Playboys

I Fell In Love With The Devil

So, what if I told you I was in love with Dimitri? Have you guys already

expected it? Or do you want to curse me for noticing it too late?

I didn't even expect it myself.

That night, when I asked about our relationship, he didn't answer, he just

hugged me tighter. That's why I didn't say anything more. Quietness

Dimitri could mean a few things, he did love me and we didn't

can be called a friend again, or he still considers me a friend and does not want to

more than that. Both of them are very unfavorable to me, so I won't choose

both options.

I prefer to keep quiet, and not ask further. We didn't do either

whatever else, he only came home after hugging me for a while. Probably back

to Michelle or any woman she chose that night.

It's not without reason that I claim that I love Dimitri. I've had a lot

thinking, even thinking too much. About all the possibilities

it may happen, about our relationship going forward, whether we remain friends or

more. Wouldn't I be a fool if I still expected us to be more than

a pal?

Without realizing it, I had already placed that hope in my heart, albeit only a little

that hope remains. When I put that hope in someone,

I put my heart there too. It's very melow, but the truth is

like these. I can't control my heart any longer.

I didn't tell Dimitri of course, for me like this was enough. Terribly

it's not me, I'm used to expressing whatever's in my heart and

my mind, even if it's going to hurt someone else, is better than

harbored it. After all, I've been doing this since yesterday, I'm just gonna

following the specified path, I will not do anything.

Lunch time this time I spent daydreaming on the roof of the office building. So then

the sentence is true, as smart as we used to be when studying, will be

losing with love can instantly make us stupid. Long ago, I

not feeling this way, maybe because I was too young and not yet

understand anything?

Right now, I'm much more mature, already understanding about everything and

what kind of consequences do we get if we do something. I've been

understand everything, but still do not understand when dealing with love.

How stupid of me.

The wind blew the strands of hair I was stalling, it felt so comfortable, the weather too

bright enough. It should make me happy, but it's the opposite. I looked over

when I hear the door open.

Kevin's.

He was just as surprised as me. His face suddenly turned awkward, we

it's been a long time since I've got the best of friends, and I've missed things enough

that small.

“It looks like you also have a problem,”. If he doesn't want to talk

with me, I have to do it.

With a slightly hesitant step, he walked over to me. I smiled at him, and

he gave me a faint smile. It looks like just yesterday we were mingling and

now that we are strangers, why is time so fast?

We were silent for quite a while, just standing side by side and enjoying the breeze of the wind

makes my body comfortable. I don't know what to start a conversation on,

because everything on my mind is a sensitive topic possible

it will make us move away.

“I...,”

“Kak..,”

We looked at each other, then after that only our laughter was heard. “Why we

so this giggly?” I asked on the sidelines of our crisp laughter.

“It seems like a long time ago I did not see Brother laughing after this,” he said that already

stopped laughing.

Ah, really? I think the same thing. I was a cheerful woman before

all these problems come.

“Kakak also became thinner, Sister is no longer dieting, right?” ask again. Looks like Kevin

it has returned to being my best friend, because of its chatty nature and always

counselled me.

“You stay sensitive, huh? I didn't even realize it all.”

“I...it feels good to be like this again.”

I looked at Kevin who heaved a sigh of relief then then smiled. If I

doing this since yesterday, will I still face this problem?

“How are you?” my many.

“Slightly better now, Brother?”

“It looks like now is also a little better.” I gave him a smile. Then we fell silent

any more.

“If I wanted to ask how your engagement is, would you go

leave me without explanation too?”

Kevin looked calmly at the buildings ahead, as if he had expected a question

it'll show up.

“What does Dimitri also do that?”

“Even Richard did the same, he always asked me to stay away from Dimitri

without giving me a reason.”

“Looks like I can't give you the answer you want either.”

I nodded in understanding, it seemed like I was destined not to know

this problem. All right, I'm gonna keep quiet like this until someone's with

volunteering explained to me. I'll be a good woman by closing my eyes

of all these problems.

