Playboys
#2# Take 51
Hi, sorry yes because new apdet after a long time. I promise that it will end soon, and really, I just can't promise every day. I can say I feel very grateful, so please have patience to wait.
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Reni agrees to Reno's request to see Dr. Aluna, a psychiatrist she knew while working in the hospital. Maybe it won't make Reno love him soon, but he'll try. There's nothing bad about seeing a psychiatrist, years ago he did the same thing.
What Reni hates about seeing a psychiatrist is the fact that there will be others who know about her personal problems. Shame is bound to stick in her, do not consider her a strong woman after all the things she does, just the opposite. But, no one knows all that, everyone is busy focusing on the ugliness he did.
“Sorry, but I can't keep you in dalem,” Reno said. Reni's request when agreeing to this is Reno must deliver it. For just one day, he wanted to be a normal married couple.
“I have another request.”
Reno looked at Reni who was beside him, the woman had not yet gotten out of her car when it had been almost five minutes they arrived. He was sure, the request requested by this woman would not be better than the previous one. Remember, how cunning the friend he married now. Hopefully, this time will bring better results.
“I'm sure that you don't want to ask for anything more, but impose your will,” Reno said.
“Yes, more or less like that. I just want you to learn to love me, that's my request.”
This time the silence enveloped both of them, Reni knew very well if Reno only loved Nabila and her two children, until anytime it would be like that. Even after this divorce, Reno still loves his ex-wife. It's a miracle, but what else? Reni also wanted to be loved, and all she could do was Reno, she was sure of that.
“Down, I don't want Aluna waiting for long.”
“You should know what will happen with all this help you give me, you give me a lot of hope, Reno. Can't you just learn to love me for a minute?”
Reni's sentence was full of pleas, trying just a little if her efforts this time would be successful. He just wanted this time someone else would see him without a gaze full of judgment, has been said many times if he is also an ordinary woman, right? It's just that his heart has been filled with many wounds, the reason why he became this kind of woman.
“I'm sorry I gave you so much hope, but I've never seen you more than a friend. You know that very well.”
“Did I not have that chance? Even just once in your life, give me a chance, Reno.”
For the umpteenth time, Reno again felt a tightness in her chest. When Nabila sued for divorce, and this time Reni who memhon him. What's worse than all this? The atmosphere in the narrow room made Reno's brain unable to think clearly, actually there was nothing to think about, Reni's words full of requests that made it like this.
“Our relationship will remain unchanged, Ren. From the beginning I never wanted this marriage, I just wanted to help you as a friend, nothing more.”
“Oh yes?” Reni laughed out loud after voicing her disbelief. He laughed so hard that he made Reno look at him in astonishment.
“You realize that your words are funny? Do you also know that you are contributing to my growing feelings?” ask Reni again.
Reno looked at Reni who was seen wiping away her tears because of her laughter that could not be stopped. Reno knew that if the laughter did not appear because of his funny words, it was a laugh that emerged from the lingering loneliness felt by his best friend. He had studied psychology for a while, and also fellow psychiatrists who did not hesitate to share his experience.
“Stop depending on me, I can't always be like this,” Reno replied seriously.
The two stared at each other, even though the eyes were clashing against each other, nothing was in harmony with the gaze. They know exactly what each one is thinking, and that's not a good thing. There was no more friendship between the two, their feelings had also turned foreign since Reni started all the chaos that occurred.
“And you should also stop helping me and just sign the divorce papers, easy, right? You're the one who made all this difficult.
“I? Why did this marriage happen in the first place? You're playing me! So don't blame me if I return the same to you.”
That was not the answer Reni wanted, because it was the same as hurting Reni's heart deeper. Although his heart was numb, with Reno made his feelings explode, and he did not want to hear
that painful sentence for a moment.
“What's the point of doing that? I am also numb. You who actually destroyed your own life, at least that's the punishment you deserve for hurting my feelings indirectly.”
Without the slightest warning, Reno immediately kissed Reni's rough lips. He wanted to show what it was like to be hurt, this was not a kiss that would make both of them intoxicated. Whether it arises from where the desire is, Reni loves him and Reno can't reciprocate her feelings since they first met.
Sentences about replying to whatever Reni has done, make this idea stick out. Already so far, he will make his best friend know about this new pain will appear, or has appeared. Nothing will change, because nothing has to change.
“Good. Let's see who's gonna end until this all works.”
Reni's madness had already reached the maximum of all the patience Reno had, so he would retaliate for all the treatment more crazily. That's the rules of the game you want, right?
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Having another baby is a priceless gift. There are some people who hope to be able to have a baby, even willing to take some alternatives. Liliana will never stop being grateful for all that. After the Eagle, then also his tiny daughter who was just one month old.
Adela Azzahra Aldino, the little girl who was born one month ago. The process is a little more painful than the birth of an eagle. If compared, the birth of the Eagle is fairly easier, maybe also because at that time he was in the country of people alone without relatives who can be asked for help. While Adela herself was born with some previous problems that require surgery, and surrounded by her loved ones.
“This week so want to gather again with Nabila and Richard?” ask Liliana.
