PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 183

Until the night Loly kept crying in front of Zahra. Loly told Zahra everything she felt with tears streaming from her eyes.

While Zahra who was a listener could only rub a swipe of Loly's trembling shoulders. Zahra didn't know why Fadly was acting like that. But Zahra also did not want to prejudge Fadly. Zahra believes Fadly must have his reasons.

Until Faza returns, Loly is still there. Loly even still cried because she was not strong with the burden of her heart.

“What is this really? Lolje.. Why are you crying like this?”

Loly could not answer Faza's question. Loly shook her head then covered her face using both palms of her hands.

Faza grew increasingly confused and asked about what was really going on with Loly.

Faza looked at Zahra who was beside Loly with a question mark. But Zahra shook her head slowly. Zahra could not possibly recount what she had heard from Loly on Faza right in front of the crying Loly.

Faza sighed. It feels really strange because Faza suddenly found Loly crying in his house with Zahra who continued to rub his shoulders trying to sow.

Do not have the heart to tell Loly to come home, Faza also sat in the guest room accompanying Loly who continued to cry. Faza was able to understand that and Faza also thought maybe by crying the burden that was being felt by Loly could be slightly reduced.

Faza even willingly held back hunger because he knew what was happening to Loly must be because of his sister, Fadly.

Faza continued to try to patiently endure his hunger and also held back that his rumbling stomach did not sound. Actually Faza had already started to feel dizzy in his head. Of course because of the hunger he endured.

Faza was even thinking whether his wife and Loly were not feeling what he was feeling. They can sit at home almost 2 hours maybe even more because when Faza entered Loly was crying with Zahra who was beside him.

Not long ago Lasmi came with two plates of potato sponge that still puffed smoke on it.

Seeing that both of Faza's eyes immediately sparkled. So happy that Faza even directly grabbed a piece of the hot potato sponge and devoured it. Faza did not even care about the heat that burned his mouth. Faza still chewed it even though occasionally Faza had to open his mouth because of the hot taste.

Zahra who saw her husband's behavior silently laughed amusedly. Zahra knew her husband must be starving. But Zahra also did not until the heart left Loly who continued to cry. Luckily, Lasmi was so understanding that with his own initiative presented two sponge plates that seemed to have just come out of the grill.

But it turns out not only Zahra who realized that. Loly also saw the silly behavior of Faza so he unconsciously laughed in his tears.

“Suami you are really cute Ra?” Loly said in a questioning tone that made Zahra frown in confusion.

Though what makes Loly cry is Fadly but now what is said to be annoying is her husband, Faza.

“Loh, why be to me?” Faza asked with his mouth full of sponge.

“Yes you why eat sponge while megap so? Already know the ball is still hot just be dammed.”

Faza grimacing. Angry actually because after all the cause of him to hold his hunger is Loly who continues to cry. If it wasn't Fadly who made Loly cry, Faza wouldn't have cared. But because Fadly made Loly cry it makes Faza as a sister need to know what causes it.

“Ya already then I go home huh? Thank you so much for grieving my heart.. I didn't mean to complain about Fadly with you Ra.. I just need a friend to pour out everything I feel.”

“How about we have dinner first? Mbak must have made dinner for us.” Zahra said slowly.

Loly shook her head with a smile that adorned her lips.

“No need. Thanks for the offer. Maybe next time. I have to go home now. My Mommy and Daddy must have been waiting for me at home.”

Zahra looked at Faza who was only silent on a single sofa. Zahra then looked back at Loly who was still clasping her hands.

“Once again thank you very much Ra.. Now we're going to yah.”

It's not a statement, it's not a question. It was a truly sincere request from Loly's heart.

“Friends?” Zahra asked confusedly.

“Yes.. You want to be with me? Yeah, I know I used to be mean. I even had the intention to trap Mas Faza.. I'm sure you or Faza know. So from the bottom of my heart, I'm really sincerely sorry to both of you. I realize what I did was wrong.. I'm sorry mas, Zahra.”

Once again Zahra turned to look at Faza who was just silent. Zahra had no idea about Loly trying to frame Faza first. But Loly's confession managed to make Zahra a little believe that Loly had indeed changed.

Zahra sighed then returned Loly's tight hand. Zahra smilingly looked at Loly who was still waiting for an answer to Loly's request to become Zahra's friend.

“Loly.. Honestly, I used to be really upset with you. You're always looking for me because of me. You act like I'm always wrong and you're the most right and kind in front of you.. But I never felt vengeance for you. I can understand, maybe because now you realize anyway. But yeah, that's it.. Yes then no need to be upheld. And about friends.. I don't mind being friends with you.”

Loly's smile widened to hear Zahra's words. Loly then hugged Zahra who immediately got a reply from Zahra.

“Still yes Ra.. You're so nice. I've been misjudging you all along. I was blinded by a wrong love..”.

“Iya.. equals.” Zahra smiled behind Zahra's back.

Loly closed both of her eyes. Again he realized his mistake because of Fadly. If Fadly hadn't been so cruel to her maybe Loly wouldn't have come to Zahra. Loly also would not be able to pour out all the burden in his heart by crying. Fadlys.. The man really played an important role in Loly's awareness of all his mistakes.

Loly then released her embrace. Loly wiped her tears and laughed. His heart felt a little calm now that all the burden he had placed on Zahra.

“I go home well.” Sluggishly.

“Yes.. Be careful.” Saut Zahra nodded her head.

Loly then stared at Zahra's large belly. With a very careful heart Loly rubbed it.

“Hey you're in there.. Quickly exit well.. Aunty will give you a gift later.” He said to Zahra's stomach.

Zahra laughed hearing that and so did Faza. Both of them feel relieved because finally one person who ever planned to damage his relationship was completely aware of his mistakes.