
Hi, I want to post it last malem but I'm too sleepy trus are afraid the editannnya messed up again, so I post this afternoon. Happy reading^^^^
In the end, Elle actually set foot into this noisy nightclub. True said his mother at that time, if he only needed to lower his self-esteem a little and accept the fate of those who have been like this. If asked to choose, Elle does prefer to be a paid woman than working under Enzo or owned by Brian. Both choices were very bad and he could not accept them.
It's been more than two years, and nothing has changed in Elle's life. His dream of leaving Germany and living in a foreign city was dashed from the beginning, ever since Brian began to invade his life by force. There is nothing better than the man's entrapment.
Enzo is another variable that goes unplanned, for no reason, the man just walks in and leaves Elle overwhelmed. He was well aware of the last kiss he received a few days ago, as well as the words Enzo said. But, she was not a woman who could accept that willingly, she simply did not deserve to receive anything from Enzo, including her feelings.
So, meeting his mother was the best path he had ever chosen. Just need to cheer up the striped men and he'll get the money. Since long ago there was an easy way like this, then why did he choose a complicated path?
“I don't think we have a family relationship anymore, what's up with me?” greet Caroline with sarcasm.
At the age of entering the mid-fifty, Caroline is quite beautiful and also tempting. Elle's father is very smart when it comes to choosing women, and the beauty is also put on Elle well. Elle loves her mother, very much, but when the woman chooses to take this path, Elle begins to hate her. There is so much more to do, why be a comfort woman?
“I also do not want to meet, even set foot here,” reply Elle no less ketus.
Caroline chuckles. Her daughter is the most beautiful gift to her and also her late husband. Elle's face is now a combination of the father and mother with a very precise ratio of comparison. sarcasticism
and also haughty it was handed down to the child, even since his age is still very little.
“You still can't seem to accept if we fall poor? Or are you still sticking to your principles? You are simply delaying the torture that awaits you.”
“There are still many other jobs that can be done, without having to sell yourself.”
“What job is able to provide a large salary? Because that's all I need.”
Elle fell silent. His mind was in turmoil and he could not think clearly, his memory always revolved around Enzo and also the man's touch. Very fucking, right? “I want to work here.”
“You what?”
“That's what you want, I became subservient to you and became a good princess. Something wrong?”
Why is it that when his daughter meets him like this, so many things happen. It would be better if Elle came with a ‘ibu’ call for her. Caroline desperately missed that word out of her daughter's lips. I don't know since when was the last time Elle called him with that respectful call.
“Is anyone bothering you? You're not usually the first one to call me.
“Very much so you can't think about it anymore,” replied Elle with a ketus.
“And you still think that your pride is what matters?”
Elle stared at Caroline fiercely. Okay, just blame the self-esteem that Elle tries to uphold is very high, even though he knows that it will not work. Self-esteem, fuck that. His life is now a hell for upholding that damn self-esteem.
“You must be very happy because in the end I will let go of that fringe of self-esteem. You are always right, self-esteem can not make me escape from the snares of this demon.”
They were two people who did have blood ties. Why is their relationship like this? If you think about it, no child will behave sniffly to his parents, and vice versa. Since childhood, Elle has been closer to her father. Her father had always pampered her well since childhood, in contrast to Caroline who was very firm and disciplined.
Bramantyo never forced Elle to study business to replace her in the future. Her single daughter does not have to go through various tortures figures and statistics, her daughter must be a graceful woman in the future who will accompany her husband later.
Unlike Caroline who actually strongly supports Elle to study business science. No matter if it's a woman or a man, anyone can lead a company and thousands of people, it's against other entrepreneurs who will take offense. From there the beginning of the relationship Elle and her mother stretched. But, if Elle used to obey her mother, maybe she wouldn't be like this. His youth was in vain because he did not study
anything from his father, and just being a victim here.
“Well, I never really took you seriously into this dark world. I just want you to be by my side, we're family and just have each other, shouldn't we stay together again? You don't have to work, I can still afford to finance us.”
Now Elle's gaze was completely focused on her mother's face. It felt like this was the first time he had heard his mother say such a magical phrase. Elle doesn't remember her mother ever saying this to her. There's no way a nightclub can make you a scholar, right?
**
Juna really drove Nabila to pick up his son, he was a stubborn person and had to get what he wanted, in this case it was Nabila. Even if you can, Juna will deliver Nabila to the pelaminan with him. His mind is really chaotic if it is close to Nabila like this.
“My son has been picked up by my mother,” said Nabila when he entered the car Juna alone.
“You tried to contact your mother? Who knows who picked up the child of the child kidnapper Mother, now, right, again rampant theft of small children like that.”
Want to not want Nabila to smile because of that sentence. Of all the possibilities, Juna chose such an answer. This is why they can't fit. Nabila is not blind with feelings that are very clearly shown by Juna, but after a lot of consideration here and there, along with what risks he will receive in the future, he said, Nabila has decided the best for him, and also his two children.
“You were talking to me, right? Come on, have lunch.”
Seeing Nabila's face that was a little brighter, made his heart race back quickly and immediately left the kindergarten yard. Actually, there is not one sentence that can be thought of by his head when he wants to chat with Nabila. All he needed right now was a little rest on his body.
