PREDESTINATION

Diabolical

    It's going clockwise not because I'm not because of him or her

this is the beginning of my story and he who does not know to be a friend, friend or

dear ones but I believe knowing you I will never regret it.

        This novel was created from the taste I felt the word

slowly I carved it into the paper

this and I hope that the novels I have assembled wholeheartedly can be

publish and spread widely so that everyone can read. In my class still

grasped my pen and special notebook and started writing something already

kurangkai new meksipun pieces of the story that do not know the end of the story

where am I down. Nommm..kantin yok from earlier nulis continue not tired nih me.

laper will be followed later

let's dong I always support you, but this will be a break (

tugging at my hand) okay.oke let's canteen I put the book in the bag first.

yes after that we walked down the corridor to the cafeteria, Nom look

the new boy whose name is Ihhhh forgot me, Panca sahutku reminded him. Ja

yes Panca handsome that he saw his cool style even though it was quiet

but he can blend in with the other boys quickly I want

come near him if you think he's cool, right? If I think so

handsome but I'm less interested maybe the one like Panca isn't my type so

I used to call to answer Ani's questions. Because the canteen is quite far away

walk down the IPA classroom corridor until we walk down my basketball court

surprised that suddenly the basketball hit us and hit my arm,

you guys are fine those words slid off from someone who had time to make

I'm still grimly lucky that my chatty friend answered my sister's question

that, yes, Radit Ismail's brother, the chief of the race event clerks if going in

the organizer will take care of everything that is needed

it's being done today to monitor the child's basketball drills to prepare

race in a few days. We were shocked and my friend got hit by the ball

do not pass it nyeleweng so big brother when we are far enough said

Ani, sorry yes, it was wrong to reform so messed up until the ball came here you

no idea his eyes were seven on me as if checking my situation. No papa brother

just a little red, we'll excuse my brother I also pulled Ani's hand away

from that brother. We arrived at the cafeteria and immediately ate after the meal

we rushed to class because the rest hour was soon over, when we arrived

we had teachers in the classroom in front of the board and we sat down

but what makes it surprising is that BP teachers are not the teachers who will teach the day

this is what I suspect that this BP teacher will make an announcement, the children of mothers

get information that soon will be held a balletrina race

sekecamatan and will continue to provinces and cities to get the

representing Indonesia with an international level, for a moment my daydream drifted

reminiscing about the gentle and loving figure towards me that had long disappeared I was unaware when I was daydreaming

my hand is in a state of pointing upwards not without cause because there is something

help put it up, okay I have recorded his name I call again

his name is Bunga, Mira, Amanda, Dina and finally Freda happy training

the registration problem will be borne by the school, I'm sorry.

My gaze immediately focused on Ani, she did know that I was quite proficient as well

ballet because Ani is a friend since SD so she knows what has happened

maybe that's why he did this to me, okay don't look at me I'm sorry but this could be

your new breakthrough to rise from your dark days Nom who I know you must not have

can resemble it, this is your chance I support and you should be able to barley

brother Nesin he's peaceful the same power I'm sure Nom you can while patting

my shoulders and passing away I thought and felt as if Ani was saying

it was true and made me feel stuck and there was a problem

I haven't been able to finish this whole time and I just ran away from it.

I decided I was going to take the race even though it was difficult because last time I did

doing the Beletrina movement at 5 SD at that time I got the news that

my brother died in a fire accident in America and his body has not been found

until now it was suspected that the body had become ashes because of it I threw away

my ballet skills therefore remind me of my motivational figure

my dear brother named Nesin Purnama Indah who always taught me

move beautifully and always accompany me to practice and help me get back up again

when I fell in training because of the ballerina movement, it wasn't

it's easy for everyone to do. I feel like I'm fighting on

circumstances and myself, my hatred

on the ballet made me close the reality that was hidden all along and so

long until I realized. I start by warming up before doing

movement, after completion I continue to move my legs with the basic movement first slowly but surely

my movements are getting smoother.

        I'm Zius Panca already 3 days ago I moved

here yes Palembang is not a place that is so ancient and I moved here not because I was bored with Jakarta

but because my condition and health deteriorated because of something that

it happens and is very difficult to describe especially in human reason that only

thinking logically, right today I have officially become a student of NUSA 1 High School and

trying to adapt to this place but I also spontaneously began

be careful that what happened at my old school doesn't happen. Afterwards

after school, I deliberately wandered around the neighborhood

this school, if at a glance indeed this school can be considered class

big and pretty fancy because its breadth exceeds the average it makes me

curious what kind of building is there ? the atmosphere is also quite awake

cleanliness is also still a lot of trees that are deliberately planted so as not to

looks too arid. I have been walking and surrounding the neighborhood for a long time

this school I saw there was an open room and then I went into that room,

if I look around, it's like a performance or a gathering place

maybe the problem is that many elongated chairs are centered in the front direction such as

while watching in the cinema, for reasons of males came home I decided to

rest in the place between the chairs waiting for my laziness to disappear.

