Playboys

A Date

I

still feeling a little guilty after seeing the shocked look that was shown

Dimitri when I helped me after the meeting yesterday. I never refused anything

what he did to me before, but at that time my mind was really

out of place. Avoiding Dimitri was something I could think of when

that's.

Occurrence

it's been two weeks, and for as long as I'm still

dimitri. I'm avoiding him even more. Eka who always

it was my decision to attend a meeting that Dimitri also attended. Maybe I am

too much, but I really can't face Dimitri, I

he did the same with Kevin.

“Dan

because of Richard's sister, you started avoiding Dimitri?”

I

being in Nabila's apartment, he was willing to hear all my confessions the night

this, he also canceled his dinner appointment with Reno because of me. I've been

tell me everything that happened to Nabila. I'm not the kind of person who can hold

all my problems alone, I would be greatly relieved if I was able to share them on

people closest to me.

I

just nodding my head, there was already a beer that Nabila provided for my neighbor at night

these. He knows how frustrated I am because of this. “Why don't you

dimitri and Michelle?”

“Dia

already fiancee Kevin, Bil, how can I mate them.”

“Tactualization

won't guarantee they'll get married, Kevin's not in love, will he? If it is

she loves Dimitri, how else?” Nabila responded to all of that with

very relaxed, as if it was just a small matter that need not be exaggerated.

“But

just so, Bill, that's not real.”

“You

like Dimitri?”

I

looking at Nabila horror, why does he always conclude that I like Dimitri?

“Udah how many times have I said, Bil, I—“

“What

you have no other reason than to be friends? Now, now friendship

you guys are ruined. Stop hiding behind friendly relationships don't come in

your wits are.”

I

be silent. Maybe this is the annoyance that Nabila is pendam because of the relationship

my weird friendship with Dimitri. I think the same, but what

do I like Dimitri as a man?

“You

no other reason, right? Admit that you really like Dimitri, nothing

the wrong of friends who suddenly date,” said Nabila again.

“Indeed

love like gini? Definition of love for me is not like this, Bil.” I still am

hold fast to my stand, if I don't love Dimitri. I've been

saying, if love is like this then I better not

sensed it.

“Definition

love for all people is different, love can also grow from comfort.

Now I ask, why are you sleeping with Dimitri? Why don't you either

sleeping with Kevin? You three best friends, Kevin is also not less attention

ye. Why?”

Question

traps again. I know Nabila was very adamant about making me admit

it's a feeling, but it's not that kind of feeling I have. “Because of need?”

kataku doubt.

“Dimitries

got dozens of women he can wear, why should you

her best friend?”

“Because

I asked for it, it was my fault, Bil.”

“Dan

you enjoyed it until the last time. It's hard to admit your feelings

alone, Li?”

Marginalised

already showing his regret facing me who is still stubborn. “I

don't even know if it's love, Bil,”. This is honest, I don't know what

what I really feel.

“You

just haven't noticed, Li. I'm sure that feeling is in your heart.”

“Free

if I feel it, but Dimitri doesn't feel the same way. I didn't

want this friendship ruined because of my selfishness.”

I

opening my fifth beer can, I plan to drink until I get drunk

when I woke up the next day, all my problems were gone. If I

can erase all these problems like computer memory, I don't need such

these.

“Sometimes

you need to be selfish, Li.”

**

I

waking up with a very dizzy head. I spread my eyes, and

I found out that this is my room. How can I go home? When not

maybe glad to take me home, he would have preferred Reno

on my appeal. I got up, and leaned my body on the head of the bed. My clothes

still complete, there's no way I'm going home alone.

My view

fixed on the water and aspirin on the bedside nightstand, no message

whatever is written. Suddenly the door of my room opened, and Dimitri stood in

there with a surprised look, maybe he thinks I'm still asleep.

This

the situation I didn't expect, I hadn't prepared anything when I met

with him. I need to put my sentences together first at least. “Nabila

calling me, he said he had business and couldn't leave you alone in the

his apartment,” he said while still looking at me.

I

turn my eyes the other way. Very clever Nabila it stringing

the story, though maybe he is currently having fun with Reno. Why also

Dimitri should obey Nabila? This guy could have rejected it.

“I

ready aspirin let your dizziness decrease, this I also new your bikini

fried rice let your stomach not empty.” Dimitri approached me and put down

tray filled with fried rice on the nightstand. “I go home first, you eat that abis it

break.”

What

is this guy Dimitri? Why did he suddenly soften like this? I suspect

Nabila said something strange to Dimitri. Dimitri usually behaves

soft, but we're in a state of contention.

“Al.”

I

it would have been more guilty to let Dimitri come home. I mean, I mean,

he had picked me up, even prepared fried rice, and was already being gentle

like those. Dimitri turned his body, looking at me.

“You

can accompany me for a moment.”

I

I don't know what to say, and it's not a question. I don't know what either

what I'm doing this time, there's no chatter material I can pick up. I didn't

maybe just asking suddenly, or talking about the weather

this very bright early morning, or suddenly hugging again while staring

flickering lights like that night.

Dimitri

I hesitated before I started to move closer to my bed. He sits at the end

bed, like away from me. I haven't looked at him since, but I know

if his eyes had been watching me since. It's a really awkward atmosphere.

I

very want to ask, ‘why does it sit so far away like that?’ but I am too

know answer. How could he sit near me if we were still

like these?

“Compression

I haven't vomited yet, why are you sitting so far away?” ask me in the end. Marginalised

saying that if I could be selfish once in a while, I would do it this time.

“You

want me to sit where?”

Now

I only dared to look at him after he asked like that. What it needs

asking?

“Forget,

I'll eat on the balcony.”

