Playboys
#2 #Take 17
Hi, sorry again for having to make you wait a long time. Happy reading^^^^
p.s.don't hate Reni too much ;)
“I will move to the apartment,” said Nabila.
Although their status is not husband and wife anymore, and also Reno has given the house to Nabila, somehow Nabila still has the obligation to say this decision. So that her ex-husband is not difficult to meet his two children, and, Nabila just want to say, there is no special reason.
“How about that house?” ask Reno.
“I want to sell it, but, if you want to take care of the house, I don't care.”
“Why should I do it?” The question was said softly, but, Nabila could hear it. Perhaps part of his sensitivity has increased.
“You should stay in that house, so that you are more tormented with all the memories that are in it. You can stay with your affair if you want,” said Nabila coldly.
Nabila may still have feelings of love for Reno, the feeling can not just disappear just because of divorce. Maybe in the future, Nabila will still remember it, bad memories are not that easy to lose. If the feeling has disappeared and faded from his heart, then he can return to organize the heart. Right now, don't ask Nabila how she feels, she won't be okay.
“I really regret it, Bill, I ... this is a mistake.”
“A mistake that you somehow enjoy, even after a long time that we live and also pass, you can still betray our relationship,” said Nabila.
Reno hunchback. Moreover, he could say if all the sentences of Nabila contained the truth one hundred percent. A folly he deeply regrets, but also he enjoyed first. It is very natural that at this time Nabila really hate him
“You know what I regret after this divorce?” ask Nabila. “Letting my two children live without intact parents. I feel guilty about them, but I can't let us be together either. I seem to have trusted you too much all this time,” replied Nabila.
Silence enveloped them again. Nabila is very aware of the importance of privacy that she has today, especially if she has been in contact with her ex-husband. Therefore, he chose to rent a VIP room in a restaurant. It was enough with the divorce that made him lose face, he did not want to discuss
this emotional problem in regular restaurants.
Two months had passed, with Reno who often met her children every week, Nabila always could not hold her emotions. Betrayed alone already felt very stinging in his heart, then this was done by two people he knew as good friends, he said, and Nabila did not expect that the two could do this kind of despicable thing behind her.
“Tell me the truth ...,” Nabila stopped himself wanting to continue the sentence he just said. It'swrong. There should be no talk of the past or anything concerning the cause of this divorce.
“I just wanted to tell you that I'm moving. Maybe I will sell the house, but if you really want to occupy the house together .. he ... just tell me,” Nabila error.
Nothing good will happen if Nabila again asks about Reno and her best friend's relationship. What happened to their forbidden relationship? Will anything change if Nabila asks again? It only further adds to the wound that is still gaping wide, Nabila does not want to do that.
Nabila tried hard to be able to stand on his own feet without help from anyone. After this betrayal, it felt like he could not trust so many people just like that. It hurts too much to remember, right?
“I go.”
“Wait.”
Nabila looked at Reno preventing her, if it was just nonsense that Reno would say, then she swore she would stop to see the man like this. He waited for a few minutes to wait for Reno to say whatever she wanted to say.
“I ... I'm sorry. I don't know what to say, I just .. want to say sorry again. I'm really guilty.” Reno lowered her head, looking completely guilty.
No words came out of Nabila's mouth, he didn't want to say anything more. So, Nabila just walked out of the room. Since first knowing the affair, Nabila never asked what the cause of it happened. He did not want to know, because he could not endure the pain anymore if he knew what the cause was.
Infidelity remains wrong in the end, for whatever reason, nothing can be taken away from infidelity. So, Nabila also does not need to know the reason behind it all. Nabila just need to make a bigger effort to treat the wound, which remains difficult to do. He could not wait for the time to heal his wounds, he had responsibility on both of his children, he had to survive so that the wounds could heal.
**
Richard returns to meet Kate, not to ask for an explanation of their relationship, because for Richard the last conversation they have reached a permanent decision. Richard wouldn't beg her to come back, he wouldn't do that no matter how much he loved Kate.
Kate made this decision, so Richard won't do anything else. Surrender? Might as well. During the three years they lived together, Richard had fought a lot for their relationship. At least after all that, Kate who must do the same, all relationships that have ended maybe it should have ended.
“I'll talk to your father about our relationship,” Richard said. There was no big smile that Richard gave, nor was there any stale language before starting their conversation.
“Why? I can say it myself,” Kate replied.
Richard's arrival alone was already a surprise to him, what was even more surprising was Richard's very different nature. No more sweet, friendly Richard. In front of him was now Richard, a strange man who looked cold and untouchable, no emotion on the man's face.
There are several reasons Kate has to put off talking about this issue with her father. The first, the father will certainly be surprised, maybe Kate will be directly in the scribble of the family list if you say that. The second, not many people know about the end of their relationship except Michael, a little selfish but Kate still wants to be nicknamed as Richard's fiancee. If so, Kate shouldn't have cut off their relationship. But, if not done, all the words Michelle at that time replayed in her head.
“If I do this, you will be spared a lot of trouble, I just want to help you one last time,”.
“Michelle. Your sister doesn't like me, she doesn't want me to be your companion. That was the beginning of all my decisions.”
Richard fell silent, trying to digest the new information he got. After the meeting, Michelle said nothing. His sister also did not mention the meeting of the two, and Richard had no thoughts at all, even about his sister who did not approve of his choice.
