Playboys
#2# Take 53
Hi, want to test the waves first, still want not the same me or playboy story? Hope you guys wish to read yes :)
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Things have to be tried first, we never know what will happen if we don't try. The words Dimitri spoke kept ringing in his head all night, even until he worked. What would happen if he decided to try? Does he still have a chance to try at his age?
But, if you have to ask her about her feelings for Juna, then she likes it. He should not sacrifice family and work for a momentary love story that he may be living, too risky. No one guarantees he will be okay during the relationship.
Trying is one of the best ways he has, but he also has other options he can try. Nabila has promised not to make the same mistake for the umpteenth time. The ringing sound of the phone managed to break Nabila's daydream and one name on the screen managed to disperse all thoughts about Juna. Reno.
“Nabila, can we meet?” ask for a voice across.
There is a reason Nabila still keeps the mobile number of her ex-husband, for the affairs of the child of course. He had not expected anything from his ex-husband, after the man decided to marry his own best friend, whether it was for love reasons or something else.
“Is there anything important we should talk about?” Nabila wouldn't have met her ex-husband if it wasn't about their son.
Indeed, there are no more feelings left for her ex-husband, she chose to avoid it as much as possible. Almost a year has passed, Nabila hopes the wound will recover so that he can live his own life better. But maybe, it takes longer. Maybe he should be like Liliana who chose to leave, then come back again.
“Ya .. It's about kids.”
“Send only the address.”
Nabila immediately turned off the phone connection was one-sided. Know when the day is calm? When he returned home at night and met his two children. Only then could he feel the calm. Don't ask how about the other day, it certainly feels very heavy.
Nabila's heavy breathing sounded to Juna's ears. The man turned his chair to look at Nabila who looked very tangled. It was just about to enter the lunch hour, and the woman's face was already very unpleasant to see. I don't know how much weight he carries, so he can feel that heavy burden.
“There's a problem, Ma'am?” ask Juna.
“Not exist, continue your work. This lunch hour I might have to get out, you're okay, right?”
Nabila was seen to clean up the files on the table, and enter the items that he would bring. Thirty minutes to lunchtime, but know for yourself how the traffic jam is at this hour, and Reno has sent the address of their meeting place.
“I go first, yes.”
Juna saw Nabila's departure blankly. Pursuing a woman is very difficult, and it can be said that this is the first time he has felt such a passionate like this. He really likes Nabila, and all the things that exist in the woman. He does not care about the status that is now owned by the woman, also with the child that Nabila has.
He likes Nabila as it is. After all, he also knew the cause of the rundown of the woman's household, all was not the fault of Nabila, it was the woman who suffered greatly with all the burden she carried on her shoulders.
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Nabila always felt his unstable self if he had faced Reno like this. The man still caused an invisible trace in his heart and also his mind. Who knows if the relationship he has declared as an eternal relationship until death separates, it runs aground because of other women.
“What do you want to talk about?” ask Nabila.
“Sorry, I asked you to come here not because of children's problems.this ... about us,” replied Reno. He hesitated a little about the words he said.
“Didn't I say that I don't want to talk about our problems? We're done, No. What more do you want?”
Quickly, Nabila had felt a bad feeling on the way to this restaurant. He did not feel hungry at all, but he only ate one piece of bread for breakfast. No matter how much work he had, Nabila always took the time to eat, because he really needed the energy to complete his work.
“I know how selfish I feel about this, but I want us to get back together. Us and the kids.”
Nabila is not an easy woman, she has principles that she instills in herself, even before she decides to accept Reno's proposal. He will not go back to what hurt him, no matter how much he wants his way back.
Silence filled the table of the two. It took a lot of courage to say that to Reno, he did not want to guess how Nabila would react, he just wanted to say it.
So far, Nabila has felt enough with all the things that have happened, or will happen. He never felt calm again, since the divorce. It's been almost a year, or maybe it's been more. I don't know, Nabila had forgotten to count how long they had been apart.
“If you know it's selfish, why say it? You better be quiet, and save it for all the guilt for me.”
Being a good person is very tiring, but Nabila also does not feel to be a good person, but it feels very tired. It seemed, this was what Liliana had been feeling all along. There is something that Nabila really wants to do since then, run away from here. But he doesn't want to be a coward. He wanted Reno to know that there was no place for him, be it in his heart, or with his children.
“What's because of that guy?” ask Reno.
A guy? Is Reno talking about Juna? Tired breath coming out of Nabila's mouth. Isn't it nice to be a man, who has a very short mind? If he does not want to demean or justify, he does not want to do that.
“Why is your mind so short? You don't realize how cruel you've been to me? you think I can be that easy to get back to believing in men after everything you've done? You never, ever, ever, ever
aja thought that I was very devastated at that time?”
Reno. Desperation and anger in both eyes Nabila, he lowered his head, unable to look into the eyes of the ex-wife any longer. Perhaps it is true that Nabila said that he was very selfish.