Juna chose the Japanese restaurant they passed earlier to save time. They still have to get back to work and their conversation won't be over in a minute or two.
Nabila started to open the chat after they finished ordering their lunch. Sitting face to face like this, and in a more awkward situation than their first day of work, made Nabila a little uncomfortable. He took part in this atmosphere, because the beginning was only a small thing.
“Why stay away from me?”
“I don't feel like doing it, I also behave normally with other employees, is that a problem for you?”
It seems that it will be very difficult to speak directly to Juna, because Nabila is not the type of woman who will accept all her opinions. Even just to accept his feelings seems very difficult, even though Juna has shown it very clearly.
“The blind can also know that Mbak treats me differently, I just want to know where my fault lies,” replied Juna calmly.
If he doesn't have an answer to this question, does he have to be honest with the man in front of him? But for what? Remember if they are only superiors and subordinates, the only reason he has is personal, and it is very unprofessional for their job relationship.
“Alright, I'm sorry for making you feel this way.”
Juna raised his eyebrows not understanding. He already knew that women are very complicated creatures, since long ago also been like that, but it seems Nabila is one of the most complicated. Maybe because of the status in the sandang Nabila, making this woman look very complicated with her mind and heart.
“That didn't answer my question, Ma'am.” This time, let the stubborn Juna take the lead so that he can know what really happened.
“Let me be clear here, Juna. Our relationship is just a co-worker in the office, I've done my part well, so please understand also the limits as a co-worker. You seem to have passed enough,” stressed Nabila.
After all, why should Nabila like this guy like Juna, anyway? It's very clear they can't be together, too many differences are very striking and very unnatural. Reno alone is enough to make him dizzy, imagine, how when these two couples will be together. Can it still be imagined?
“What likes Mbak is also part of the relationship limit?”
**
There are several things that hold Reno in place as the husband of Reni even though he does not want to. One of them is part of humanity and also sympathy. Omeli alone Reno and all the goodness—dolls— that he created himself. Reni his best friend, long enough they bear that status with all the behavior of Reni that sometimes beyond the limits of reasonableness.
Reni's family has not been harmonious since long ago, Reni often tells the story to Reno first, so she is no longer surprised by the mental state and also the nature of Reni. But, therein lies Reno's mistake, he does not know if what Reno did actually bring another feeling in Reni's heart. Reno was the only one who noticed Reni so intensely, she felt like she was the only girl who was lucky to get that edge.
It did not last long, because soon after, Reno came to Reni and introduced her new lover, Nabila. Lying if Reni does not hate Nabila and Reno's new relationship, lying once if it feels like Reni is not complacent with all the attention and nature of Reno so far.
From then on, Reni endured all those disappointments alone, and made sure to take the gap between their relationship to claim her best friend again. He's obsessive? Or have a mental disorder? Reno is already
knowing that, but maybe Reni will deny it.
“What is this?” reni asked as he was eating his breakfast. Reno suddenly appears and gives her the white envelope.
Reni opened the envelope and began to read the contents carefully. “Therapy? You think I'm crazy?”
“No. I just want you to see my friend ...,”
“And he's a psychologist? You think I'm a fool to translate your thoughts? You think if I'm crazy,” cut Reni.
Of course Reni will not be easy to accept this, and no one wants to be considered crazy. Now, seeing a psychologist or psychiatrist, then you have to make sure you are crazy or have a mental disorder. That is the perception of everyone, and the danger, such perceptions are already very developed in society.
“I never said like that, I just want you to meet him.”
“What's your son's problem? You think I've been so cruel for such a small thing? If so, then do good to me from now on. You're wrong in this section, not me.”
Reni immediately left the dining table with food on her plate that was still left a lot, and also the envelope that she just left. Reno rubbed his face rough, the more days, the problems he faced the more complicated and complicated.
Until this part, he has understood all the behavior of his wife and also his best friend. He's just a general practitioner, but he also knows if there's something wrong with the woman. Reno had been thinking about that ever since Reni's nature had changed like this, probably since their affair. Even then, Reno still consciously did that with Reni and created another big problem. He's also very stupid, did he just go see a psychologist?
Then, at a time like this, he was still thinking about how to get back with Nabila again. That's stupid, right? It's clear his ex-wife won't come back to him, however. So, he will not expect it again even if he wants to.
Maybe he will only focus on his household this time, which has been damaged, which from the beginning should never have existed. Reni needed someone beside her to face the great desires of the people
old, he still clearly remembers how the treatment of Reni's parents that he often told when in college. Reni became like that, not entirely a mistake that he had, there was a share of his parents.
That is what Reno wants to straighten out and put well where it should be. As a husband and a good friend, at least he can do that. He did not want their friendship to end in vain.
“Make sure you come this time. Just come and stand there.” Reni appears and hands Reno another golden envelope.
Afterwards, the woman immediately passed towards the exit. He already had expectations of his actions on Reno, a relationship that was once good would definitely become like this. The household that he dreamed of would be harmonious also he could not get. What do you expect for a broken woman like her? His parents didn't want him, and then there's Reno here as the only neutral, ever-present man
for him, but baby, he himself destroyed it all.
There are already many who call her a crazy woman or the severity of the actor, which is mostly the truth, so, she will continue her life as it is. No one will appreciate it if it turns out to be good though.
**