Playboys
#2# Take 58
"What makes you interested in me? I don't feel like we're a match at all" said Nabila.
He and Juna were enjoying dinner at the restaurant across from their office. Many want Nabila to express, but he became confused as to what to say. Not the desire of Nabila also to be in love with Juna, he was just tired of the rumors, the more he rejected the rumors, the higher the whispers behind Nabila.
"First of all, I'd like to change our call if it's out of the office, what do you think, Mom, I mean you?"
Nabila's only love experience is Reno, besides that he has never been in a relationship with other men again, let alone younger ones like this Juna. For her just one time was enough and she wished she could for good, but it was just a pseudo-wish when her marriage ended in front of the green table.
Nabila smiled little, yes Juna is indeed sweet especially at that age, the age that should this man use to pursue other women out there who are fond of him. It does not end with a widow with two children whose age is quite far adrift.
"I never said I liked you as a guy, you were a good junior and I appreciate that. Just that only. So don't expect much from me and this relationship."
"Why? Because I'm still two five?"
"Don't I say it often? In all respects we wouldn't fit in, you see for yourself how office people talk about us, you deserve a better young woman than me."
"Well, outside of office hours like this I'll replace the call 'mom', with 'you'."
When you hear about relationships with younger men, they will be much more dominant and stubborn. Some say it is the perfect combination.
"I just want to keep what's mine."
This conversation will not be finished easily, and Juna will not listen to what Nabila said earlier.
"First, I'm not an item you can have at will. Second, I am no longer a free young woman at will, I failed to marry and have two children. Your rash decision-"
Let's just say they are lovers even though the reality is like that. Seeing the gaze of Juna who drew her eyes sharply reminded Nabila of her ex-husband because the two were completely opposite. Reno tends to always look at Nabila gently and Nabila is the more dominant in their relationship. This time, Juna was the dominant one.
"I've even met your son, I've never questioned your status or your problems. You can solve your problems and your ex-husband first, and I can still wait for you here" said Juna.
"And also, I've followed your will, I've always been a professional in the office" continued Juna.
"That's the problem, exactly" said Nabila lirih.
Because Juna is too stubborn, because this man is always firm in his stance, because this man looks sincere with all his actions, that is what makes Nabila afraid. He was afraid of wanting to have this man, what if this relationship was only for a moment? Maybe it wasn't them who were fretting about it, but it was the outsiders who messed it up.
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