
“Are you really sure you will follow Mr Fadly to bandung miss?”
Mona's question made Loly stop chewing the fried rice in her mouth. This morning the two were having breakfast together at Mona's dinner table.
“You won't accompany me Mona?” Loly asked back which made Mona immediately shake her head.
“Not.. That's not what I mean, miss.. It's just that I don't think it's necessary for Miss to chase after Mr. Fadly. Everything is clear, right? mr. Fadly is not really serious with you.”
Loly smiled wryly. If only he could think as simple as that maybe Loly did not have the mind to follow Fadly to bandung. But the desire and the way he thinks is completely opposite. Loly wants to be able to forget about Fadly, but her thoughts can't keep pace. Loly kept thinking about Fadly and wished all this was just a dream. Loly hopes Fadly will come back to be nice to her.
“Isn't God good Mona? God can easily turn a human heart back. Maybe last night and yesterday Fadly was in such a bad mood that the impact hit me.”
Mona fell silent. Loly's way of thinking was completely tainted by her clearly blind love. Loly is like closing her eyes with all the evidence that Fadly is just playing with her feelings. Fadly is not really serious about her and Loly's relationship.
“Then what if when miss there Mr Fadly still do not care about miss?”
Mona continues to try to resuscitate Loly so that Loly does not get sicker with everything he is suffering from now. It may not be easy to make Loly accept the fact that Fadly does not love her. But Mona won't give up. In his eyes, Loly is a good person, although not everyone can believe in Loly's kindness.
“Mone.. A lot of people say it's a Do'a.. So please say all that is good for my relationship and Fadly.. It could be a do'a. And God.. God will surely grant the do'a of every creature.” Loly's smile was trying to toughen up. Loly was always convinced that no effort was in vain. And as long as he can try, as long as Loly will keep trying. No matter what the outcome.
Mona sighed. Loly is very stubborn.
“Ya Miss..” Reply Mona slowly.
“Thank you Mona.. You're a friend to me. You're the only one who always understands me.” Loly's smile was sincere.
Mona smiled as well. Loly's smile described the heavy burden her heart was carrying. Loly's own apparent burden creates for her exaggerated supposition of her statusless relationship with Fadly.
“Ya Miss.. I will accompany you wherever you step. Let us similarly go to clarify everything.”
Loly nodded her head. Actually Loly was afraid of the reality that he would get later. But his love for Fadly is too great that Loly can never stop expecting something that Loly will never get.
“Thanks Mona..”
“Same miss. We continue the breakfast, miss.”
Loly nodded then fed a spoonful of fried rice back into her mouth. Loly doesn't feel hungry actually. Loly just doesn't want to offend Mona for not eating what Mona has prepared for her.
Loly glanced silently silently at Mona who was focused on her own food. Loly swallowed the food in her mouth. Yesterday Loly flipped to make Loly throw a word that should not on Mona. Now that Loly is aware, everything has nothing to do with Mona. Mona could never betray him. The proof is now that Mona is beside him, watching him sincerely.
“Mona about yesterday I'm sorry.. I'm hatty. I'm not seriously firing you..”
Mona laughed softly hearing that.
“Ya.. I understand.” The reply.
Loly smiled thinly. It was fortunate that Mona understood him so much that Mona did not take heart in what Loly said.
After breakfast Mona immediately ordered a taxi. The two rushed to the airport after getting a plane ticket to Bandung.
During the journey Loly continued to say do'a to God so that everything is not the same as yesterday. Loly asks God to make Fadly look back at her and treat her as gently as ever.
“Nona..”
Loly was aghast as she got a soft touch on her shoulder. Loly then turned to Mona who was beside him.
Mona smiles.
“We have arrived in the airport, miss. Come down.”
“Oh yes..”
Mona and Loly get off the taxi and enter the airport. Just as they got to the notice about the plane that the plane they were about to board was about to depart. Both of them left without any preparation. Even the two of them don't know where Fadly's address is.
Again Loly daydreamed even while on the plane. Mona who saw that could only sigh. Loly is really screwed because of her unrequited love for Fadly.
Almost 6 hours on the way they finally got hummed.
“Nona.. Do you know where Mr Fadly stayed when he was hummed?”
Loly couldn't answer Mona's question. The two of them had just exited the airport and were about to head to where Fadly was staying. But unfortunately Loly has absolutely no idea about where Fadly lives if he's being hummed.
“I can call him.” Loly made Mona smile.
“Pak Fadly will not pick up your phone miss..”
Mona's words made Loly sigh. What Mona said is true.
“But Mona, we won't know if we don't try it, right? Let me try to contact.”
Again, Loly so believed everything would be like what he had in mind.
Mona could only sigh. Mona was silent as Loly reached into her bag and pulled out her cell phone.
Loly started contacting Fadly but there was no answer. But Loly did not despair. Loly keeps trying to contact Fadly until her phone is picked up.
“She raised it Mona.” Girang Loly said softly.
Mona can only smile. Mona hopes Fadly doesn't say cruelly to Loly this time.
“Halo..”
Loly's wide-lipped smile instantly disappeared as soon as she heard a woman's voice across the phone. Loly petrified where she stood. Slowly the phone that stuck to his right ear slumped until it finally fell without Loly knowing.
The pain was again felt in Loly's heart.
Mona who saw that frowned confusedly. Loly had not said anything yet but the look on her face immediately changed. Even her cell phone fell which Mona picked up.
“What's the miss?” Mona asked worriedly.
Tears dripped from both of Loly's eyes. His body immediately decays but Mona swiftly restrains him.
“Ya Lord lady.. What's the matter miss?” Mona started to panic. The woman with the shirt and trousers was really something that she didn't want to happen to her boss.
Loly couldn't answer. Loly just shook her head and cried without a sound.
Intrigued, Mona tries to contact Fadly again. And the voice of a woman from across the phone that was heard immediately made Mona's sweet potato feel boiling.
“Basic boy jerk !!” Bumpat Mona growled.