
Zahra frowned as she looked at her husband's two eyes that looked flushed red like someone who had just cried. Though usually if you just come home to visit the mamah Faza always looks sumringah.
“Mas why?” Zahra asked after crucifying Faza.
Faza could not say what. This time his heart really really hurt because Sinta indirectly compared Zahra with Loly who is clearly not who.
It was only Faza who heard it. Faza did not dare to imagine what it was like to be Zahra.
Faza shook his head slowly then directly pulled Zahra's body and hugged her tightly. Now Faza knows how his wife struggles alone with his feelings facing the attitude of the mama who continues to look at him one eye.
Zahra who felt strange about her husband's attitude after visiting her parents just kept quiet. Her instincts as a woman instantly rose. Zahra was sure something was going on there.
Zahra let Faza hold her for a while until Faza finally let go of his embrace with both cheeks already soaked by tears.
Not wanting to demand anything from her husband who must be in a state of heart that is not good, Zahra also developed a sweet smile.
“Mas already ate?” Zahra asked attentively by gently wiping both her husband's wet cheeks.
“Hem.. Yes, I've eaten.” Faza replied with a hoarse voice. Faza did not care even though he was now very crybaby in front of his wife. Because what he feels right now really hurts a lot. Sinta's attitude really hurt her this time.
“Thank God.. Better now you keep showering rest. Fahri already bobo.” Zahra's smile looked at Faza who just kept looking at her.
“Sayang..” Call Faza with his hoarse voice.
“Ya mas.” Saut Zahra slowly.
Faza then grabbed onto Zahra's two hands that were still gently rubbing both of her cheeks. Faza kissed the backs of Zahra's hands with both eyes closed, and tears dripped down his already dry cheeks.
“I'm sorry if I haven't been a good husband to you Zahra.. Sorry I didn't understand you all this time.. I'm also sorry that I always hurt you with my attitude without me noticing.. But I promise.. I promise you, baby.. I will keep trying to be a good husband and father.”
Zahra laughed softly at what Faza said. Zahra knew her husband was not playing with his words. And Zahra believed in the promise made by Faza, her beloved husband.
“I believe in you. I will also try to be a good figure for you as well as our children.” Zahra replied with a smile on her lips.
Faza nodded in confidence. The man then pulled back Zahra's body and hugged her tightly. Now Faza knows that everything depends on his attitude. Faza also believes that his relationship with Zahra will always be good as long as he can position his position in the middle of Sinta and Zahra well.
Because no matter how bad Sinta she is still mamahnya. Zahra, he is the mandate of God to really take care of everything.
Faza was already convinced by his determination. His obedience to the mother does not have to obey whatever she wants if indeed what she wants is to hurt Zahra which is clearly something that God does not like.
“I love you very much Zahra.. Continue to be beside me until this body is no longer alive.” Faza's whisper made Zahra smile in his arms.
Basically what they are facing is not easy. But as long as they stepped together with both hands interlocked all of that would be able to pass together.
A few minutes later, Zahra finally broke away. The woman kissed her husband's thin lips briefly then told her husband to immediately clean himself so that he could quickly rest his body is exhausted due to activities outside the house all day.
Zahra sighed after Faza entered the bathroom.
Zahra knew her husband was not a perfect man. Faza is sometimes selfish and doesn't care about him. But Zahra always believed that maybe it was a shortcoming owned by her husband and had to patiently accept Zahra. Because Zahra also believes Faza must also feel what is lacking in Zahra but continues to try to accept it.
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Tonight Reyhan invites Tina to dinner together outside. Surely after getting permission from Renaldi, Rasya.
Reyhan gentlely picks up Tina at the residence of Mr. Renaldi even directly asking permission to take Tina away for a while.
“Eem... Tina.” Call Reyhan who has not touched food in front of him since.
“Ya Rey's.. Why?”
Tina was confused now. Reyhan's been looking strange since picking her up.
“Eem.. Somebody wants me to talk about it. It's important.”
Tina looked at Reyhan waiting for what the man wanted to say. But instead of expressing his point, Reyhan was silent and again sighed like he was gathering his courage. True, not like Reyhan, which usually according to Tina.
“It's about us Tina.”
Tina nodded slowly. Tina was made even more curious. But Reyhan didn't say it either. The man looked nervous and clumsy now.
“I know maybe this is too fast Tina.. But I'm sure. I have also been waiting for a long time together.. And I..”
Reyhan is right as a fool now.
“Yes.. Continues?” Tina Tanya started to feel anxious with Reyhan's attitude.
“I feel comfortable with you Tina.. I feel like I'm myself when I'm with you.. And I also feel we fit in. We often go together even almost every time we are together. Yes right?”
Tina gawking did not understand what Reyhan was saying. Because it all sounds so weird.
“You remember not when we first met? You made my car beret back then. Yes right?”
What the hell is this? Tina really doesn't understand now. What came out of Reyhan's mouth really didn't connect. Reyhan suddenly said about the comfort then togetherness and suddenly brought up about their first meeting which was even more than a year.
“Since then I've always remembered you Tina. And i'm.. I want you to be mine. You want to marry me?”
Tina was surprised, even very. The last question Reyhan asked made Tina instantly stiff in place. Even to just move a finger, it felt like Tina was unable. Curiosity, as well as anxiety in Reyhan also disappeared just like that because of the question.
“I need your answer now Tina. Because I have asked Mr. Faza to accompany me to come to the home of Mr. Renaldi to propose to you.”
Tina tried to move her open mouth but it felt so hard that she could no longer see what was happening. The lights around him suddenly went out along with the noise of other visitors chatting who were somehow lost because of what.
“Tina !! Yes God..”
And Reyhan's screeches became the last sound Tina heard.