
Hi, how are you guys? Hopefully good yes. actually want to up last night, but not very strong for ngedit malem-malem, tkut collapsed its contents. If everything goes according to plan, this month the playboy will be over.
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The interview with Katherine Agnesia went well. The actress, who is reportedly in a relationship with a man younger than her, is in hot conversation. As usual, it always invites curiosity from everyone. About how a widow can lure a younger man, about the intersection if she has had that relationship behind her husband a long time ago, as well as various other things that never end up being a language.
If he is not interested in all that, he never cares about the life and privacy of others that he does not even know. What made her a little curious was only about the actress who was related to a younger man. He never believed that such a relationship would run smoothly and last, especially with the status of the woman. Painful to hold a status that is always demeaned by others.
But, we should not be weak and inferior because of the words of others who do not even understand what is happening. Such sentences should have the power to us to get stronger and stronger and break the talk of others about what they believe.
In fact, whatever we do will not change the views of others, they will only believe what they believe. That's why people's speech should foster another spirit in us, not even weaken.
Since the invitation to dinner at that time with Juna, and Nabila who rejected Juna without feeling, their relationship really changed. There are Nabila grateful even a little loss, but it should be like
that's. Such a thing will not shake Nabila, although he is a little disturbed by the fact that now Juna and Arlina are getting closer.
“It turns out Katherine Agnesia is not like gossip circulating, she is friendly, even polite. Do not know yes, if his acting is really good if the interview is like gini, but the gesture he pointed out is not at all a pretense.”
Tasya, the photographer who worked on the Katherine Agnesia photo shoot yesterday, was enjoying soto with Nabila in the office cafeteria. Tasya is an old acquaintance of Nabila since the woman was still working in the magazine before Nabila married and had children like now. And now they are found again in the same office.
“You know for yourself how netizens now always assume, even though they do not know, but if you already nggosipin, feel most familiar really,” replied Nabila.
“Well, public risk figures too, heck. It's netizens' job to comment, right? You know for yourself how hard our working environment is.”
“Capek really, Yes. You anyway, good just a moto-moto aja dapet money.”
“In kira moto-moto doang tasty times, yes. You don't know aja—“
“OK, stop. I know you will talk about the technique of motret and so on, already know very well me,” cut Nabila. He looked at the woman with a smile.
“Lucky temen, if I have not sent to Mars you, Bil,” reply Tasya with an annoyed face.
They were quite close, but it was indeed very rare to sit and eat together like this. Because their work is sometimes clashing and do not have the same holiday schedule, but if there is free time they always take the time to meet and chat lightly.
“How is your ex-husband?”
Nabila narrowed her eyes at the question Tasya asked before answering. “So much news from ex-husband through me? Should I contact him for something as trivial as gini?”
Tasya laughed at Nabila's upset face and the answer, he did not really mean to ask the answer for seriousness. “Strong tension, Bill. What are PMS?”
“Yes anyways, must nanyain Reno same me.”
From another corner of the canteen, Nabila saw Juna who had just entered the canteen along with Arlina. Both look very familiar and fit, see how they laugh at each other then sit in a chair quite far from where Nabila is, but he can still see it clearly.
I don't know, he wanted to regret it, but it shouldn't have been in his heart. He himself chose to let go of his feelings, but he also did not want to deny if he was also a little hurt to see the familiarity of the two.
“Sya, do you think that widowed women like Katherine Agnesia who are dating are equally in droves how?”
Tasya looked at the face of Nabila who had just asked that question. It seems that it is becoming a trend to date younger men, he is also confused as to why suddenly like that. Does the adult man of today choose to rest himself and let the young man toil? Work hard to find adult women for them.
“You like the same in droves?” ask Tasya.
“I said Katherine Agnesia, yes, don't ge-er.”
“Kalo according to me yes, depends on both sides. If you both want, continue to love together, yes just walk. Since when, after all, love ages? If you like it, like it.”
Nabila nodded her head, she also understood the consequences received if indeed dating a younger man. Should be for the affairs of love this time, he issued his outspoken attitude so as not to need to be like this.
**
At this time the relationship of Juna and Nabila really has not shown closeness personally anymore, everything is only about work. There was no sweet smile that Juna showed to Nabila, and there were no small concerns anymore, the silly jokes that often made Juna also no longer exist. There was nothing left of their closeness.
Nabila's phone on the table shook, an incoming call from Richard appeared on the screen.
“So going to Liliana's house, no?”
Two weeks ago, Liliana gave birth to her beautiful daughter by caesarean section, with a premature baby. Luckily, after the best treatment from doctors and nurses, the tiny baby named Assyifa was stable until it was allowed to go home. Although Liliana's condition itself was quite decreased post-surgery, she also slowly began to recover.
“So, dong. I have not prepared a gift, so we stopped by before going there,” replied Nabila.
“No intention to make ngajakin si Juna, Bil?”
Nabila's view immediately turned on the Juna cubicle located in front of him. He had already told Richard about his decision to push Juna away, which of course made the man hysterical. Richard was really a man who was very expressive of something, especially in terms of literacy Nabila.
“I can, yes, sure your relationship with Kate broke up again,” threatened Nabila.
