PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 65

Ever since he found his papa playing with fire behind his mama a few days ago Faza has become quiet. Faza did not even hug Zahra as they slept. His mind continued to focus on his current feelings. Faza is worried that his mother will be hurt and disappointed if she finds out what her father and secretary are doing out there.

Faza smiled miris. It turns out the reason his papa was out of town all along was just to have fun out there behind his mom.

Zahra who was lying next to Faza was silent. Slowly Zahra changed her lying position to tilt her back to Faza. Zahra knows how her husband feels now. Seeing for himself his papa playing with his secretary must have made Faza feel hurt. But after all Faza was heartbroken, according to Zahra should not Faza say as if he could also hurt women.

Unknowingly Zahra's tears were dripping. Zahra could be indifferent to Sinta's haughty attitude. But if Faza who behaves like that Zahra really can't accept that.

“Hiks hiks.”

All Faza's thoughts collapsed instantly upon hearing Zahra's sobs. Faza turned his head quickly and was surprised to see Zahra's back tremble.

Not knowing what was going on, Faza came closer. Faza grabbed Zahra's shoulder and touched her gently.

“Hey... What's up?” Faza asked as he gently turned Zahra's body to face her.

Zahra kept crying. Her heart really hurt to remember her husband's words when he quarreled with his father-in-law at the hotel.

“Sayang.. You why?”

Faza continued to ask with gentleness. They haven't argued in the last few days. Faza admitted that he does not care a little about anything now except his heart. But Faza felt he had done nothing to hurt his wife.

“Zahra.” Call Faza while wiping Zahra's tears.

Zahra brushed off Faza's hand and then got up and sat down while covering his wet face with both hands.

Faza was getting confused. Zahra was angry at him. At dinner, Zahra seemed ordinary.

Faza sat down and again tried to touch Zahra's shoulder but again Zahra brushed him off avoiding his touch.

“Why you baby?” Lirih Faza was confused.

“You are evil mas. I hate you.”

Faza. Faza really doesn't know what he's doing.

“Zahra.”

“I know you're disappointed with you. But that doesn't mean you lanternsin all that to me.”

Zahra said in a slightly choked voice because of her sobs. His wet face flushed red with eyes full of heartache staring at Faza who was still unaware of his mistake.

“What do you mean Zahra. Don't make me more confused. What's my fault?”

Zahra shook her head. When he was about to get up to stay away Faza immediately prevented by hugging his waist tightly to hold Zahra to stay beside him.

“Say. Tell me what makes you hate me.” Lirih Faza hugged Zahra tightly.

Zahra continued to thrash asking to be released but the more Zahra thrashed, Faza's embrace tighter.

“You are evil mas. You're selfish.. Huhuhuhu.” Tangis Zahra was getting better.

Not knowing what else to do, Faza turned Zahra's body upside down and kissed his wife's lips violently. Zahra had thrashed but slowly Zahra finally could calm down.

After feeling Zahra calm, Faza also released his lips. Slowly Faza laid down Zahra's body which looked calm and obeyed him.

“Now tell me what's my fault.” Faza's whisper locked Zahra's body underneath it.

Zahra was crying again but no longer struggling. Faza's words and the tight grip that made his hand turn blue successfully grazed Zahra's heart, causing a small incision that made Zahra feel the pain also in his heart.

“Zahra please say.. Don't make me like a bad guy.”

Zahra glared but Faza grabbed her chin telling Zahra to look back at her.

“Say darling..” Please Faza.

Faza. True emotions make him flinch.

“You managed to make me feel insignificant to you mas. Even these few days you have kept me quiet. You turn your back on me every night. I am also a woman. I have a feeling, just like mama.”

Faza swallowed his saliva. Unknowingly Faza had already hurt Zahra's heart.

“You know your mom will be hurt by what papah does mas. But you forgot my heart which should also be you.”

Faza. His gaze continued to be fixed on Zahra's two eyes which implied such a deep wound.

“What do I do?” Inner Faza was sorry.

Faza tries to keep his feelings mamah but unknowingly Faza has hurt Zahra.

“Sorry. I'm sorry Zahra.. I didn't mean to hurt you.”

Zahra looked again. Her husband is selfish.

“Zahra.. You want to apologize to me?”

Faza grabbed Zahra's chin and led her to look at him again. Faza again kissed Zahra's lips with affection making Zahra drift lulled with his touch which eventually made Zahra resigned and slowly forget the pain.

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This morning Faza was being so romantic with Zahra. Faza even took the initiative to pluck his mama's favorite red roses in the morning blind quietly in the garden beside the house and give it to Zahra once Zahra opened both eyes.

Faza knew his mama would definitely be very angry later. But Faza does not care because buying is also impossible because it is still morning.

“Mas you why the hell?”

Zahra stared strangely at Faza who kept smiling looking at her. Zahra was not a dislike, but according to Zahra Faza's current expression was too excessive.

Faza got up from his seat on the bed and hugged Zahra's loin.

“Sayang..” His whisper.

“I want again..”

Both of Zahra's cheeks instantly turned red. Zahra knew what her husband meant.

“Apaan the hell you are. Kan semalem udah.” Zahra blushed back.

“No idea why I want you to keep loving.. Again want yes.”

Zahra instantly released Faza's friendly embrace. Zahra slightly moved away from her husband who somehow looked very strange this morning.

Zahra looked at Faza and frowned looking at her husband's reddened and sweaty face.

“Mas, you why?”

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“Bi? See Faza not?” Loly asked the aunt who had just turned on the stove.

Aunt turned her body to look at Loly who was staying overnight.

“Tadi after spending the tea that non make den Faza back into his room non.” Aunty's answer made Loly cluck.

After hearing the answer from Aunt Loly passed just like that. The plan failed already to trap Faza. Everything Loly thought carefully was really not as expected.

While the aunt who saw that could only shake her head. Loly is really very much different from Zahra according to him.