It was that easy to hurt his wife, then it was that easy to hurt her again with all the selfishness she had. He should be aware and also glazed, he does not deserve to return to the side of Nabila again. It is the initial cause of the destruction of households that have been built so harmoniously.
“I'm sorry, Nabila. I really regret it, I ...,”
“If you really regret it, please never ask me to come back. I'm even still kind enough to let you meet Aidan and Alya,” cut Nabila.
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Brian's not a fool, he already knows that Enzo will protect Elleanor no matter what. A very touching romantic story, isn't it? Everything didn't go as he planned because of the intervention
that snot guy. Brian knew how influential this man was in Germany. But, he also wanted to point out, if the man was not the only one who had power here. There's Brian Dennis Park who is also very big just like the guy, even more.
To finish off the Elleanor family was a very easy thing to do, but it seemed that he was not satisfied if he just finished it off. That woman, Elleanor should be hers no matter what. He did not want the years he spent making the woman subjugated to him to be wasted.
“Currently, Elleanor is staying with Enzo. He is in the area of the man, we will not be able to approach him for a while,” reported a man wearing a full black suit.
Brian smiled in anguish. His opponent this time was not a stupid man, he had to be even more careful in addressing everything. He believes Enzo has been investigating it since the beginning.
“What do you think they have a relationship with?” ask Brian.
“We will make sure again before re-creating plans to get Elleanor.”
“No need to rush, we still have a lot of time. We can devise a more mature plan so that everything runs smoothly.”
Again, a slanted smile that looked extremely frightening on Brian's cold face appeared. He really dislikes when what he has at the nuisance of others. It only took a few more steps to have Elleanor, before the stranger appeared.
“It will be very interesting, I will make sure of it.,” Brian said slowly. “Let's give a short break to Elleanor, because more tiring things will appear soon.”
The man wearing a full black suit only nodded his head before passing from the office room. Being Brian's right hand he had been playing for a long time, and during that time he was very loyal to this cold man who had this cold gaze.
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There was only one place to shed all the anger he was currently experiencing. Returning home will only make the mother worried, because the dark clouds above her head have answered what she is feeling right now.
Only on Liliana was she able to shed all her grievances. Looking at his best friend's current life, he felt like fate was turning their lives upside down. Liliana was once in her position, and vice versa. It turns out that friends have a very strong inner bond.
“When the weather outside is very sunny, why are you so cloudy?” ask Liliana.
It was five in the afternoon, the Eagle was playing with his father, and the younger brother was enjoying his late afternoon nap. So, until dinner time later, Liliana's time is only for Nabila. Seeing the look on his best friend's face that looks very gray.
When you drink apple juice that is served by Liliana, the juice is almost finished up to half a glass. He was very thirsty, also very tired with his life, apple juice alone was not enough to make his emotional thirst subside. The past few months have been really very emotionally draining to the body and soul.
“How can you pass the time after your divorce?” ask Nabila.
Liliana seemed to think for a moment. Maybe because they are friends, which they feel like alternating, they have to feel what others feel. Maybe it's like that.
“I think I want to jump from the balcony of the apartment, or the lightest may hit the head against the wall times, yes.”
“I live on the sixteenth floor, what percentage of success do you think?”
Divorce really turns Nabila into another figure that Liliana has never met, her best friend is not a woman who will easily complain about her problems like this even desperate.
“Why? What else this time?” ask Liliana seriously.
Nabila shrugged his shoulders, he was confused how to tell it, he only calmed his mind for a moment so that he did not return home in this state. This was the heaviest storm of life he felt.
“Why did you finally refer to Dimitri again? You are not afraid that one day it might happen again?”
“You don't know the reason?”
Nabila's breath was very disturbing Liliana. If only he had the power to help his friend. “I still feel the same trauma as the problem I had before, but I also know that I will stay like this if I myself do not want change. So it was a decision that I thought was good, I was trying to believe again.”
Nabila also felt that, the trauma that still plagued him. “Reno ask for a referral,” says Nabila.
The two stared at each other, for some reason Liliana was able to confirm this would happen. Liliana opened her mouth to say something, but closed it again, there was something she wanted to say, but still hesitated to reveal it first.
“I know this will happen too, Reno can not be that easy to release you especially after all the years you have passed.”
“I know, I also know that my son is still expecting his father back to kayak first, but I also can't make it back to kayak first.”
Liliana knew how to be in that position, how a sense of indecision enveloped her heart. The choice to return or stay in his own position. Whether the belief came from where, but finally Liliana decided to refer to Dimitri, until now.
“You do not have to force yourself if your heart does not want to. The happiness of you and your children is more important,” Liliana said.
“But what if the happiness of my children is also with his father?”
Nabila shed his tears, he was quite tired with the work that took his time, in addition to the problems of Reno and also his children. Sometimes divorce doesn't change his life for the better. Why can't he just find a little bright spot in the problem?
Liliana took Nabila into her arms, her best friend looked so strong and independent on the outside, but she also knew very well, deep down she was hurt. Wounds that may heal over time.
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