“And you chose to stay away. If you really love me, you should be fighting for Michelle's blessing, right? Not even meeting the other guy behind me. You can say clearly that if you do not want this relationship, it will be better than your silly actions.”
The two stared at each other in an uncomfortable atmosphere. Richard with emotions still vividly reflected in his eyes, and Kate who was hurt with Richard's words just now. Maybe Richard is not wrong with all the arguments, but of all the sentences, Kate feels if Richard blames everything on Kate.
“You don't even know who that guy is, why can you easily say such a sentence?”
“Because you never said that either. We're both grown up, you can tell me what the problem is, so we can both find a solution. Choosing to be silent like this will also not find a solution.”
Kate also knew that, she was eager to tell Richard, but much he considered again. He also needs to process everything alone to make the right decision, even though the result is only hurting himself and the man he loves in front of him.
“I'll tell your father today, you don't have to worry.” After saying that, Richard immediately walked out of Kate's room.
Talking longer does not seem to solve the problem, added Richard who is still covered in emotions. If from the beginning Kate said the reason, it probably wouldn't be like this. Today he will talk to Kate's father and her sister. This time it looks like there will be no chance for Richard to return to Kate, not to make things easier. They just need time to think things through on their own.
And it's not Richard's fault, he wants to be selfish just this once. Her feelings are just as important as Kate's. If his three years of struggle would only end like this, he would also have resigned, it might have been difficult at first, but all must have passed, right? If they were meant to be together, they would definitely meet again. Hope it's like that.
**
The news of Reno and Reni's affair has spread almost all over the hospital. The Directors and other company officials have discussed, and even decided to discipline the two doctors. It was not a form of revenge Nabila by spreading rumors—reality—cheast like that.
Goddess who did it, he was like having a debt to the mother's different sister. His heart also felt the pain felt by Nabila when he knew the facts. Which woman would be willing to be secretly like that? Dewi strongly approved Nabila's decision to divorce Reno, because if you choose to survive, Nabila's pain will be more and more.
Almost all nurses from different departments, as well as other fellow doctors from other specialists already know that, they just close their eyes and let it flow. Not to mean evil, but at least the two couples do not need to openly show their forbidden relationship.
Both doctors, should have a good brain to think, right? Does Reno also not remember his son and wife when doing that? No matter how close their friendship is, it shouldn't happen. Sooner or later, everything will be broken.
“We better not meet first,” said Reno.
This was not the first time Reno had said the same thing, and Reni was really fed up with that sentence. “What do you want to do alone? You even got divorced,” Reni replied.
Reni's image is also bad, she has been labeled as a naughty woman who becomes the destroyer of her own best friend's household. The thing is, the two of them are also enjoying their forbidden relationship, who would be blamed if it was like this? Reni is guilty because it all started from her, but Reni does not have excessive intention to continue what they had started at first.
“What is everything you should know? Take care of your own business, do not disturb me and my family again.”
“Ah so all the mistakes are on me now, right? Well, who's gonna believe me anyway. Everyone will definitely choose to trust you, the doctor with all his generosity, very polite and also loyal,” Reni said coldly.
Reno just stared at Reni with a flat face, waiting for the woman to finish her sentence. He was sure there were other words that Reni would say.
“You are not at all much different from me, you are just trying to hide in all that pain,” Reni continued.
“You seem to be really sick, Ren. We wouldn't believe it if you didn't start it all.”
“And you did not refuse. Even in the days that followed, and in the months that followed. Are you sure you still love your wife with the same feelings after this happens? You are truly selfish, No.”
“So you asked me to take responsibility? You want me to marry you?” asked Richard in disbelief.
It was Reni's turn who was also staring at her best friend with hurt. They have been very friendly for a long time, he was a little heartbroken when in the end Reno dated Nabila, and their relationship lasted very long. Reni is actually quite amazed by all that, how two people who have backgrounds and also
very different traits can last quite a long time.
Does Reni like Reno? Sure oes. There is no way that friendship between the opposite sex does not end with love, that sense remains, just how the two people deal with their feelings. Reno also knows Reni's feelings, often it becomes a joke between the two. Is it now Reni's fault if those feelings suddenly reappear after their affair?
His brain had repeatedly shouted the wrong word, but, his heart could not be invited to work together, and instead Reno followed what his heart and lust were. Reni knows this is wrong, and should not continue whatever happens, but she herself can not stop her feelings for Reno. Reno is a man with all the perfection in him. Maybe in one hospital, not only Reni who likes Reno, some doctors and nurses also must have admired Reno secretly.
“For what? I'm not a cheap woman begging for accountability from a man, nor are you the first.”
“But you don't want this relationship to end. We're best friends, Ren, we were like that a long time ago. I don't want to because of this problem, our friendship is destroyed so,” Reno said.
Reni laughed at Reno's words. This is the ridiculous reality that will always surround them. “If you really want this relationship to end, our friendship must also end.”
“Forget everything we did yesterday, it's all over, let's just say we never did,” break up Reno.
Forgetit? Is it that easy for men? This relationship is not the first time, he has done it several times with his former lovers. But this is Reno, the guy he's been fond of since college, and they're doing it in a conscious state. How could Reni forget about it?
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