Playboys
#2# Take 16
Hi, how are you guys? I miss you guys so much, is anyone missing too? Maybe in the future will ngaret also updateya, work again stacked really, please understand ya. Is anyone ready to say Reno again?
“Why do you want to refer Dimitri, Li?” ask Nabila.
Liliana raised her eyebrows, a little clueless with the flow of her best friend's question. Yes, Liliana knows what her best friend is going through is not easy, who will be fine after the divorce, where both parties are still very much in love with each other. Liliana knew how much Nabila loved Reno, she was sure and vice versa. I don't know why Reno betrayed that trust.
“I've told you a lot, Bil. A lot of things I consider here, maybe love is the reason I don't know, all this is about the Eagle. Our problem was also a misunderstanding, and I ran away. I think this is also the best alternative.”
Infidelity, actors, and also the third person is always the main reason for a breakup. Liliana wouldn't say if this was Nabila's best choice, but it wasn't bad either. It will certainly be difficult to survive after everything that happened, maybe the child can be a reason for them not to separate, but certainly many difficult decisions that Nabila must take.
“You want to refer to Reno?” ask Liliana carefully.
Nabila just shut up. A lot of things were running around in his head at the moment, and everything he had to think through. Being a single mother is not as smooth as she thinks. Of course Nabila already know the consequences he can from the decision he chose, his mother also has given him a lot of advice and
also before finally Nabila arrived at the decision to divorce.
Not only is it difficult to be a single mother, but it's also the stigma people put around a woman who is a widow. Women always get a new burden when they decide to divorce, no matter if the guilty one is the husband. Most people look down on divorced women.
“Indeed why the husband cheated, if not for the wife who is not careless about her family.”
“Meanwhile we should be able to take care of ourselves so that the husband does not snack outside.”
“It must be the reason of the wife, not-don't his wife who has an affair but accuse the husband.”
“The neighbor grass is always greener, anyway.”
“Kasian really his son, must be a victim of his parents.”
Believe me if such sentences are still often thrown some people to women who have become widows and become single mothers. Nabila is not too concerned about all that actually, because he also knows the allegations are not true. Why should we be blamed when the man is the source of the problem? What because women are always synonymous with someone who is very weak.
No, the above sentence is not the main problem of his silence now. He has got an apartment for him to live in, only needs to move things, and he will be free from all the memories of Reno. How is her ex-husband doing now? Is he living happily now with his mistress?
“I never thought of referring, Li. I just ... You know what it's like after the divorce,” replied Nabila.
This may sound strange, but Liliana is grateful that she has been divorced, so she can feel what Nabila feels. Farewell always teaches us many things and matures us. If you don't believe it, then try once so that you also know what it's like. Breaking up and separating is one of the phases that we are very sure to pass, or at least there is a tidal phase in a relationship.
It is impossible to have a very good relationship without the slightest disagreement, if it has not happened, then wait for some time and you will definitely feel it.
“This new status sometimes makes me fad too, although more tired,” said Nabila.
“Which part makes you grin?”
Nabila shrugged both of his shoulders. “You know, sometimes there are boys in my office who are seduced, and therefore I feel young again. Uh, but I'm young too, right? Just because I have two kids, hell.”
No need to wait for a long time until Liliana laughed with a little frenzy. Funny to hear that sentence after so long, Nabila really has not changed with all the vocabulary he has.
“Feel the widow of that flower, no, anyway?” ask Liliana in amusement.
“I don't feel like it, but if anyone willingly gives me that nickname, I don't have a problem.” Nabila laughs with their conversation.
“You also no longer want to get married again, right? Don't you have a new guy again,” guess Liliana.
I laughed again, this time harder. Actually there is no joke in that sentence, but somehow it sounds very funny to Nabila. Maybe because lately he felt a lot of pressure that he received, not to mention
the small problems that followed him, just because of a trivial thing like this alone had invited his laughter. He longs for his own laughter, he longs for the happiness he has always received long ago.
“I don't refuse, anyway, if you really want to go for me. Broken hearted medicine is indeed in love again, right?” said Nabila after his laughter subsided.
Liliana looked at Nabila carefully, maybe if other people who were with Nabila would not feel the obvious difference, but this is Liliana. They almost spent their youth together, so, the slightest detail Liliana would be able to feel, and Nabila was not okay.
“So, should I open a counseling session with you now?”
**
Tie with various motifs neatly arranged in her bedroom bed makes Liliana's forehead shriveled inside. This morning, as usual before going down to the kitchen to make breakfast, Liliana prepared the work clothes that Dimitri would wear. The routine had happened since the beginning of their reference, and usually he was never this stupid in choosing what to wear by Dimitri.
“Honey, what are you doing there?” ask Dimitri. He had just come out of the bathroom, and found Liliana standing in front of the bed with various ties neatly arranged on the bed.
“I am confused to choose a tie for your shirt which,” replied Liliana. His eyes were not yet out of those ties.
The curious Dimitri approached the wife who was still solemnly trapped. Just a tie, but can Liliana be so focused like that? It seemed like before he had never been like this, let alone just a tie.
“That's just a tie, Li, why are you so focused? I don't care which one to wear.” Dimitri was already standing beside Liliana with attention also fixed on the ties.
