizzy. I smiled at the treatment.

In his indifference to me, there is still a side of his attention to me.

"Ehem... Ehemm" Goda Yus and Rio.

My other friends looked at us in wonder.

"You guys dating?" Ask Siti Fateha.

"Huh? Friend" I replied briefly.

Dodi looked back at me. But still pinching my head.

"Why? Isn't that right? You have nothing to express your feelings to me" I said slowly.

"Cruel, cruel to me" he said again.

I just beat him with a smile.