PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 187

Late on the night Faza drove his car at above average speed. Faza really did not expect that day would come tonight. Luckily Faza was not overwhelmed with sleepiness so Faza could still drive his car with full concentration.

“Ya Lord...” Lirih Zahra grasped tightly the hand of the Lasmi madam who held his hand.

“Proposy yes mistress.” Lirih mbak Lasmi soft.

“Sick mbak.” Adu Zahra was crying.

“Yes mistress.. We'll be in the hospital soon.”

As much as possible, Lasmi calms Zahra. Mbak Lasmi knows what is being felt by Zahra, because Mbak Lasmi has also been in the position of Zahra. Only the difference was that Lasmi gave birth to her son alone without anyone caring. As for Zahra, she had Faza who loved her so much.

Faza's car arrived right in front of the hospital. There Cindy's doctor is waiting anxiously.

Faza immediately got out of the car and opened the rear door.

“Heart sir..” Said Lasmi as Faza started grabbing Zahra's body out of the car.

Help came. The three nurses hurriedly approached Faza with a push gurney for Zahra. Faza who understood immediately put Zahra's body on the gurney with a very careful heart.

“I'm sure you can love.. Me here.. I'm there for you.” Lirih Faza clasped Zahra's hand tightly.

Zahra nodded her head without making a sound. His body was already weak because he felt that excruciating pain. Pain that seemed to make all the bones in his body crumble.

Immediately Zahra was brought into the maternity ward. Cindy's doctor has prepared everything so that when Zahra comes can be immediately followed up.

“Dok please my wife doc.. She's ill.. Please.”

Faza immediately pleaded while crying as soon as he saw Doctor Cindy. It made the mother Lasmi who was behind him cry because Lasmi himself had felt what it was like to struggle to give birth to a baby.

But different from Lasmi, the doctor Cindy actually smiled amusedly. The process of giving birth is a very stressful, painful, yet also exhilarating process.

“I will do my best, sir.. Please be calm and patient, sir.. Pray for the life-giver. Everything will be fine.” Cindy said calmly.

Faza shook his head. Faza never stopped saying do'a to God. But the fear was further eating away at his heart. What else Faza also knows the process that will be passed by his wife is not easy. Zahra would risk her life to give birth to their son.

Doctor Cindy then enters the delivery room leaving Faza who suddenly decays to the floor.

Without the slightest thought of the assessment of Lasmi mbak on him Faza cried on his knees on the floor crying over the condition of Zahra with a position facing the delivery room door that had just been closed by doctor Cindy.

Lasmi's brother who was behind Faza could only remain silent. Lasmi doesn't know what to do with Faza now. The man looked very upset with his fear and sadness. Confused what to do, Mbak Lasmi also chose to contact Papah Faza. Mbak Lasmi believes the presence of his papa Faza can be a little calmer.

Madam Lasmi is a little away from Faza who does not care about anything around him. Mbak Lasmi intends to call Papah Faza to come and accompany the troubled Faza.

Faza continued to sit on the floor crying. His memory of the wrongdoing made Faza feel even more guilty towards Zahra.

“Sorry I'm Zahra.. Sorry.” Tangis Faza was really upset.

Not only did he feel guilty, Faza also felt very stupid right now. Faza can only cry without the slightest help in the delivery process of his wife in the delivery room.

“Yes God.. Please save my wife and son.. Don't let them both go from the servant.. Slave will not be able to do anything else without them both.” Inner Faza continued to plead and offer do'a to the powerful.

“Faza.”

Akbar's voice made Faza raise his head. Faza immediately got up with the rest of the energy he had.

“Pah Zahra reward.. He's in pain in there.. He fought alone pah.” Adu Faza was crying like a child.

Akbar laughed feeling funny seeing his son's overreaction. Slowly Akbar punched the chest of the Faza field. And that slow fist made Faza slightly retreat because of the condition of his body that was very weak.

“What is Faza? There Zahra is struggling to bear your child.. Why are you crying like a child here? You should go inside and accompany your wife.. Strengthen and encourage him. Position yourself always beside him.”

Faza. Tears were dripping down both of his cheeks. Faza could not imagine what it would be like to be in Zahra's position right now. Zahra was in pain alone.

“Hey Faza's.. You are a man. You are a husband. And you are papah candidates.. Whatisthis? You should be strong. You smile because your son and Zahra will be born soon.. It feels very stressful... But this was also the happy news for Faza. Papah was also in your position. But Faza isn't as whiny as you. Papah tries to keep smiling so that your mother is strong first. You should also do the same thing as what papah did first.”

Faza lowered his head. I don't know, imagining Zahra in pain making all the mistakes Faza has ever done comes to his mind.

“Papah believes you can position yourself as you are now Faza. Now remove your tears. Go inside and smile to encourage your wife. Remember, soon your status is not only a husband, but also a papah. Same as papah.”

Akbar embraced Faza's strapping shoulder. The man was trying to make his eldest son not crybaby.

“But pah..”.

“Faza.. The one who will be born is your son.. Papah and mama's grandchildren.. Do your best.. Semangati Zahra's.” Sela Akbar smiled and said quietly to Faza.

Silent faza. The man then sighed and nodded his head in agreement with what his papa said.

“Ya pah's.. Then I'm in.” Said later.

“OK.. Papah wait here. Smile to encourage Zahra who is fighting for your son.”

Faza nodded again. Faza stared at the door of Zahra's delivery room. There Zahra is being treated by Cindy's doctor and the nurses.

The maternity door opened, revealing the figure of doctor Cindy.

“Tuan Faza..”

Faza swiftly approached.

“I doctor. How is my wife?” Asked Faza in a soft and husky voice.

Akbar smiled amusedly with a headband to see the funny behavior of his son. Akbar then approached Faza and stood right beside Faza.

“Mistress Zahra's condition is good.. It's just that Miss Zahra is a little limp. But after getting the infusion of mistress Zahra will definitely return to how it was. And for now we are still waiting until the opening is complete. For that you better be next to Madam Zahra to accompany and encourage her sir.” Doctor Cindy's smile explained.

“Good doc..” Let's say Faza understands.

“Then I excuse.”

Faza simply nodded without saying anything. After Cindy's doctor passed by Faza immediately entered the room where Zahra was waiting for the complete opening.