Playboys

Artificial Love's

Our

actually dated that night, dating Dimitri Rahagi Aldino. Dinner

romantic in one of the five-star restaurants with excellent service

sumptuous. An Aldino is perfectly capable of doing that, his wealth will never run out

up to seven derivatives. Any luck? It's been very common for me, so I'm not

know how to react.

What

after that night I started to realize my feelings? I'm used to it, though,

so the feeling was mixed. I can't guess what's going on either

in Dimitri's mind, we looked like a couple in general, chatting, mingling,

laugh at a crisp joke that even sounds weird.

So then

am I in love?

What

I had to pretend to love her in order to feel that love

in fact?

“Why

you never brought me here before? Do I have to ask you more

first?” my many.

“You

prefer roadside food, I can't force you,” he said casually.

I

it does not like to eat in a place like this, can not be free and must

formally dress. If it's on the side of the road I can do anything at will,

no need to maintain attitude. I can say my taste is very low

the food.

“Lain

time I'll ask you out on a date my way.”

“I

can you expect another time? I think this is my only chance.”

Yep, yeah,

I don't know why I said that either. I do everything as if

there's no problem between us. I'm a little coward for one thing, even

to ask ‘what are we doing right now?’ unable to get out of

my lips.

I

maybe a very outspoken and honest person, there's only one time

when I can't do that. I'm very optimistic about problems

my career, I can conquer any client, but for love and men

I'd rather step back. I already knew what it would be like, then why

have to try again and sacrifice my heart? Better to be in my comfort zone.

“You

not interested in marriage?” I asked Dimitri.

“I

too young to think about marriage, it's the same as selling

my freedom.”

“How

if you met your first love or ex-girlfriend in school?” I

wanted to subtly ask about Michelle. He doesn't know if I've

meet Kevin's fiancee.

“I

already have you, why should look for another,” he said smiling.

If

it was said by the man who loved me right, then I would be very

blissfully. This is Dimitri, can I trust the sentence of a lover

the woman who is my best friend? In my dreams I never

I thought about it, but I kept giving my smile.

I

dare not reveal, ‘what does he love me?’, ‘why does he want to invite me

dating?’. All those questions I can't ask him, I'm afraid of

the answer he would give, then we would end up being strangers

unrepentant. I was too afraid to face the answer on appeal

facing my own heart.

“So

our date will end like this? You won't do anything else?”

ask me in a seductive tone.

“Heard you

asking that, made me start thinking strangely..,”.

I

groping his feet with heels

I'm wearing it, trying to tease her. My hand took off my blouse button, so

showing my cleavage. “Can we do it here?” my many.

Dimitri

book a VIP room that has its own room, so it could be if we

wanted to do what we wanted, and my brain was really wild because

can think so far. Let's just say I'm drunk now, tomorrow I'm not

will remember this attitude of mine that is already very similar to that of a prostitute.

I

back unbuttoned my blouse, and my bra-coated chest was plastered

in front of him. The bra linkage was in the front, and I was crazy straight away

take off that hook.

“Shit, Leena!”

**

Richard

asked me to meet tonight, after a long time and he just called me

any more. I thought a little before agreeing to that call, I don't know what it was

know what's going on with me and Michelle. I don't think Michelle will

told the brother his crazy idea that I didn't like Dimitri.

Our

I was sitting in front of one of the cafes not far from my apartment. I

you don't want to drive, because it will definitely be jammed, so this cafe is

best choice. Just a ten-minute walk from the building

my apartment. I'm sure this isn't a date.

“What

news?” tanyakanya.

I

smilingly. “I'm good, how about you?”

“As

what you see now.”

Exists

the fine hairs that started growing around his jaw and chin, it seemed like he was

unshaved. Her hair was also only in her makeup. He's still as handsome

normally, her smile was still the same as the last time I met

with him. It's just that his appearance looks a little messy, maybe because

he was busy working.

“You

it seems very enterprising to work,” I said a little doubt.

Him

laughingly. “Yes, I have to go the extra mile because now there is my sister here, she

little troublesome. Especially with that engagement.”

I

raise an eyebrow with his statement. I didn't think he'd say anything

that's me. I mean, I don't really care what I do either

her sister's. I didn't like Michelle, but I didn't say that

of course, I still understand the manners.

“Should

you are happy because of the presence of your sister..”

“Please

stay away from Dimitri,” cut it.

I

not believing in the new sentence he said, now he has

mentioning Dimitri, will I know what really happened?

“My sister

could've done something bad to get Dimitri, I didn't want you

injured.”

What

this again? Is his brother a psychopath? “I don't understand everything you

say,” I say honestly.

“Dimitries

that makes my sister like that, and Michelle loves her so much. I didn't

want you to get hurt, so you better stay away from Dimitri.”

Why

everyone always asked me to stay away from this guy, stay away from that guy without

give me a clear reason? Do they think I'm that stupid? Why don't you

tell me and we can find a solution?

“I

hating you guys who always make me do things for no reason

evidently. Just give me a reason and I'll do it with pleasure.”

Richard

shut up, and that silence pisses me off.

what's the matter with Michelle, why

as if everyone wanted to cover that up from me? Really girl

lucky ones, huh? Everything was as if it was defending him, and there was me here who

still not understanding what really happened.

