PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 42

This afternoon Sinta called Faza again and asked Faza to come back to his house. But because Zahra is still a little jutek to him, Faza also refused on the grounds that he was very tired and could not ride the bike with a distance too far.

After saying the reason, Faza stopped his phone. Faza sighed then turned off his phone. Faza did not want to take another call from the mama who would inevitably lead to a lie that would be his reason to avoid.

“Pak Faza.”

Faza turned to Anita who called out to him.

“Ya..” Saut Faza with flat face.

Anita smiled sweetly despite being so sick and disappointed in her heart.

“This is no invitation to pack Faza and wife.”

Faza accepted the invitation offered by Anita. The man read both names on the pink invitation.

“You want fiancee?”

Faza asked with a surprised face. Anita's getting engaged.

“Ya sir. Please Mr. Faza come yes.. The show's tomorrow night. Another friend of mine also invited.”

Anita's voice trembled slightly as she said it. Anita is forced to accept the man she was betrothed to by her parents because she does not want to continue to hope for Faza who she cannot possibly have.

Faza was silent for a moment. Anita's expression did not look happy at all. Faza could even clearly see the distressed Anita with his two glassy eyes.

“So yeah? Okay, I'll try to come with my wife.” Faza's smile was thin.

“Then excuse me sir. Let's.”

“Please.”.

Anita passed by while wiping her tears dripping down her cheeks. The tears that Anita had been holding back when she offered an invitation to Faza. It is hard for Anita to make things happen, accepting the fact that the man she has always admired is not her soul mate.

While Faza, the man stared back at the invitation Anita gave him. For some reason seeing the look on the face full of sadness Anita Faza felt pity. But Faza did not want Anita to misunderstand if Faza asked. Faza did not want Anita to put any more hope in him. Because Anita's feelings for him are wrong if it continues.

Faza sighed.

“You will definitely be happy with your decision Anita. I can only pray.” Lirih Faza's.

Faza then got up from his seat after saving an invitation from Anita at his desk drawer. Faza intends to have lunch at a nearby restaurant where ordinary employees fill their rumbling bellies when the break time arrives.

About Anita's attitude, some days her attitude is a little different according to Faza. Precisely since Faza was firm because Anita who approached suddenly arrived at him in open clothes like deliberately teasing him. Faza did not actually mean to get angry. Faza was just surprised and disliked what Anita did. From then on Anita became quiet and would only speak as necessary. But Anita's attitude like that actually makes Faza feel more comfortable.

When Faza came home to see Anita who was opening the front of his car. Anita also looks confused looking at what is in front of her. Faza who understood immediately approached Anita intending to help.

“The car why Anita?”

Faza's question made Anita look at him.

“This sir arrived can not be at the stater. Don't know why, when it was just yesterday at the service.” Anita replied with a sad expression.

“Can I see?” Tanya Faza volunteered to help.

“It is not troublesome?” Ask Anita who feels bad.

“No, just relax.”

”Oh good, thank you in advance sir.”

Faza just nodded his head then started checking Anita's car.

Anita who was a little out of the way smiled at Faza who looked even more admirable if he was focusing on something. Faza was a good man and Anita was sure it wasn't just her who admired Faza's figure. But according to Anita, Zahra is still the luckiest woman because it can melt the heart of Faza.

Anita nodded her head slowly. Even though he was hunting because there was an appointment with his prospective fiancee.

“No papa kok sir, have been helped I have been very grateful.” Anita Smile.

“I can take a taxi.” Anita.

“Ya already then. Then I first yes.”

Faza closed the front of Anita's car and then passed from Anita's presence.

When Faza was about to put on his helmet, Anita called out to him and stepped closer to Faza who was standing next to his motorcycle.

“Why Anita?” Faza asked confusedly.

“Pak, sorry before. May I have a minute, Mr. Faza? Just five minutes. Anything I want to talk about.”

Faza was silent for a moment. Five minutes is pretty short. But it wasn't about that short time that Faza thought about now, but rather the feeling of Anita who would misunderstand if Faza agreed.

“Sorry Anita, I am in a hurry and have to pick up my wife on time.” Answer Faza.

“Just five minutes sir. Will not be more.”

Faza swallowed his saliva. The feeling was a little unpleasant with the tone begging Anita.

“Pak, please just here. Only five minutes.” Said Anita again.

Faza thought for a moment before finally nodding his head.

“Good. What can I help you with?”

“Please listen to me sir.”

Faza frowned confused but remained silent.

While Anita, she closed her eyes for a few seconds as if she was gathering her courage to tell Faza everything she felt.

“I know I was wrong sir. But before I get engaged I want Mr. Faza to know. I admire even loving Mr. Faza since the first time we worked together. I didn't force Mr. Faza to love me back. I just wanted to say to throw away the burden on my heart and mind all this time. I will try to forget Mr. Faza and love my fiancee.”

Faza. Faza was not a stupid man even though Faza was late in realizing that Anita harbored feelings for him.

Faza sighed softly then nodded his head.

“I understand. And thank you for that wonderful taste Anita. I hope you can forget me and love your fiance sincerely. I also pray that you be happy with your fiancee.” Faza's faint smile.

Anita shed tears even though her lips revealed a smile. Anita nodded approving of what Faza said.

“Do'will I yes sir.” His ink with a trembling voice.

“Ya..” Anguk Faza's.

“Then I first.”

“Ya sir. Thanks for the time.”

“Ya..”

Faza then put on his helmet and rode his motorcycle then darted quickly leaving Anita who could not hold back her tears.

Anita's body decays to the ground with the body shaking from her cries. Heavy, sick, also disappointed Anita felt at that time. But Anita knew it was the best thing for her.