“It's precisely because of the tie, Al. The tie should also match the shirt I choose, the same work pants and also your suit. Although small, tie is also the most important part.”
“Li—“
“Because your shirt is plain black, it looks like a tie these lines fit, right?” cut Liliana. He pointed to a tie with white stripes with a little sparkling.
Believe me, Dimitri did not pay too much attention to what his appearance should be like. The most important thing is that he is wearing a neat formal outfit, a matching tie problem or a shirt that fits each other doesn't seem to matter much. She is not a model who will walk on the runway by showing off designer fashion. Is this one of the pregnancy hormones that affect Liliana?
“Suitable, really. I always liked your choice.”
“You must have just agreed, right? At least you should comment too, dong. You are the leader in your company, so you should have dressed neatly.” Liliana looked at Dimitri in annoyance.
Okay, this time Dimitri really doesn't understand what Liliana's thinking. Since I woke up, nothing strange has happened. All the activities that happened also went well, but why just because the tie became like this?
“What if this dark purple one?” dimitri. He picked up the tie and began to remove it from his neck. “Where?”
“Too dark, Al. Should be a slightly bright color, but also not look tacky.”
“White these lines only, the color is also soft, right? Contrast also same shirt item.”
“But too contrast, in my opinion,” Liliana said. He now turned back to look at the ties carefully.
Dimitri did not know that Liliana could be this complicated, his wife had always been a very simple woman long ago, in all respects. The way to dress is also very simple, then what about these ties?
“Or don't I have to wear a tie? Today I also do not have meetings with clients, maybe also just a discussion that is not too important. So, I will be in the office all day,” Dimitri said.
If left like this, the selection of this tie will not end anytime soon, and of course it will waste a lot of time. Dimitri wasn't afraid of being late for the office or how, he just didn't want Liliana to just sit here and watch the ties.
“Darling, how about I pick the tie? You still have to wake the Eagle, right? I can choose myself, kok,” continued Dimitri. This time as soft as possible, he was very sure if his wife was still very sensitive.
Liliana looked at Dimitri sharply. “So you mean my choice is nothing?!”
“Not that, Li, I'm just—“
“Honest if you don't like my choice anymore. I don't want to talk to you anyway,” cut Liliana. Irritated, Liliana walked out of their room with a pretty strong door bang.
Did he speak wrong again? What Dimitri did was really just want to lighten Liliana's load, he didn't want her to be dizzy by herself just because of the tie. Dimitri was now staring at the neatly lined tie in annoyance. Fucking tie.
**
Everyone must have made a mistake. As good as good people, they also have committed crimes or done things that are contrary to their principles so far. No human is perfect. That sentence was perfect to describe Reno's feelings all along.
Of the many options available, he chose to have an affair with his best friend and hurt his wife who he loved so much. Reno did not lie when he said that he loved Nabila very much. They have been together since they were still in a unstable condition to begin to know and enter the world to maturity. Nabila remained beside him when many problems hit Reno, and remained beside him even without being asked.
Then it all ended in a very short time. It is wrong, he will not refuse to admit or try to deny. It was all completely his fault, and even if he knew if it was wrong, he continued. You can wear it and other things, it's very appropriate for that.
“Ren, we'd better end this. This is a very wrong thing, and we shouldn't be doing this,”
reno.
“You're kidding, right, No. After all this time, and you just broke off this relationship now? Why didn't we end this?”
Reni has been a very close friend to Reno since their third year of college. They are really just friends who support each other, Reni also knows Nabila as Reno's lover who is always sticky. He knows Nabila, but only to that extent, he is also not too close to the woman.
Reno and Reni are like twins who have the same name, and they are always together, whether they have been destined like that or really just a coincidence, now they work in the same hospital.
The mistake started from Reni who told about her lover who asked to break up unilaterally, which turned out to be just an excuse. His girlfriend had another woman behind him. Which woman was not broken after knowing what the lover was doing behind her, and that night she told Reno everything with a deep heartache.
Another coincidence that supports the error is those who are on the same night watch. They've been like that a lot, it's just, that night something was different. Guess what's on a heartbroken woman's mind?
Yes, he needs someone to listen to the story and defend his heartache and be on his side.
“You're not wrong, Ren, he's just a fool for killing you, and you shouldn't be down like this. You should be able to prove that you are all right, even without him who is a coward.”
“You want to help me make her bales?” asked Reni flatly. “I am not at all willing to break up this relationship, I have to point if I am he is not worthy of it to get me.”
“I mean you don't have to take revenge. Revenge will only get worse, Ren,” said Reno.
“No, revenge is also part of the proof.” Reni took the phone from her doctor's suit pocket. “We start from something basic.”
Reno really does not know if ‘dasar’ is what Reni means is kissing, and reni capture the moment of the kiss in a photo from the camera of his phone. Crazy one? Reni was famous for such extreme things. She's not the kind of woman you'd imagine.
From that momentary kiss, Reni boldly kissed the friend deeply. It was originally for revenge, but stealing a kiss from his best friend also seemed to be fine. Just a kiss, and they'll just end it.
But, starting from that kiss, another mistake began to follow. Mistakes involving lust and need. As long as no one knows, everything will be fine.
**