I

get out of bed, but my body's a little shabby, maybe the beer effect is still

left in my body. I stared at my arm that Dimitri was holding. It just

like these? What this hangover still is

not lost?

“I

can be alone.” I let go of my hand and brought the fried rice and water

it's headed for my balcony. It's three o'clock in the morning, and thankfully tomorrow's Sunday,

I don't have to worry about waking up late.

“I

grateful you didn't go to the club,” he said.

“What

your care?” ketus.

Okay, yup,

I should have been a little gentle, but what I'm saying is just evil words

like those. This really isn't the Liliana she should be. Liliana's used to it

calm in all situations.

Dimitri

smiling and sitting before me, he seemed to have relaxed a little

near me. That's good, so I don't have to be awkward anymore. “You don't fit snugly

like that,” he said amusedly.

I

not responding to it, I began to feed the fried rice. It doesn't feel as good

my fried rice, but not bad either. For you to know, this Dimitri

it's quite cooking, it's a simple recipe like this fried rice, a sandwich, and for me it's pretty great

for a man's size. I don't know anyone who's been feeling

his food, but I am quite often a connoisseur of his food.

“Stop

staring at me!” I snapped at him who had not averted his eyes earlier

from me.

“I

missed you.”

And

i choked. He hurriedly poured out the drinking water that was in front of me,

his face suddenly worried. Ah, damn this guy, why could he be with

casually say such a sentence?

Subsequent to

feeling better and finishing one glass of water, I continued

feed the fried rice again. I could feel my face warming up. Why

can my attitude be so embarrassing like this? I used to hear it too

that line was from him and Kevin, but it never got the wrong behavior

like these.

I

I could still feel her gaze, and now I felt regret for having already

ask him to stay. Nabila's sentence about acknowledging my feelings began

spinning in my brain, do I really like Dimitri? I've been

often find out that dating with friends is more profitable in appeal

a stranger, but what to do with this guy?

One

the fried rice plate was finished not a bit left, it turned out I was hungry

that's. When I downed a few cans of beer, I felt like I had

very satiated. “Can't you take good care of yourself? Why

you look skinny?”

I

regardless of what he said, I chose to stand up and enjoy the glittering lights

early morning from the balcony. The air was pretty cold, and it poked my bones because

the shirt I was wearing was very thin, but it was refreshing.

“Why

you always ignore me?” Dimitri was suddenly standing next to me.

I

it's enough to feel better now, perhaps because of Dimitri's presence? Possibly

without me noticing, this man occupies a special place in my heart, surpassing a

friends and also men. I'm a poor woman and always late

realize something. Sometimes I can act very rashly, which on

I always regretted it at last. Or when I speak very painfully,

I am not the kind of gentle woman who is easily touched.

Terribly

it's hard to make me fall in love, which is why I always realize too late to

emotional feelings like this. But what else I can do, I do

born like this, to change it I had to change all aspects of the

my life and it certainly won't be as easy as I thought.

“Al, ,

hug me,” I asked Dimitri who still saw the lights down there. Even

the lights are more beautiful than me.

Dimitri

confused looking. I spread both my hands in front of him. It stays

hugging me with that confused look. “Hug me tightly, as if you

won't let me go,” I said again.

**

Michelle

still calling me about the request he made to me the other day

then, about getting him closer to Dimitri. I ignored all calls

that's. Besides I don't want to pick up that call, I don't want to either

granting request.

I

just want to be a little selfish for a second. Their relationship was in time

then and for a very long time, if that feeling had indeed grown in their hearts, I

it would just be selfish. I won't admit to my feelings for Dimitri, I

just want to enjoy it. I'm not sure Dimitri still likes it either

that girl's. Dimitri was just making love, not dating.

Decisions

all I took was round, I really thought about it

mature, about the risks I'm about to accept. I'm sure this is gonna be over

bad, I just wanted to try it. Some heartbreak doesn't matter, I always

stronger than anything.

“What

your offer still valid?”

I

being in Dimitri's room this afternoon, I'm sending the actual files

it can be done Eka.

“Offers

which one?” Dimitri asked in confusion.

“About

become your lover.” I've been really on my crazy mind. I am the

it used to always be about a friendship that would be ruined because of the two

dating, now instead ask him directly to this man.

“You

is that really the Liliana Almira Leena I know? Because the woman I know is not

will say about this.”

Yep, yeah,

I'm not the same Liliana anymore, maybe there's some invisible creature

possessing me. So just assume I'm someone else. “I'll just go,” threatened me

“Why

you like to threaten me so much lately?”

I

turned my body that just wanted to leave. I can't yet

confessing my feelings, I wanted to prove myself those feelings, new

then I'll admit it. Well, I don't know but what happened

lately it's made me feel like our friendship can't keep going, but

that didn't want me to date him. There are some things

which makes me doubt even if I want to.

“I

just want a date, I'm just asking you, if you don't agree

then no problem,” reply me flat.

“Why?”

“You

didn't even give me a reason to be possessive.”

Checkmate. I can too

doing what he did to me, I just never said it. “Alright,

dating. When do you want to do it?”

“Night

this?”

“Good.

Dress up as beautiful as possible, I will make you amazed later,” he said

with a smile and a wink in his eyes.

I

smile too, I don't know if this is the best, I'll just follow

my instincts. I walked up to him who was still sitting in the rough chair

with folded hands. I grabbed her face with both hands, then

kiss her lips gently. This is the first time since we fought,

I kissed him wholeheartedly, hoping to find what I was looking for.

Ia

replying, just as gently, makes me lulled. He has sat me in

her lap to let our kiss go deeper. I immediately let go of our pagutan

when my breath was almost gone because of that deepening kiss.

“Dating,

tonight.” I whispered in front of his lips.

**

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