Only one thing is Richard's weakness, Kate. The name was already like something natural and very sacred, because he also loved the woman more than anything.
“Gak funny really threat, Bill. I can also pray’in you so that guys do not want to deket ya same you.”
The second chat continued until twenty minutes later, lucky that his work was done until he could relax a little. Only his eyes were still at home staring at that wide back.
“It looks like I'm starting to like Juna, Chad. How's this?” whisik Nabila.
“Well, what do you expect me to do? As long as you, so?”
Nabila knows, if the conversation with Richard will never go well. If the two of them have met or even chatted for a long time like this, just believe if there will only be a curse and also swearing and swearing.
“Chad, if I were Kate, I would break up with you.” Nabila immediately disconnected the phone before many bad things he would say to the man.
Nabila's gaze returned on Juna's back. There was guilt when he looked at the man's face, guilt for not being able to return his feelings, even though there were many good things that Juna gave him. Even if he knew it was all selfless, there was still guilt. If only his life had turned into a better woman, he would have been more courageous to reciprocate that feeling.
After cleaning up all the work and his belongings, Nabila immediately went to the office lobby. Richard had been waiting for him, if Nabila did not come down soon, a third world war might be imminent. Richard was more terrible than the third world war. Juna's desk was empty because the man had gone home first
“You finished the desks of all employees what?”
See, right? Just as Nabila set foot in front of the man's car, he had already started to nag. What if Nabila is longer than this? Nabila just shook his head, inexhaustible with this man who owns several companies and also oversees many employees and has a lover who is also equally rich.
“Hai, Juna.”
Nabila's foot that was beside Richard's car door immediately stopped. Why is Juna here? Hasn't that guy been home since half an hour ago? Nabila turned her head to look at Richard who was smiling at whoever in front of her. Its bad. Nabila didn't want to meet that guy.
And when Nabila's head was fully turned back, he actually found Juna and Arlina holding Juna's arm tightly. What is this sight? Why it is so painful to see.
“Mbak Nabila,” greet Arlina with a sweet smile.
Nabila was forced to return the smile by force, anyone also knew that Arlina's smile was just a falsehood. Just remember how the young lady behaved to him first. “You guys want to go home?” tanya Nabila was calm.
“Iya, Ma'am. Mommy wants to go home too?” reply Arlina.
Nabila's gaze moved on Juna who was also staring at him flatly. Whatever was on Juna's mind at the moment, Nabila had no intention of knowing at all, it was definitely not a good thing for him. “Yuk, Chad. We should stop by for a gift first.”
Richard nodded, after he smiled at the lovebirds in front of him, he immediately followed Nabila to get into his car. Although his mouth is very venomous in mocking Nabila, but he also knows how
this woman's feelings.
“How do you feel?” ask Richard.
The two were already on the road that would take them to shop for gifts for princess Liliana. “I'm not that sad, I just feel guilty about Juna because he's been so good with us all along. Not a serious thing.
Lies. He was sick enough to see the sight.
**
“I have terms before signing this divorce letter.”
Reni looked at Reno questioningly, the usual conditions proposed by this man would be very strange and definitely not a good condition. Reni always hoped that someday Reno could have a little love for her. Without having to worry about divorce like this.
“What?”
“See doctor Aluna, then go to therapy with her. If you are already healthier and healed, you can visit your family even resign also.”
“You still think I'm crazy, right? You should just divorce me, without having to bother like gini.”
It should be like that, but his heart said something else. More precisely the heart of Reno who said otherwise, maybe he was too good and really wanted to help his friend. He thought there might be little way to get Reni back where she should be until she could sustain her own life.
The conversation is still quite clear in Reni's memory, which is not clear just the delay part of affixing the signature. Isn't faster better? If this is a drama, then this is the best time of the plot to have, as emotions begin to peak from both sides.
Reni just does not want if things like this make him want something else from Reno, he does not want to expect something that he can not get. It is impossible to get love from a man who does not look at him at all, then why does the man casually ruffle his life with kindness? It's not the man's business to be what he would be if he didn't see a psychologist.
“What will I get from seeing this doctor? After all they won't be able to cure me, this isn't the first time, I'm just going to take a lot of tranquilizing pills.”
“He's the best, I'm sure of it, and you can definitely recover.”
“I don't understand, No. Why are you doing this? You won't love me, but why do you do this? Why do you think you are gini?”
Even today, the man is with his son in his other apartment, and he will not be home for a week. Reni will not be able to replace Nabila or her children in Reno's heart, so don't blame Reni when she sometimes loses control by hurting one of them or both.
The anxiety he still felt was sometimes already at a fairly severe stage, Reni could also feel it. He should have consulted a few years ago, but he ran away and never saw his doctor again. His anxiety never lessened and the more pills he swallowed, nothing changed during that time and no one saved him.
“I do this as your best friend and because of the care I have. You deserve to be healed, and I will make sure that you recover from all your anxieties. You are not tired of living in a ghost with such anxious feelings? What if you pass out somewhere, and no one saves you?”
“You shouldn't care, I hurt Aidan.”
Everyone deserves a second chance, right? Since there was always a reason behind all those impulsive actions, it was something Reno believed in.
**