“Dimitri..I feel guilty to her,”.

I just kept quiet, not wanting to respond to anything. I was always full of curiosity, though,

if I ask what's going on with Dimitri, and Kevin doesn't

giving me any answer, I'd be very frustrated. So it's better if I

be silent.

**

Jum’at night, and Dimitri asked to date me again. Of course I am

assented it. I don't lose anything if I date him, he always

trying really hard for our date, like renting a VIP restaurant room

I'm sure it's very expensive. I wonder what else he'll do.

The question I asked her that night was about what relationship we were in

at the moment, he has not received any answers from her. I'm disappointed of course, but

as usual, he won't give me any answers. We're just dating, though,

eat together, go home together, make love once in a while, but no commitment or

any expression. Just like this, not a friend, not a girlfriend.

If I remember this, I can only smile wryly. I still do occasionally

caught Dimitri with Michelle eating together at one of the cafes,

or Michelle came to Dimitri's office. I know all that, but I

choosing silence. Maybe Dimitri thought that I wouldn't know any of that.

Dimitri stopped his car at one of the five-star hotels. Well, I'm curious

what type of room was the message. Is it possible President Suite? He is very capable of doing that and I am very sure

he will continue to do so.

We just stopped in front of the reception desk to pick up an access card for

entering room. Looks like this guy has everything ready, we don't need to

check in and go straight to

in elevator.

Now I'm sure Dimitri actually hired the President

Suite, evidently only one room is here. Okay, this guy.just outside.

ordinary.

No romantic scene like Dimitri would close my eyes before us

entering the room, it just happened inside the drama like him, or the man

really romantic.

I covered my mouth with both hands, this room is amazing. I don't know what

that's in Dimitri's mind, but it's really amazing. Queen size bed with four poles and fabric

the cover, made it very much like the royal princess's room, and there was a pond

swimming in the middle of the family room. The price of this room is definitely very

“You like?”

“You're kidding? You do not see me who has been amazed like gini,”, I said. Still don't

believe in the beauty of this room.

I did not care about Dimitri and immediately surrounded the entire room in the

this room. It felt like all my troubles were gone from seeing the beauty

every room I enter. If I was on a work trip out of town,

I'll just rent a standard room. I could have stayed in a suite if

wanted to, but I think it was too much money to waste.

“Why are you getting me to an expensive place like this? From the first you

where aja?” I asked when he approached me who ended up looking

view of the night sky from the balcony.

Dimitri laughing. “Because I want to?” said it.

For a second, I was slightly gobsmacked by Dimitri. I've already described

how handsome he is, but now I feel he is many times more

good-looking. Is this the effect because I've already confessed my feelings? In the dim light

I love the way he laughs and says the answer.

“I want to kiss you.”

I immediately came to my senses with the sentence I said, I thought I was just saying

it was in my heart, but I said it with my lips. I

covering my lips with both palms. Dimitri was looking at me with

raised eyebrows.

“Ah, isn't the view tonight so beautiful?” my spoken. Attract

topic, but it just sounds really awkward to my own hearing.

Dimitri began to close the distance, which since then was also not far. “A—What are you

do?”

Dimitri didn't say anything, and he caught me with his arm

resting on a balcony guardrail. I can't run anywhere anymore. “Please

again your sentence earlier,” whispered in my ear.

My face warmed up to hear his voice, and our distance was no longer any distance

makes my heart beat. I used to feel the same way, too,

only this time the detachment was many times firmer. “A—I didn't

says anything.”

Dimitri looked for my eyes that avoided his gaze, and he took my chin

gently, forcing my face to look at her. “I liked you so much when

you're blushing like this.”

We were completely at a distance, and Dimitri's gaze burned me deeply. It's petrifying

the edges of my lips were soft with his thumb, and I could only close my eyes. I

he would really faint if he looked at me like that. “Gaze me, Li,”

her door.

