PASUTRI (On Love & Happiness)

CHAPTER 242

Elsewhere Fadly was standing under a tree not far from Loly's luxurious residence. Fadly continued to watch over Loly's residence which looked extremely desolate.

Fadly himself did not know why he was so unable to resist finding out about Loly's state. Fadly can't even trust anyone else about Loly so reluctantly tells people to find out about Loly. Fadly prefers to act alone and make sure himself that Loly is okay.

“But very.. Rich no people.” Fadly muttered with a rough sigh.

Right now even from the moment he insulted Loly so deliberately Fadly felt regret. But Fadly refused to apologize and expressed his regret. His ego and prestige were so high that Fadly even continued to feel that what he was doing was right.

“Loly.. Where the hell are you? Are you not at home?” Fadly asked himself.

Fadly asked the gatekeeper at Loly's house. But Fadly was doubtful. Fadly was afraid that the security guard's answer would remain the same as before when Fadly asked. That is Loly is not home or Loly is away with his friends.

Fadly clucked slowly. If only Fadly could turn the clock Fadly wouldn't have said that rant. Fadly will not demean Loly even though it is possible that he will still say something bad but at least Fadly does not demean Loly as a woman who always keeps her honor.

“I'm here Fadly.”

Fadly's eyes suddenly rounded to hear Loly's voice that was so slow but sounded very close. Even as if behind him.

“Yes God.. Even I'm hallucinating.” Fadly sizzled his eyes shut with another sigh.

Fadly felt like she was crazy now. Fadly was also unable to sleep well this late because he kept thinking about Loly who was never again visible by the reach of his eyes. Loly's like disappearing into the earth. Even Loly's house was only seen once.

“You are not hallucinating. I'm here, Fadly. I'm behind you.”

Fadly gulps. This time Loly's voice was so clear and real that it was heard in both of his auditory senses.

Out of curiosity, Fadly slowly twisted her body. Fadly was surprised to see Loly who had been standing in front of him precisely beside his VW silver car.

Fadly blinked a few times both of his eyes. Loly's car was so close to her but Fadly didn't even hear the noise.

“Loly..”

Loly gulped down staring at that handsome figure who had managed to steal his heart. The figure that never disappeared from his mind was also his heart. The figure that always managed to make Loly insomnia almost every night.

“For what silence do you keep an eye on my house Fadly? What do you really want?” Asked the orange-dressed woman with a flat expression looking at Fadly.

Fadly flirted by herself. Fadly does not want to lie but Fadly is also reluctant to say honestly that he continues to think about Loly this late.

“You used to hate me so much. You even intend to destroy me and you have succeeded. Then you also made Indra stay away from me. After that you insulted even demeaning my honor. But now you're here. You often keep silent watching my house. What are you really planning on doing, Fadly? I'm not bothering you anymore now.” Loly asked at length with emotions ruling her over. But Loly was so smart to cover her emotions with a calm tone of voice as well as relax.

Fadly hung up her words. Fadly doesn't know what he wants to say to Loly right now.

“We're done with all the insults you gave me Fadly. Please don't ever show up in front of me again. Just like I did. I'm no longer in touch with Aunt Sinta. I also always make sure there's no you around me.”

Fadly shook his head. His guess is true. Loly avoided it.

“Fadly.. I know I was very bad. I even slandered you. But the funny thing is I ended up falling in love with you until we were close. You know, Fadly, I feel like I'm flying above the clouds when we're close. So subconsciously I was negligent with my responsibilities in the company and almost made it bankrupt. Both my parents were very angry at the time. They told me to stay away from you. Of course because they think you're a bad influence on me. But because I love you I defend you in front of my parents. I even quietly met you without the knowledge of the two. Until you finally end the charade. The drama that managed to make me instantly fall mired into such a deep abyss.”

Loly took a breath then ignored him and laughed softly.

“You won Fadly. You're terrific. You succeed and you can laugh. Now I'm listening to what my parents said to forget you and find another happiness that might be waiting for me out there. Well.. God must have prepared a good man who would accept me with all my shortcomings. But Fadly.. I realized my mistakes in the past are also thanks to you. That's why I won't even be able to hate you until now.”

“That's enough. Just talk Loly.” Firmly Fadly interrupted.

Fadly looked at Loly who looked so fragile now. That instant Fadly realized that what he did to Loly was wrong. Like what Faza once reminded him of. And Fadly realized that what Faza said back then was true. Fadly shouldn't have been acting so casually towards Loly who was chasing after him back then.

“For everything I've done with you, I'm sorry. And please don't be like this. Don't disappear from my sight. Don'td stayaway. Just be the old Loly. Loly who never felt tired persuaded me.” Fadly said with both eyes glazed with glass because he remembered his fatal mistake.

Hearing that Loly laughed. But Loly was also crying simultaneously. Fadly's apology is not too late. But what Fadly did created such a deep barrier in their midst. Both of Loly's parents no longer even want to have any relationship with the Akbar family. Including Mommy Loly who decided unilaterally his friendship with Sinta.

“Loly me.”

“Fadly please appreciate me.. Appreciate decision. I don't hate you, but I want to forget you. So please stop watching me like this.” Sela Loly looked at Fadly with both cheeks already soaked by tears.

“Yes Lord Loly.. I'm sorry.. I admit wrong.. I'm sorry Loly..”.

Loly shook her head.

“You're not wrong and you don't have to apologize. What you do I assume is karma after what I did in the past.”

“Please Fadly. Don't you ever show up in front of me again.” Crying Loly.

Fadly shook his head. Her tears trickled down not receiving what Loly said to keep Fadly away from her.

When Loly turned her body and was about to get back into her car, Fadly prevented her by hugging Loly from behind.

“I love you Loly.” It's spontaneous.