It was Saturday, and they were gathering in the living room with the eagle busy with various toys in front of him, Liliana who was holding Adela, also Dimitri who was watching the television broadcast in front of him. Sometimes he focused on Liliana and the Eagle.
“So it's like, anyway. This month we did not gather, Richard also said he had important news from Germany. They are also on the same page Adel said.”
Since the birth of princess Liliana, they have decided not to do their usual get-togethers almost every week. They wanted to make room for the couple to focus on their little baby, aside from the busyness they had.
“You want how many more children, Li?” ask Dimitri.
Liliana immediately looked at Dimitri calculatingly. Even in her dreams, Liliana did not feel the need to add another child, at least in the near future. “Luka sew I was just dry yesterday, you already want to add aja again.”
Dimitri laughed at the wife's sewot, later he really liked to tease his wife. He knew how sensitive a woman who had just given birth, Nabila even had to give him some tips in dealing with Liliana who might at any time be able to explode with her mood.
“I just want to give advice aja, maybe later in a few years if Adel already about three years like Eagle gini,” sedu Dimitri again.
Liliana rolled her eyes while gently stroking her daughter's head affectionately. Their families are now complete with the presence of their sons and daughters. The two people who once passed through a very tortuous obstacle are now back in the face of fate that binds them into one.
“You know what I used to do if you remember a time when you may have given birth to an Eagle in a faraway place, and I have absolutely no idea what your condition is?”
“What?”
“My heart is broken, and that's for sure, I can't sleep properly, I even re-touch all the alcohol I collected first. I was completely devastated back then.”
Now Liliana's gaze was centered on Dimitri who was also looking at her seriously. Liliana did not want to talk about that time, because she did not want to reopen the old wounds that separated them and
put them in a very difficult situation.
“Right now, I am starting to feel complete happiness. There are you and also our two children, all of that is really enough for me.” Dimitri took Liliana's free hand and held it tightly. “I promise, this time will never let you go again, under any conditions,” continued Dimitri.
The smile on Liliana's face rose widely, this time she would also return to trust this man for her heart which from the beginning had always belonged to Dimitri. I don't know, Liliana only felt that only this man was able to touch her heart in a depth that no man could reach. There's been a lot of separation that they've been through, and in the end they've stayed back together where they should have been.
The faces of the two drew closer, when in the end Adela's cry resuscitated the two. Also the cry of the Eagle which also broke the romantic atmosphere between them, they indeed had to find time alone for things like this, so that there was no small disturbance like this.
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Juna's changed. Since that dinner, as well as the expression of feelings that the man had, his nature had now changed again. The morning greeting and the big smile now he got again. To be honest Nabila also liked such small attention, but still there were one and two other things that disturbed his mind.
Who else if not Arlina. I don't know what Juna did to the young woman, now the cynical gaze again adorned the beautiful face. It might not have been worse if only Arlina had done that, but not just Arlina, but that one team of women's departments. It is not impossible if later the entire office will know the truth.
Tak akan lucu jika nanti Nabila mengundurkan diri karena permasalahan sesepele ini. Ia tak pernah menyukai memiliki urusan pribadi seperti perasaan di kantor, karena Nabila adalah penganut monogamy. Ia tak pernah membayangkan dirinya akan bercerai lalu di sukai oleh pria yang lebih muda darinya. Ia ingin seperti kedua orang tuanya yang langgeng bahkan hingga hari tuanya, dan yang memisahkan mereka adalah ajal.
“You broke up with Juna?” ask a woman.
Again. Nabila was back in this position, where he again heard chatter like this. The last time he also heard this kind of chat, with a position that was also on the toilet. It seems, now the toilet has switched functions to be a place to gossip coworkers. Nabila did not dispute it, all he was concerned about was, he became the topic of the women's chat.
“I'm sure Nabila has done something that makes Juna can not be separated from the damn widow.”
When Nabila knew that voice so well, it was Arlina. Look how different the nature of the woman is. Not long ago when Arlina greeted him kindly, then now, the woman again showed her true nature. It's also good that Juna did not end up with this woman, at least if not with her, there are still other women who are better than Arlina.
“You suspect not, anyway, why could he be the editor-in-chief that easily?” ask the other woman.
Until when should Nabila hide in a toilet room like this? He is like someone who has many sins, but he is completely innocent here. Sometimes things are always this funny.
In the end, Nabila decided to get out of the quite small and stuffy toilet room. He doesn't want to hide from something he doesn't do. Nor is it the first time he has faced such a problem.
The three women who were in front of the glass sink were surprised by the door of the room that opened, especially after knowing if the one that came out was Nabila. The shocked faces could not be hidden, nor could Arlina, but it was fortunate that she was able to cover it well.
“Continue your conversation, I heard nothing,” said Nabila calmly.
After saying that sentence, Nabila immediately walked out. He could not stay longer in the same place as people like them, other than their considerable lifespan, Nabila is also not the type of person who can face someone who can only face him from behind. It's just like a coward, right? But they are also cowards.
They are wrong if they think Nabila will melt just by talking like that. Who do they think they are dealing with? They had never felt like they were living in separation and two children. This
not about the burden he bears, but also how to keep his emotions in place, and strengthen themselves from everything around him.
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