“Richard.

don't understand what happened, why not explain it to me? In order to

I understand,” my door. I don't want the stress of thinking about this anymore, but

I've only been avoiding him since yesterday, not intending to

face it.

“You

a woman who means a lot to me, and I don't want anything to happen to you, either

my sister's. Just stay away from that jerk guy, I'm really fed up with him.”

I

never before had he seen Richard's side like this, he was furious and had a look on his face

it was so cold. Looks like the problem he had with Dimitri wasn't

small problems as I imagined.

“I

I'll do whatever I want, I don't care about any problems

what happened to you.”

**

Sentences

Richard I can't forget, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna do anything

which he asked for. I'll stay away from Dimitri if I want to, which happens to me

never once was it their business.

My relationship

with Dimitri, it's still as close as ever. Just a little Kevin

away from me, we haven't started talking like friends in general. I haven't

dating Dimitri, why?

Love

what I tried to feel for Dimitri never showed up, I tried but nothing

which changed. Did I expect a little of that guy? I do believe

love can grow out of comfort, but I don't think that's happened to me yet,

or I have and I have not realized it.

I

want to try to believe in the second option, that I haven't realized it, and I

I really want to know when that will happen to me. So, let's just wait.

I

enjoying my cold coffee in a cafe not far from my office, this is not

lunch hour or I want to meet someone. It's three o'clock, I

used to do my job here if bored with the atmosphere of the office. I always

choosing a chair that was beside the glass wall, I could see the scenery

highways and cars passing by, sometimes I also watched a couple

who quarrel on the street.

Scenery

that somehow provides its own entertainment for me. I seem to be too

lonely, or I'm the only one who broke away from the crowd. I don't know. I just

I love this solitude, taka da who bullies me.

My view

it suddenly centered on a man and woman who were fighting in front

automaker. I kind of recognize that car, and that guy, Dimitri? I sharpened

looking at me again, it seemed like I had to change my glasses again, because of the second

that guy is not far from the cafe.

What

that's Michelle? Yeah, that woman looks a lot like Michelle. I shut my mouth with

both hands when Michelle kissed Dimitri, that's right! It's on the road

general, and everyone saw, is that woman crazy?

I

instantly averted his gaze as quickly as possible, such a sight

sickens me. What they think about when they fight in public

like those? Do I have to kiss like that? And Dimitri at all

unresisting. Ah, I forgot, Dimitri was just a man who couldn't help it

naps anywhere. Michelle is beautiful, and they've shared the past

lovely.

Whereas

i, even though I've known him for more than five years, we're still just

friend whatever the situation. Isn't it very sad?

I

taking care of my things, I can't stay any longer because for sure

they're going to invade my mind. A few seconds later I stopped

my activities, what am I doing? Why should I leave because I saw them? What

is this my form of jealousy? Have I started to show my love? What's it like

this taste?

Already

I told you, if love feels like this then I wouldn't try it.

A Liliana has never been fooled like this. I am famous for my heart

my cold. When I asked Dimitri out yesterday, I was just creating

that feeling, it's not heartfelt from my heart.

Then

why am I like this now?

I

trying to get rid of all the thoughts that are lodged in my brain. I'm gonna

leaving this cafe, not because of Dimitri and Michelle, but because I wanted to

go home. The ice crystals in my coffee have melted, and it feels very good

it's gruesome.

**

Should have

I went back to the office after the cafe, but the Manager job made me a little

be very happy and decide to go home. I don't care if I get fired,

I already have a lot of connections to build my career. I'm as arrogant

that, and it doesn't matter.

I

slamming myself on the sofa, a sense of tiredness and annoyance mixed in my body at this moment. I

massaging my temples to reduce the dizziness that hurts me. Lucky my job

it's not much and I'm not too stressed about it. Enterprise project

the telecommunications were going well and they were very satisfied with the results.

Exists

my hard work on the project, and it paid off with the bonus that went into my account.

I'm happy, but that's it, I'm used to it and I've been

I should have done that. Sometimes I think, what all the work is for

hard-handed. My life is good enough, I can go anywhere

I want, it's just that right now I feel empty.

Possibly

my sins have accumulated greatly, and I should have repented. Or maybe

next time when I've really pondered all my mistakes, and I

don't know when to do that.

I

I got up from my seat when I heard the door open. My age

I've changed the apartment's password, and no one knows,

Dimitri. Did I tell her when I was drunk? Very audible

make sense.

“How

you know the password?” ask me when he shows up behind that door.

“You

tell him when you're drunk at Nabila.”'s house He pronounces with

confused count.

Well,

I will remember well not to get drunk carelessly. It's on

rumah Nabila, and Nabila the problem. If only he let me stay at

the apartment, then it won't be like this.

“You

angry?”

Possibly

it's just my feeling, but Dimitri looks careful of me. At the

some very unnecessary things, he'll ask my permission before

doing so. I just feel like one or two things have changed between us.

I

smile at him. “What's up?” my many.

“Only

missed you.”

Dimitri

approached me and immediately gave a hug. Just a few hours ago I

saw her kissing Michelle, and now she's easy

told me he missed me.

“Al, ,

what are we?”

**

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