                As I continue

practicing suddenly my gaze was fixed on the figure who made a shock “ jeez

emmmm” since when is this brother here directing my questions towards someone

I don't know when he's coming, he's the guy I like and I was

meet him on the edge of the basketball court. I surprised you, I'm sorry, actually I

here just want to take the banner that is in the stage warehouse but I instead

take the banner, oh yes you were hit by the basketball

I was sorry I felt so bad, I answered no papa

the brother momentarily fell silent and the older brother passed towards the backstage because of the

that's the warehouse where the show supplies are. That brother too

back with his banner, oh yes can you know what your name is? Looks like you

who will participate in the ballerina race well, it looks like your ability has been honed

from childhood, I hope you pass the initial selection and we will meet often,

after Radit's brother fell silent, I asked him my name was Freda

sis, let's hope to qualify until the race and hold the victory, thank you

sporty sis (reply with a smile). My name is Radit from Class 3A can you call Radit or

brother Radit to make it look more friendly, (Radit,,, Radit,,,,, sounds

echoes) pops a girl with long hair a little red hair color,”alah in search of children

long time to take his banner (heard a voice that raspy attack sexy) he looked at me with disdain

sharp actually I didn't know who he was, until the brother said yes

clara I'll be carrying her banner for a while, well I've left Freda. I

silent for a moment when I found out that Clara was Clara Yunda Radit's sister's boyfriend

aiiiii really beautiful again earlier that big brother how can I compete like

brother Radit if all the types of dream girls are already in Clara it's all from

appearance, style of speaking, surely he is also rich already Nom, yes you have to

focus on ballet. I felt my movements getting messed up following my thoughts

being fucked up, oh really makes

I was draining and it was wrong to think I was falling and it felt so bad

sick I don't know sick because I'm jealous of Radit's brother or sick

because falling makes me unconsciously shed my tears with a rush.

Hahahahah....hahahaha.

already crying, ehhhhhh I believe you must have fallen in the selection in this subdistrict

haven't just competed you're so neat like this let alone compete in the city

what are these talents in NUSA 1 High School school, (people who suddenly appear from the bleachers who

makes me momentarily silent from my cries). Since when you were there, don't be pretentious about me

do not underestimate the ability of a person. Crying, laughter has nothing to do with a person's talent, so

just look at it later I'll show you that I can win

up at the city level. And if that happens, I wait for the request

your apologies (while pointing at him and our eyes defied each other in gazes at each other). Because

I got up and took my things and left the room

it was a few seconds after I came out of that room that legs now felt

I was sick because I was walking slowly and a little. Really

cocky guy, actually he's in school now where ? why is he too

insulting the school ? basic emmmhhhh I didn't realize that I was nagging myself

walk.

        At exactly 5pm I came home on my bike but because my feet hurt

I'm all set and on foot, in our compound there are a lot of alleys so when I want

the seven east alley while I'm from the north so invisible and something

geez, surprise me, you! Oh, my God, why the hell did you meet

any more? How can you be here ? are you following me ? (stare with

suspicious look ). Hey this is a public road, what's the importance of following you ? countered

my question. Oh .. yes it is ! I passed it and continued the journey. Hey

you (with a loud tone like calling ) I turned towards him. Can you

helping ? for a moment I looked at Panca, helping what ? (little tone of judes )

actually I'm lost, I'm not so paved the way here . All right I'll

help you, where's your address ? which complex? Emmmhhhhh where

give me a moment to remember it, though,

(2 minutes later) oh yes kompleksah gang jaya pura. It doesn't seem like it

away from my house so we're one way let's follow me, (after some

when walking ) this is the alley you call, you know where your house is or ours

need to go to the RT for help. I don't need to remember that from

this road, oh yes I've come home first, be careful on the road (we parted him

enter the alley while I have to be straight because my alley is not the same as the alley

her house. Ahhhh he just left without saying thank you, great ehhh basic

cocky dude. Today was our first meeting, was this meeting

to make something new in my life and to guide me by a miracle or

even plunged me into a damn curse only time can answer

fate of our meeting.

                I've been

trying to hold her back but the more I noticed her tormenting self

self with useless behavior makes me have to go inside again

problems that could be tormenting me again and again.

Hahahahah....hahahaha.

already crying, ehhhhhh I'm sure you must have fallen in the selection at this school

haven't just competed you're so neat like this let alone compete in the city

what is this about the talents in this NUSA 1 High School school, yes I say this aims to encourage and

making him have to stay focused, this way he can avoid things

stupid he shouldn't think. But as per the reducer he can't

reading my good intentions but he was emotionally down and immediately challenged me

with that look I saw that his confidence had returned and

at least my good intentions were channeled even though he didn't realize it. There's a sense

amazed in my heart at her beautiful dance and the look in her eyes

it was as if he could go through whatever was ahead. This afternoon I

walking home because the one who picked me up came home, he gave me a ride already

going home it doesn't matter to me what worries me is that I don't

remember the seven-way house, and there are so many alleyways here too but I'm not

as weak as it was to give up quickly I casually walked down the halls

alley yet I feel like I'm walking a million and suddenly in the alley

the eastern part of me passed by the girl who was crying from

his expression in surprise saw me who appeared from the north we had time

talk for a while but pass it by, because it's time

putting an end to this exhaustion I asked him to help find

my address. And he's also pretty good, having gotten home for some reason instead

I thank you, even go straight away with a careful but

in my heart I hope this meeting presides over good things, many paths

which led to my fate meeting you but it's still a question that

I can't answer yet.