I followed her by opening my eyes slowly, the first thing I saw was

his black eyes were also staring at me. “You know? The red lips are already

since it teased me to taste the taste again, do you mind? I'm gonna

it made her blush even more and just sighed my name, only I could

doing that,” whispered in front of my lips.

Without having to wait for my approval, he immediately kissed my lips gently. Sniffling

which instantly turned into a passionate mash. He did it with

very soft, makes me more lulled. I put my arm in

his neck, the distance between our bodies so that the wind could not get between our bodies.

I've even forgotten what happened when he kissed Michelle on the sidelines

walk, or when Michelle visits Dimitri's office. I've forgotten

all of that, forgetting how real our relationship is, dating or

a friendly? I had forgotten everything when Dimitri's lips began to invade

my lips, my body, even my heart.

Even if this is the last time I feel all this, then I don't have a problem. I

I've confessed my feelings, even though no one knows the facts

these. I'll just keep it alone. Dimitri doesn't deserve it

my confession when he kept his secret all by himself.

**

No happy that lasts a long time, maybe Friday’at yesterday is the most day

happy for me. It was just me and Dimitri, we enjoyed the rest of the weekend like lovers

the kasmaran. I'm a kasmaran, I don't know what I think

Dimitris. He never said anything, only made me feel more overwhelmed

with his actions, and it made me love him more and more.

It seems it is true that I am used to his presence, with great comfort

we have, and I'm late to realize all those feelings. Ah, I always

being late for love, it's also because I've never been sensitive to

own feeling.

Guess who I'm meeting now?

I'm gonna have a meeting outside before lunchtime, and I just wanted to

get out of the elevator when they accidentally cross paths with them. Very friendly and

the woman embraces the man's arm spoiled. I'm a little sorry for my decision

who hurriedly descended into the lobby, I should have waited for a while in my office

then down to the lobby.

If it's like this, what can I do? Pretend not to see them

and we met face to face? My heart aches just by looking at them

both, all the happiness I felt yesterday was like nothing when

I met them in person, not just by looking at them from

distance.

Dimitri and Michelle.

Michelle smiled broadly when she saw me, and I was forced to give a smile

I also feel unwillingly. Dimitri looked at me with a flat face, no

show any emotion. This is Dimitri, what can I expect? He wouldn't

changed just because we dated a few times and shared romantic memories.

“Hai, Brother Lili,” said.

I hated the joy he always showed in front of me, I knew it was just a cover

which he created. I really want to tear his mouth off.

“Oh, hi. You guys look good.”

“Really? Ah, we were like that a long time ago. Yeah, right, baby?”

The darling? I really want to strangle him now. So, are they official

being a couple again? I know, Dimitri never brought up this topic and

I never asked either. I think Dimitri is the one who should be

he told me everything, but he didn't do it until the end.

His silence when I ask about this relationship means the same as he who remains

think of me as a friend. The date, I'm sure was just her politeness

have to realize the demand of ganja. I knew Dimitri wouldn't be with

he rudely rejected me, and he was too reluctant to agree. Then created

our relationship is getting weird.

I'm obviously disappointed. What should I be like when I confess

my feelings and this man are actually dating his ex-girlfriend. I choose

it was the right decision not to express my feelings to her.

No problem, I'll keep this to myself. At least he gave me

sweet memories, though, are not as certain as I would like them to be.

“I wish you all the best. It is good that you have found your love

the truth is, pretending to love is very difficult.” I give

my smile to Michelle, even if it wasn't a genuine smile, at least I could

smiling in front of them.

Michelle harrumphed when I said that. I hate him, because he looks more and more

beautiful if it is like that. I looked at Dimitri who had already thrown away his gaze

other direction. Yes, men are men, they have been women's players for a long time,

and he's clearly saying that you can't just be with one woman. I

I will respect him, because I am his friend.

This is the risk I have to accept when I love a demon in life

tangible. I won't hate it, but it's my own wish when it's

admitting feelings.

**

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