PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 166

“So how is Anita?”

Anita could not focus on listening to her chat with Rasya after seeing something that managed to stab her heart hard.

Yes, Anita accidentally saw Faza and Zahra who were kissing under a shade tree in the garden seat while passing by Rasya. Luckily Rasya did not see it and only Anita knew about it.

Not getting a response from Anita, Rasya also turned his head. The handsome man frowned at Anita who just kept walking with a straight look forward like she was thinking about something. Anita was not even aware of Rasya who had stopped stepping beside her.

“Diajak says it's cool daydreaming for yourself.” Dengus Rasya was upset.

Rasya sighed then took a quick step following Anita who just kept stepping in silence.

Rasya then grabbed Anita's wrist, blocking it made Anita gasp in shock.

“Your reason.”

Anita was instantly silent as Rasya brought her face closer to him. Anita rewinded her head slightly avoiding the face of Rasya who was so close to her face now.

“Against what?” Rasya asked looking at Anita full of search.

Anita gulps. Rasya's face was really very close to his now.

“Eem.. Me me..” Anita suddenly stuttered and was stupid. Rasya's gaze was right as if he was interrogating her.

“Is there anything more important than our wedding plan Anita?” Rasya asked again still with the same gaze and position.

Anita blinked her eyes a few times. Slowly Anita pushed Rasya's shoulder slightly away from her. After that Anita sighed and turned her attention in another direction.

“Sorry.. I was less focused.” Said.

Rasya squinted at Anita who looked very nervous just because of her question. Even now Anita did not dare to look at him.

“I think there's something I don't know here.” Said.

Anita looked at Rasya who was still looking at her. Anita is confused now. His wedding day was in sight. The preparation is almost 100%. But suddenly Anita felt hesitant to continue. And Faza, the figure of the handsome man came back to haunt his mind.

“It's good that you tell me everything first Anita. I don't want to be disappointed after our wedding.”

Anita again gulped and then bowed her head. Until now Anita has never told about the taste she once had for Faza. The sense that arrived again appeared after his attempt to forget about Faza.

“Is it better that I tell Rasya everything?” Inner Anita worried.

For a moment both were silent. Anita is focused on her own thinking. While Rasya, the man is still demanding answers to some of the questions asked Anita.

“Anita..”.

Anita closed both her eyes took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly.

“I want to be honest with you Rasya. It's about my heart and feelings.” His words made Rasha frown feeling even more curious.

“What do you mean?”

“Listen Rasya. The one I love is not you. I accepted this matchup because I had to.”

Rasya. The man continued to stare right at the two eyes of Anita who was also looking at him. There was no doubt in his eyes. It signified that Anita was saying something that was certainly not a lie.

“Then who do you love? Why did you accept our arranged marriage if you never loved me?” Rasya asked, trying to calm down.

Anita did not answer. Anita again melengos set her gaze in another direction avoiding Rasya's gaze.

“You don't need to know who I love Rasya. And if you want to know the reason why I accepted this match, of course, because I want to be able to forget her. But unfortunately it didn't work. I still have a taste in him.”

Rasya laughed softly. The man laughed at himself. Everything he had but he was still easily fooled. Anita even just makes it a distraction from the man she loves.

“You think you who dare to play me Anita?”

Anita closed her eyes. Anita knows how to go wrong. But in the past when asserting the will of his parents Anita did not think it would be like now. At that time Anita was just feeling paralyzed all over her body and needed a stick to support her body. Anita did not even think about Rasya's feelings if she knew everything. Anita only thought that by accepting an arranged marriage with Rasya she could forget about Faza.

“What guy is Faza Akbar, Anita?”

Both of Anita's eyes opened perfectly. Anita turned her head to look in disbelief at Rasya who could immediately guess correctly what was in her heart.

“Really turned. Means all this time my guess was right. You silent silence have a taste in that smart director.”

Anita can't say what now. Rasya already knew everything by his own guess.

“What is the difference between me and Anita? He and I have the same position. I was even an heir in my own parents' company. While Faza, he works at someone else's company.”

“This is not about Rasya's treasure. It's about liver.” Anita's quick reply.

Anita really can't stand idly by if Rasya thinks he just wants a treasure.

“All I have is enough for me. If you think I'm the woman who looks at everything with your treasure, you're wrong Rasya. Just so you know, I loved Faza long before Faza married his wife.” Firm Anita.

Rasya laughed hearing that. The man clapped his hands slowly feeling salute with Anita's honesty and firmness to him.

“Great.. You're great Anita. You really are really great.” Rasya said in his laughter.

“You managed to make me feel played with now. You..”

Rasya did not continue his speech. His hand hit into the air with his slick smile. Rasya often felt strange to Anita if she had seen Faza. Anita kept quiet and seemed unfocused as she thought of something. And it always happened after Anita saw Faza.

“What now Faza is also here? Did you see Anita?”

Anita was silent. It would be impossible if Anita honestly had just seen Faza and Zahra kissing affectionately while they were walking hand in hand talking about the wedding plans.

“Where is Anita? Let me tell you about your feelings the same she is now.”

Anita stared inexplicably at Rasya.

“Don't be crazy you Rasya. Faza is married. He has a wife.”

“Hahahaha.” Rasya laughed heartily when he heard what Anita said. The man even held his stomach while laughing at Anita.

While Anita, she felt confused with Rasya who even laughed out loud in front of her.

“You're not sane Anita. You are crazy.” He said he was still laughing.

Anita was silent. Anita never felt crazy about what she felt for Faza. Because according to Anita, having love for someone is normal. Either the person has a partner or not.

“But it turns out I'm crazier because I love women like you.”

Rasya's laughter suddenly stopped. The man looked disappointedly at Anita before finally stepping away leaving Anita without looking back.

Anita continued to quietly look at Rasya's back which was getting away from her. The man in the suit of ash suit was indeed very good. But somehow his kindness and care could not make Anita's feelings for Faza disappear.

“Sorry.” Lirih Anita with lips shaking.